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you go down (while the world watches) by lola_prongs
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Dec 2025
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hannah 81 @rozys81
ummm can we talk about rozy and hollander during the face offmacy @rozanovsgf
bitch can we talk about rozy when hollander went fucking down?Or, the one where hockey twitter reacts to Shane Hollander’s injury during the Metros x Raiders game and Ilya Rozanov’s reaction to it.
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22 Dec 2025
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WAG Support Network by stabthroughme
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Dec 2025
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Shane went down hard, bleeding on the ice, and Ilya was hiding in a stairwell to avoid Shane's teammates when he caught up on the WAG chat and saw the missed call from Jackie.
Inspired by the last bit of "please leave a message" by Ravenesta
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20 Dec 2025
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please leave a message by Ravenesta
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Dec 2025
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Sarah
Does anyone have the number for Shane's girl from Boston? I feel bad that they've been seeing each other for this long and we've never added her here.Jackie
Oh good point! Let me ask Hayden.Jackie has added Lily to the conversation
Lily
what
what is thisOr: Ilya Rozanov is, apparently, one of the girls.
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- Part 1 of You Have (81) Unread Messages
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20 Dec 2025
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Ilya’s hand wraps around his bare wrist and squeezes. Shane barely stops himself from collapsing to his knees.
The pressure lights up every receptor of his touch-starved nervous system, wrenching a small, pained noise from the back of his throat. Every muted sensation comes flooding back so intensely that it almost hurts. He needs Ilya to hold him down until there’s nothing inside him but quiet. He wants to sink into him and disappear.
It takes Shane an entire beat to remember where they are. Fighting against the fog in his mind, he manages to drag his gaze up to meet Ilya’s.
There’s a slow-dawning horror and understanding on Ilya’s face.
Or: Shane is in subdrop after their encounter in Vegas. Ilya fixes it.
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18 Dec 2025
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Shane drops. Ilya isn't there to catch him.
Or: an alternate ending to s01e02 aka the famous We didn't even kiss moment. Kinda.
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10 Dec 2025
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This Beginning Has Been Quietly Forming by eyeneversleep for Dunderklumpen
Fandoms: The Pitt (TV)
08 Nov 2025
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A medical student graduating and becoming an intern is typically not something Robby celebrates. His gaggle of baby doctors, this particular, tight-knit group, who all miraculously didn’t quit after the hell that was the Pittfest shift, their first ever shift at PTMC, seems monumental, however.
Robby also may have a very Jack-shaped weakness, one that has gotten even worse after the aforementioned MCI shift.
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17 Nov 2025
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His eyes strain as he finally sends the text to Jake. He paces a bit, having too much excess adrenaline. The warm June evening that carries the scents of fresh flowers does little to settle him. He just admitted to the seventeen-year-old that he may be harboring feelings for Jack. Because he is. Because he has.
His phone buzzes in his hand. He scrambles to unlock it to squint and read the text.
“I’m ok, brother. I was sleeping. A little confused all around about this, and how I can help, but hell yeah! Rock on. That sounds great. Who is the lucky person? I guess let me know what I can do.”
There’s a sudden ringing in his ears. His vision flickers, and then seems to grow distant. Tunnel vision. His fingers are tingly. His phone slips from his hand.
I just texted Jack Abbot the confession. I just confessed to him by accident, thinking it was Jake. He knows.
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Robby accidentally texts Jack, his huge crush, confessing. Angst and hijinks ensue.
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14 Nov 2025
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Jack turns up at Robby's door at 2 a.m. Robby gets to be the fixer for once.
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29 Oct 2025
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“I appreciate you sharing that with me,” Robby slowly says, picking his words with care. “Objectively, and with love, that’s the saddest defense of therapy I’ve ever heard.”
“It worked. How about I buy you a drink after each session? The bar’s close to the therapist’s office.”
“You’ve got better things to do on your day off.”
“Not really,” Abbot says, and he smiles at Robby’s surprise. “The nachos aren’t half bad.”
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After months of ducking and digging in heels, Robby finally starts seeing a therapist. Abbot's therapist. It's inadvisable, sure, but it seems to be working. At least, until their deepening relationship dredges up feelings which Abbot thought had died with his husband.Bookmarked by ebstan
24 Oct 2025
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Jack should’ve known Robby never meant to keep him.
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24 Oct 2025
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i love you in the same way there's a chapel in a hospital by shimelyasmin (orphan_account)
Fandoms: The Pitt (TV)
26 May 2025
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For the first time in the nearly 30 years they've known each other, Jack drunkenly confesses that he's been with men. It should be no surprise to Robby, but for a man deep in the closet, it didn't occur to him that Jack wouldn't be as repressed.
