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I think I (17M) might have feelings for my best friend (17M) (But I'm not gay).
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Shane is straight, he is. He also might be in love with his childhood best friend Ilya Rozanov. So, he does the only thing he can think of. He turns to reddit for advice.
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17 Jul 2026
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A Nice Man in Montreal by evilrussianprincess
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 Jul 2026
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(9:31pm) Ilya: I’m sorry I’ve been such a burden
(9:33pm) Ilya: I know I’ve taken away your chance to explore yourself and find someone who’s good enough for you. I think you should take that chance now. If you find a nice boy in Montreal who you like, I promise I won’t stand in the way.
(9:34pm) Ilya: If you still want me at the end of this, I’ll be waiting
(9:34pm) Ilya: I’m sorry
OR - Shane's friends keep telling him he can do better than Ilya. Ilya starts to believe them
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- English
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- 14,210
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- 3/?
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- 577
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- 4,200
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06 Jul 2026
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Something Good by christianpuppetshow
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Jun 2026
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hollanov smau
Ilya & Shane meet and fall in love at university, but things get difficult when Ilya’s band, Tusovka, finds overnight fame.
Musician!Ilya x medical student!Shane.
Based on the song ‘Something Good’ from the sound of music.
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05 Jul 2026
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Hi Ilya,
My name is Shane! I don’t speak Russian, I hope that’s okay. I’m also 25 years old and I love hockey too! So we have some things in common.
I’ve never written an inmate before. I don’t really know why I’m doing this. I guess I’m lonely. I’m not very good at making friends or dating. I think maybe I can be a bit awkward in person, but I’m good at writing. So I hope that’s okay.
or Shane Hollander finds Ilya Rozanov on WriteAPrisoner.com and sends him an email.
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- English
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- 22,297
- Chapters:
- 4/?
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- 4,363
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- 25,142
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29 Jun 2026
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Shane knows about the sensitive spot behind Ilya’s ear. He knows how long it will take to walk from Montreal to Boston, until his feet are bloody. He knows what Ilya tastes like after he’s had a cup of coffee. He knows about all the women Ilya takes home. But Shane also knows Ilya talks in his sleep. These small intricacies of their love is what keeps Shane’s head above water. There’s only a hint of an ache when he hears Ilya’s name. Ilya kisses him and that ache is now more apparent. Ilya kisses him and he unravels. No one is to blame. It’s just the way these things go. But it wasn’t until that day in the locker room, when he heard the news, that he realized just how much he had to lose.
or, Ilya is lured away by his own sadness. Shane goes after him.
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21 Jun 2026
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The Wrong Lily by ilyasvline
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 Jul 2026
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After being constantly being pushed to date and get laid by his team, Shane decides to take Jackie's friend Lily's number. He totally got the right number though.…. Right?
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- English
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- 40,871
- Chapters:
- 26/27
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- 1,152
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14 May 2026
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Public Bookmark 4777
Mystery Work
Part of Mhm
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
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01 May 2026
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Bite The Hand by flawlessassholes
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 May 2026
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Outside, bugs swarm around the porch light. A half-moon hangs over the dark swath of lake, spider-spun white daubed across the oil-spill surface. That perfect day on the water was less than a week ago. The scabs on Ilya’s ankle haven’t even healed. He knew the rest of their lives would be an uphill battle; he just hoped they could lie in the grass for a little longer.
There’s a hitch in Shane’s breath, a catch that brings Ilya’s attention back to him. He’s seen the ice tilt, analyzed the offense, and realization freezes across his face.
The whistle blows. Ilya’s been caught.
“You don’t want to figure this out,” Shane says finally. “You want him to billet with you.”
Last season, Ilya broke his jaw. Next season, he'll break from Boston for Ottawa and a shot at making an impossible relationship work. This season, he breaks every promise he’s ever made.
(aka the sequel to Alligator Bites Never Heal)
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- Part 2 of Alligator Bites Never Heal
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- English
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- 21,494
- Chapters:
- 3/13
- Comments:
- 633
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- 1,565
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- 36,341
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28 Apr 2026
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don't leave me high (don't leave me dry) by emonlispenardstreet
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
24 Jun 2026
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hollyadmirals24: Male seeking help improving at oral sex. Clean, ready to learn and willing to host. M only. Strictly platonic. Message for details.
or: shane and ilya are hockey players for the mcgill marauders. after a disastrous night with rose, shane puts a drunken ad on craigslist asking for help with oral sex. his teammate, ilya, replies.
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- English
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- 397,852
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- 24/24
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- 3,575
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- 14,985
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28 Apr 2026
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Déjà vu by NotEvenCloseToStraight
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
23 Jul 2026
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2014: Ilya Rozanov shocks the world and breaks Shane Hollander’s heart by disappearing without explanation, and without a goodbye kiss.
2024: A devastating injury forces Shane to retire early, so he moves to a small town to coach girls hockey and figure out what the hell to do with the rest of his life.
When recently divorced Ilya Rozanov walks into the rink with his twin girls, Shane has to decide if he’s brave enough to risk a second chance on a broken heart, and a rekindled romance with the first and only boy he ever loved.
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“So.” Ilya cleared his throat. “Should we tell the girls their Daddy and their coach used to date?”
“We didn’t date. We hooked up a few times, then you disappeared.” Shane looked away to hide his heartbreak as he lied, “It doesn’t even matter. It’s not like I loved you or anything.”
“No, of course not.” Ilya tried to smile through a lie of his own, “I didn’t love you either.”
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- Part 6 of Heated Rivalry
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 400,877
- Chapters:
- 22/?
- Comments:
- 11,937
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- 24,015
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28 Apr 2026
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“Do you have a favorite song?”
Of course he did. “Glisten.”
