18 Bookmarks by elidust

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  1. Rec 40

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    Naim Reid is an art student tasked with creating a backdrop for his roommate and his boyfriend’s upcoming short film. An annoying task to add on top of uni and work, but achievable.

    Only problem- he’s in love with his roommate.

    And he's sleeping with him.

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    27 Jul 2026

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    Ruffled, Naim stands taller. "What'd you mean 'a guy like me'?"

    Those ice blue irises dip, lazily dragging down to the front of his converse before taking the same path back up again. When they meet Naim's eyes again, there is a glint in them that makes his stomach flip.

    A smirk overtakes the blond's expression. "Dunno. That's what I'm curious about."

    The night begins as just another party that Naim is being dragged along to. However, that changes the moment that Ryan Whelan notices him through the crowd.

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    26 Jul 2026

  3. Rec 51

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    Since he first met his best friend's older brother, Naim Reid has been unable to stop his eyes from following him everywhere. Only now, years later, are Ryan Whelan's eyes following him back.

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    17 Jul 2026

  4. Rec 39

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    Ryan sighed - there was the naim-stop-smoking sigh that he remembered before - and brought the washcloth up to tenderly dab at the already crusted blood on his cheekbone. “And lost your pretty privilege- maybe the few brain cells left in there too. Entertain me. Who’s the president?”

    Naim scoffed against the washcloth. “Prime minister, dickhead. You watch too much American shit.”

    Ryan pressed firmer into his cheek, sending fresh waves of pain through Naim’s aching head. He groaned, attempting weakly to push Ryan’s unrelenting hand off. “What’s his fucking name- Guy who shit himself in the Maccas.”

    -

    or the coffee shop au

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    10 Jul 2026

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    Somehow the blonde boy had completely hypnotised him. That was how Naim felt about it, for lack of a better word.

    Otherwise he would not be so worked up over the fact it had been nearly two months and he still had not so much as grazed a hand beneath Ryan's waistband.

    How absurd was that?

    Or, Naim gets to the bottom of why Ryan never lets him get him off.

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    06 Jul 2026

  6. Rec 49

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    He closes his eyes. Slides his own hand up to his cheek, around slowly to the back of his neck. Gentle. If he moves all of his rings to his left hand, he can almost pretend that it’s Naim’s palm against the carotid instead.

    After, Ryan seeks him out like a bad dog.

    Or: The follow-up. Naim, Ryan, a witch hunt, and what it takes to let it go.

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    04 Jul 2026

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    Ryan and Naim have been best friends and roommates for over a year now post-highschool. Only problem is; Ryan has a boyfriend, and he’s coming to stay with them for a few days. But while his boyfriend is here, Naim is discovering that he himself has romantic and sexual feelings for Ryan that he clearly isn’t meant to have.

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    01 Jul 2026

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    Ryan Whelan knew fear. He had only known fear all his life. There was a rot inside him that threatened to spill out and poison everything around him.

    Ryan should not be getting this close to a boy as beautiful as Naim Reid. The poisoned rot could not be allowed to taint the only good thing that Ryan had in this lifetime.

    Any yet, Ryan wanted.

    But could he want enough to be brave and face the truth of who he really is.

    Or: A retelling of the Leviticus film from Ryan's point of view.

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    Chapters:
    14/14
    Comments:
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    30 Jun 2026

  9. Rec 52

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    . . . . .

    It was like you had planted my chest with a poison that pushed out anything else trying to get in.

    . • . • . • . • .

    Naim and Ryan navigate the aftermath.

    . . . . .

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    30 Jun 2026

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    The lighters stop working.

    Or: Naim, Ryan and the world.

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    30 Jun 2026

  11. Rec 42

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    “We’re in the same hotel,” Ryan continues. “I’ve got a room. I thought you might want to talk more about how I’m ‘predictable’.”

    Reid stares at him for a second longer than necessary. “You inviting me over?”

    “Depends,” Ryan says, tilting his head. “You gonna come?”

    There’s a stutter of breath, and Ryan concludes that he doesn't really mind that his comment came out that way.

    “We’ll see,” Reid says. "Don’t get your hopes up.”

    OR

    Ryan and Naim have been hockey rivals since their junior years in Australia. But within the confines of the national league, things get more intense and unwanted feelings begin to rise.

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    30 Jun 2026

  12. Rec 23

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    The absolute worst part about flying was the landing. Not the jarring, rubber-burning impact of the tires hitting the tarmac, but the dreadful, irrevocable finality of the seatbelt sign chiming off.

    It was the sound of the spell breaking.

    For five and a half hours, suspended thirty thousand feet above the continental United States, Kip Grady hadn’t been America’s Golden Boy. He hadn’t been the tragic, broken figure skater who collapsed on global television, and he certainly hadn't been the PR nightmare currently giving US Figure Skating executives an ulcer. For five and a half hours, he had just been a nineteen-year-old guy, tucked into the dim, pressurized cabin of a Boeing 757, safely anchored by the heavy, radiating body heat of the man sitting next to him.