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24 Oct 2025
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Sometimes it annoyed her at how much he knows her. Because she tried so hard to keep a distance between them — to prevent them from becoming involved and from her getting attached to his familiarity again.
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22 Oct 2025
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We Will Blame the Grand Imperial Amphibian for This by GlitterFix
Fandoms: 薬屋のひとりごと | Kusuriya no Hitorigoto | The Apothecary Diaries (Anime), 薬屋のひとりごと | Kusuriya no Hitorigoto | The Apothecary Diaries (Manga), 薬屋のひとりごと - 日向夏 | Kusuriya no Hitorigoto | The Apothecary Diaries - Hyuuga Natsu
13 Oct 2025
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After Maomao serves as a medical attendant at the birth of Basen and Lishu's baby, a shift begins to happen inside of her that changes how she feels about herself as a woman, and about Jinshi as a man. Meanwhile, the prince remains far away and blissfully unaware that his cat is in heat and the emperor, due to an error in understanding, believes that Maomao is already pregnant and decides the right thing for him to do is to reveal this information to the head of the La clan so they might quietly find a way to cover for an unplanned pregnancy that doesn't exist.
Chapter 12: Family Talk
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04 Aug 2025
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Dried Flowers by moonstruck_writing for onigirimsby
Fandoms: Wind Breaker - にいさとる | Nii Satoru (Manga), Wind Breaker (Anime)
12 Apr 2025
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From the moment they met, the connection between Tsubaki and Umemiya had them mystified. Only time could tell where it would lead them.
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22 May 2025
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meet me in spring where the strawberries grow by Saffronthread
Fandoms: Wind Breaker - にいさとる | Nii Satoru (Manga), Wind Breaker (Anime)
19 Jun 2025
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This is the year she's going to finally do it - Tsubaki will finally learn how to bake a cake for Umemiya. All she needs is fresh strawberries.
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22 May 2025
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Spoonful of Sugar by Saffronthread
Fandoms: Wind Breaker - にいさとる | Nii Satoru (Manga), Wind Breaker (Anime)
14 Mar 2025
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Umemiya and Tsubaki are alone on the roof for the first time in a long time. Finally, they can say the things they can't when the others are around.
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22 May 2025
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The Grandchild by Red_Kites
Fandoms: 薬屋のひとりごと - 日向夏 | Kusuriya no Hitorigoto - Hyuuga Natsu, 薬屋のひとりごと | Kusuriya no Hitorigoto | The Apothecary Diaries (Manga)
29 Apr 2024
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'Come to the courtyard. Promise not to pull anything, and I’ll let you see her.’ He doesn't need to be told twice; he knows exactly who Maomao is talking about.
Lakan just wants to see his beloved daughter and newborn grandchild, what could possibly go wrong?
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- Part 1 of Afterwards
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17 May 2025
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‘Eddie raises his voice slightly, “are you gossiping about Buck and I?”
“Yes,” Chimney says, innocently, the cunning bastard he is. Hen glares at his back as they go to sit on the couch in front of Buck and Eddie’s.
“What about us?” Eddie asks, haphazardly dropping his hand to Buck’s hair and rubbing at his scalp.
“Okay, this is killing me.” Hen hates this. She hates it. She wants the PDA to burn. “Did something… change… between you two?”’
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03 Apr 2025
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Orders Up by Nocturnal_Daydreams
Fandoms: 薬屋のひとりごと | Kusuriya no Hitorigoto | The Apothecary Diaries (Manga), 薬屋のひとりごと | Kusuriya no Hitorigoto | The Apothecary Diaries (Anime)
03 Mar 2025
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Jinshi met Maomao the day he learned of Hurricane shots.
Both haunt him, he won't stop ordering it.
But on a day that can't be salvaged for Jinshi - she says yes.Bookmarked by ebstan
16 Mar 2025
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The Madam and the Child by aquietjune
Fandoms: 薬屋のひとりごと - 日向夏 | Kusuriya no Hitorigoto | The Apothecary Diaries - Hyuuga Natsu
04 Mar 2025
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"Upon reaching the third week of their return, the old madam of Verdigris House receives the summons for a visit. Officially, Maomao is requesting a consultation regarding some old story from the pleasure district, but the madam has seen and heard enough to understand it is just an excuse to make her meet the new baby."
(No real spoilers for anime watchers/manga readers other than a certain title used to refer to Jinshi.)
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17 Mar 2025