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You want to rest. One way or another, you are tired, in a bone-deep, hollowed out fashion that a night’s rest cannot fix. You are spent, wrung out, and pressured for more. You aren’t allowed to stop, aren’t allowed to relax, you need to keep working for your food and your place here and your chance at home.
You cannot die, you know that, on a logical level. Can’t let all the work you’ve put into just being here go to waste. But sometimes, you forget. Forget that you’re supposed to stay alive, for everyone else’s sake. And you don’t move out of the way quick enough.
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Bookmarked by herasphases (dieilux)
11 Dec 2025
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“Don’t get bold now, Hound. You have a job, or did you forget?” Sunday scowls, and suddenly is overcome with the urge to take a step back, because Gallagher is leaning in and he’s close, and Sunday can smell the lingering scent of alcohol on his breath, and this is dangerous territory he doesn’t want to cross into.
Or, the confrontation between Gallagher and Sunday goes a bit differently.
Bookmarked by herasphases (dieilux)
07 Dec 2025
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“Been wanting to do this for a while,” mutters Gallagher. “Fuck, I always knew you’d be tight as anything. Didn’t imagine you’d have a cunt, but hey. I don’t discriminate.”
“T-there are a lot of things you don’t know about me.”
“Yeah, I bet.”
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Bookmarked by herasphases (dieilux)
07 Dec 2025
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"I feel bad, Cas. He keeps telling me it's fine and we should keep going all night, but he's clearly tired from all the activity before I am! It's been two weeks of this, should I tell him that we should stop?"
Castorice opens her mouth, then closes it. She takes out a notebook and a pen to scribble something down, before turning back to him.
"…What exactly are we talking about here?"
"Mydei's stamina! Apparently, it's been harder for him to keep up with me without his immortality! Do you think I've been too rough with him?!"
Phainon is met with reminders that Mydei no longer has his flaw of immortality. The realisation is more significant than he had expected.
Bookmarked by herasphases (dieilux)
23 Nov 2025
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when im a famous idol and the hot baker down the street is my stalker but also a tentacle monster and im kind of into it?! by gh53h54w2
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
23 Oct 2025
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the 3 times phainon tried to hit on a cute bakery worker
and the 1 time he got a date with a tentacle monsterBookmarked by herasphases (dieilux)
24 Oct 2025
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be my first (and my very last) by omegaheir
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
17 Sep 2025
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Kissing your best friend? That's weird and gross.
Letting him fuck you within an inch of your life? Now that's what Mydei calls a perfectly pleasant way to spend a Sunday afternoon.
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Bookmarked by herasphases (dieilux)
13 Oct 2025
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i LOVE THIS SO MUCH RAGHHHH ROARING INTERNALLY LIKE A TREX THIS IS SO GOOOOOOOD THEYERR JUST MADE FOR EACH ORHER
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Bookmarked by herasphases (dieilux)
13 Oct 2025
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Phainon pushes Mydei’s naked body against the cool glass of the mirror, curving over him from behind, and Mydei, panting, arches his back to grind his ass against the hard line of Phainon’s cock. Pleasure burns through him, his own cock hard and aching, dripping precum. All day, Phainon has been in a strange mood, a possessive mood, and Mydei can’t quite figure out why, but he doesn’t particularly care, not right now. Not when Phainon’s mouth is on the back of his neck and his cock is between his legs, fucking against his thighs.
Phainon forces Mydei to watch in a mirror.
Bookmarked by herasphases (dieilux)
10 Oct 2025
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A glass of milk with your breakfast? by SoundlessWhisper
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
23 Dec 2025
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Every morning Phainon rises to take care of his farm - feed the chicken, collect eggs, tend to the crops, and most importanly; get some fresh milk from his favorite cow hybrid.
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Bookmarked by herasphases (dieilux)
05 Oct 2025
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Wrapped Around His Fingers by Maleficar
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
01 Oct 2025
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“You—you grabbed my collar, and it—” Phainon breaks off.
Mydei lifts one hand from Phainon’s hip and slips two fingers beneath Phainon’s collar. “Like this?” He tugs once, twice.
The sound Phainon makes is obscene.
When Phainon won't stay focused in the agora, Mydei grabs his collar to help direct his attention, to interesting results.
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02 Oct 2025
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Forgive me Father, (for I shall make you sin) by SoundlessWhisper
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
27 Jun 2025
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‘Sister Mydei’, the head priest introduced him.
Except he clearly was no sister. From the broad shoulders to the tall and muscular figure, there was no mistaking it.“Do not mind him. He’s devoted. But… different. Despite the looks, he prays harder than most of us. He’s harmless.”
Phainon said nothing and just nodded at the head priests words,
But dear Kephale, he did mind.Bookmarked by herasphases (dieilux)
27 Sep 2025
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"You're not... Phainon, are you?" Mydei couldn't help but say. "You never... over steep the chamomile."