Ilya hummed. Then he asked, in Russian, “And you understand all of the lyrics?”
It took Shane a second for his brain to switch to Russian too, like he was buffering. “It's my favorite song for a reason.”
Ilya blinked a few times. “Huh.” He seemed a little entranced.
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Shane Hollander, a struggling photographer, is dragged along to Coachella where he gets to meet his all-time favorite artist: Ilya 'ROZ' Rozanov. What happens when Ilya asks for Shane's phone number and asks him to be his photographer? Is it everything Shane dreamed of, or is Ilya not who he thought he was?
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28 Apr 2026
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Alligator Bites Never Heal by flawlessassholes
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Mar 2026
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His outstretched glove hangs there, frozen, as the noise of the arena mutates into a ringing buzz. Then he’s moving, pushed away by Marlow, and then Boston’s goalie. There’s a flurry of movement, a trainer with a towel, more blood dripping onto the ice, and he just. Stands there. Staring.
Ilya is helped off the ice. Shane doesn’t even tap his stick.
Remember when Sidney Crosby caught a puck with his jaw? That doesn't happen to Shane. That happens to Ilya.
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- Part 1 of Alligator Bites Never Heal
- Language:
- English
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- 72,072
- Chapters:
- 9/9
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- 2,323
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- 12,365
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- 4,370
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- 309,884
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03 Feb 2026
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“How can Montreal be snowed in?” Ilya asks. “They are not ready for winter?”
“It’s Montreal, man,” Marleau snickers, like that's an explanation.
Jane- 9:44 a.m.- Look on the bright side. If you’re stuck another day, you can come back here.
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After Ilya leaves Shane’s apartment for the first time, he knows he’s on thin ice and at risk of falling into more serious feelings. He’s ready to put distance back between them.
A Montreal blizzard has other ideas.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 142,857
- Chapters:
- 31/?
- Comments:
- 9,695
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- 22,975
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- 9,536
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03 Feb 2026
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frequently, secretly fond of each other. by milominderbinder
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 May 2026
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Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”
“Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.
He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.
A year after mysteriously dropping out of the 2009 draft, Shane Hollander is signed by the Boston Raiders, right behind Ilya Rozanov. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston — but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.
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- Part 1 of frequently, secretly.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 222,222
- Chapters:
- 28/28
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- 17,964
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- 47,546
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03 Feb 2026
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The deep, soothing voice rolls out of the speaker immediately. “Hey, Buckaroos! Ready for Bedtime with Buck? We have one of my absolute favorites tonight: Where the Wild Things Are. I remember begging my sister to read this to me every night when I was a kid, and I’m so excited to share it with you. Everyone snuggled up? Let’s get started.”
Eddie glances over at Chris, who’s fast asleep, mouth hanging open. He hovers his finger over the pause button, but stops—it might be getting close to 2:00am, but he doubts he’ll fall back asleep quickly. Why not listen to a bedtime story? No one’s read him one since he was a kid. He lets his hand fall away, but keeps the tablet propped up on his chest.
- Language:
- English
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- 40,760
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- 10/12
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- 350
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17 Sep 2020
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Eddie doesn't realise how badly he's destroyed his friendship with Buck until his former partner has swapped stations, changed phone numbers, and moved homes without warning. It's nearly impossible to track Buck down and it's clear that Chris is suffering too. After Eddie is injured on the job, he has to start piecing together the broken pieces of who he is with the help of family and friends. Under those sorts of circumstances, a chance to repair his fragile friendship with Buck might be possible - but it won't be easy when Buck has a new boyfriend.
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- Part 1 of Buddie Big Bang 2020
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 121,694
- Chapters:
- 25/25
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- 2
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- 789
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- 1,534
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01 Sep 2020
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Eddie is maybe the world's greatest believer in the phrase "if it's not broken, don't fix it". He lives his life to a careful routine, safe in the knowledge that nothing has to change.
Until Buck starts bar tending over at the old dive on fourteenth street, and Eddie decides that maybe a little change is good. The problem? Buck gets under his skin and worms his way into Eddie's heart, and Eddie - well, he's never been good at leaving well enough alone.
(or: emo Mindgamers-esque Buck meets Firefighter Eddie, in the unholy god-tier-emo-au only one person asked for).
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01 Jul 2020
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Healing after a truck bombing, breakup, pulmonary embolism, tsunami and lawsuit is a slow process when you're afraid to talk to your team when it feels like the world is crumbling in on you. Finding your way out of the crippling darkness is a lonely process when you're afraid you'll get benched again for something beyond your control. Learning to love again is a terrifying process when you're not sure your best friend will ever truly forgive you.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 151,278
- Chapters:
- 36/36
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- 2
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- 1,416
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18 Jun 2020
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Buck gets some news from his lawyer after the depositions are over. Eddie gets a late night phone call and winds up at the hospital.
Canon divergence set after the depositions in 3.05.
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25 May 2020
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Sequel to Suppose You'll Never Know
After meeting a stranger in the bar, having a one night stand, only to find out they're your co-worker, refuse to date them, finally agree to date them, only to find out they're married is something that all happened to Evan Buckley in the span of three months. Now with the revelation that Eddie is married, Buck faces the question of whether what they had was real or all just a game. And where he fits now that his boyfriend's wife and mother of his child is back in the picture.
A mix of canon except here it merges with Grey's Anatomy. There's no Grey's Anatomy characters her it's just all the 9-1-1 characters we know and love, they still have their exact same jobs, the grey's anatomy character storylines are simply mixed in with their own.
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- Part 2 of 911/Grey's Anatomy Crossover
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 124,205
- Chapters:
- 25/25
- Comments:
- 104
- Kudos:
- 315
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- 39
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- 15,348
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05 May 2020