    Or:
    The one where Scott and Kip return to New York and learn that sometimes it isn’t easy to keep promises.

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    Chapters:
    10/10
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    11 May 2026

  13. Rec 9

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    It's been 3 years since Scott Hunter retired, 3 years since he came out as gay, and 3 years since he saw his ex-boyfriend, Kip.

    3 years later, they've moved on, or so they think, until they came face to face one more time, and unresolved feelings come to the surface.

     

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    Or, what would happen if Scott comes out but he and Kip didn't get back together.

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    25 Apr 2026

  14. Rec 34

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    Hudson had never doubted who he was. His life had always been easy to explain, organized into simple categories: work, relationship, future. Nothing out of place.

    Then came the filming. And Connor.

    It wasn’t immediate. It wasn’t obvious. It was a quiet discomfort, a thought cut short, an attention that slipped away without permission. Hudson kept smiling for the cameras and repeating memorized lines, living a version of himself that still made sense.

    Until, on a day far too ordinary to be remembered, he realized he no longer watched the scenes the same way. That his gaze always returned to the same point, over and over. That certain questions appeared without warning just to linger.

    Hudson had no answers. Only the strange feeling that this story was just beginning.

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    24 Apr 2026

  15. Rec 52

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    "So, what's the plan, Golden Boy?" Scott asked, leaning back against the headrest, completely unbothered by Kip’s prickly demeanor. "You going to spend the whole flight glaring a hole through the fuselage, or are you going to accept that we're stuck together?"

    "I prefer 'Golden Boy' to 'wall-crasher'," Kip shot back, a spark of genuine irritation finally overriding his exhaustion. "And for the record, figure skating requires precision, balance, and absolute control. It's an art form. Your sport requires a mouthguard and a high tolerance for concussions."

    To Kip’s surprise, Scott didn't bristle. Instead, the corners of his mouth twitched, and a slow, devastating smile spread across his face. It fundamentally altered the hockey player's entire demeanor, erasing the stoic, intimidating aura and replacing it with something warm, incredibly charming, and deeply lethal.

    Or:
    The one where a 19-year-old figure skater Kip Grady attends his first ever Olympics and meets a 25-year-old Scott Hunter, the New York Admirals' center, who'll change his life forever.

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    25 Mar 2026

  16. Rec *

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    [From: K]
    Start looks good from up here. Don't suck. Or you’re sleeping on the couch. Love you x

    The air in Scott’s lungs, which had been trapped there since he woke up that morning, finally released. He could picture it perfectly: Kip sitting anonymously in Section 106, flanked by Elena and his dad, the three of them acting as a buffer against the world. They were the only family Scott had, the perfect camouflage for the one person Scott couldn't live without. Kip would be white-knuckling the armrests, pretending to be just another stressed fan, unable to tell a soul that his husband was currently lacing up skates in the basement.

    Or:
    The one where Scott and Kip met in St. Thomas Preparatory School back in 2004 and fell in love with each other.

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    24 Mar 2026

  17. Rec *

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    Kip leaned against the counter, projecting an air of casual competence he absolutely did not feel. His heart was doing a stupid little tap dance against his ribs, which was ridiculous. He served handsome men all the time. Halifax was full of bearded fishermen and lumbersexual hipsters.

    But this was different. This guy looked like he was the forest.

    "Morning," Kip said, aiming for breezy and landing somewhere near slightly breathless. "What can I get started for you? We have a Guatemalan roast today that has notes of chocolate and existential dread, if that's your vibe."

    Or:
    The one where Scott is a grumpy junior hockey coach and Kip is a charmingly awkward rugby player (and a barista). Both come with their own baggage. Both are miserable in their own way.
    Oh, and they are in Canada.

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    Chapters:
    11/11
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    10,088

    24 Mar 2026

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    The air up here was disrespectful.

    That was the first thing Kip Grady noticed when he stepped out of his dad’s beat-up Honda Civic. The air in Brooklyn had texture. It had weight. It smelled like hot asphalt, exhaust fumes, and the specific, comforting garbage funk of a Tuesday afternoon. You knew where you stood with Brooklyn air.

    The air here—four hours north, deep in the "Upstate" wilderness of the university—was suspicious. It was too thin. It smelled like pine needles and aggression. It smelled like people who hiked for fun.

    Or:
    Eighteen-year-old Kip is figuring out student life and developing a massive crush on his History professor, Scott Hunter - whose books may or may not have inspired Kip to major in History.

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    123,032
    Chapters:
    15/15
    Collections:
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    Comments:
    457
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    540
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    158
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    16,312

    23 Mar 2026

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