Phainon's hands shook even more. "I'm just," Phainon licked his lips, tongue running nervously over the seam of his lips. "Tired."
"Tired," Mydei repeated. He couldn't help but press Phainon, unnoticing of how Phainon seemed like a nervous wild animal, ready to bolt at any moment. "You never over steep the chamomile." He said once more.
Phainon didn't look at him. "I said I'm just tired," he gritted, more forceful this time.
Involuntary fear crept up Mydei's spine. It was more instinct than rationale, at this point. He knew Phainon would never hurt him on purpose. It was the Reaver.
And yet the Reaver wore Phainon's face and hurt him anyway.
Bookmarked by herasphases (dieilux)
21 Sep 2025
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the blossoms of youth and joyful laughter by moondrinker
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
18 Sep 2025
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"Okay!" Hyacine cheered. Castorice was away on a mission, and Cipher wasn't to be trusted around children. Professor Anaxa was… Professor Anaxa. The Tribios were children themselves. That left her as their primary caretaker. "Phainon, Mydei, wanna go on a trip?" She turned around.
The bed was empty, sans Little Ica munching on some fabric. Her jaw dropped. Did Little Ica actually eat Phainon and Mydei? But Mydei was too bony! He would get a stomachache!
Wait a minute.
"Oh no!" Hyacine wailed. "Little Ica ate the kids!"
Or: Mydei and Phainon are hit with a de-aging curse and transform into two very adorable and high maintenance children. Enter Hyacine: Amphoreus's most beloved healer and the world's best babysitter (self-proclaimed!) With Little Ica by her side, there's nothing she can't do!
Written for Phaidei Week Day 6: Childhood FriendsSeries
- Part 3 of Phaidei Week 2025
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Bookmarked by herasphases (dieilux)
19 Sep 2025
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Mydei first hears of Phainon’s past one night by the fire.
On the outskirts of Okhema, a flask of ambrosia passes between them, the air heavy with silence. Liquor loosens Phainon’s lips and he speaks casually about destruction and loss and ruin. About a friend who ran with him through wheat fields he’ll never see again, and a mother who sang in a language no one speaks anymore.
He laughs as he tells Mydei that he aches to go back home — to his friends, his family. He laughs and laughs between sips of wine, like none of it means anything.
The end draws near. Mydei and Phainon find each other anyway.
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16 Sep 2025
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love is a flower bloomed in blood by kdj_225
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
26 Mar 2025
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Phainon frowns. Unrequited love. Mydei is…in love with someone, and Phainon has never known until now. Even when he’s always prided himself on knowing Mydei best, even above his fellow Kremnoans—how could he miss something so important?
“Who is it?” he asks.
Mydei gives him a blank look. “And why should I tell you?”
“Because you’re ill, and it’s due to your feelings for this person,” Phainon says. “I’d like a name so I can talk to them.”
Mydeimos is ill with the flower-vomiting disease. Phainon wouldn't be Phainon if he didn't involve himself in Mydei's business, of course.
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“You spoke so verbosely that I, and my men, have already forgotten the things you have spoken at the beginning,” the prince says, “and we do not understand the aid that you mentioned seeking at the end.”
The prince pauses, catching Phainon’s breath in his loosely clenched fist as he lowers his hand.
“...return another day with a more concise request, and we may reconsider, Phainon of Aedes Elysiae.”
Phainon finally arrives in Castrum Kremnos, though instead of coming to train as originally intended, he now asks for their aid in saving Aedes Elysiae.
Now, if only their prince would take a second to listen...
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Bookmarked by herasphases (dieilux)
11 Sep 2025
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For better or worse, Alhaitham wasn’t left alone with his thoughts for long.
The bright green glow on the wall would’ve tipped off even an amateur. If not that, then the not-so-quiet “Fuck” Kaveh let out after slamming his foot into the wall.
If he didn’t already understand how these dreams worked, he would’ve been worried for Kaveh’s safety.
Lucky for him, this wasn’t real. Kaveh would stay alive as long as Alhaitham remembered that.
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or: alhaitham gets stuck in a dream loop that depends on him believing the dreams are real, or "kaveh" dies.
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06 Sep 2025
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“Let’s show them. One last time. I need them to see who you belong to. That you’re mine. In a way that would leave no doubt.”
Mydei’s expression changed momentarily into a surprised one. He studied him quietly, making Phainon’s heart clench in his chest, ready for rejection, for Mydei to take back his words and call him on his insanity.
“Are you out of your mind?” the younger man asked finally.Mydei had moved on ftom his streaming days, but Phainon didn't. Not when the pesky patrons still talked about Mydei, thinking they can have him back. He had to show them Who Mydei truly belongs to.
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- Part 2 of _YourDeliverer
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06 Sep 2025
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“I bet you can’t fuck me until I pee.”
The sentence alone had snapped something in Phainon’s brain.
Mydei was truly a shameless man when drunk, yet Phainon can’t say that he’s any better.