equuleuss
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To Regulus, James was like the sun.
When it’s there, shining down on you with such intense heat and light, it burns. It hurts. And all you can wish is for it to go away.
But as soon as it disappears, you miss it and can’t wait for it to come back.
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love in exile has nowhere to go by justhockey
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Mar 2026
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“We’ve made a trade,” Coach announces. “For Shane Hollander.”
It’s like the ground drops out from beneath Ilya, and his heart falls from his chest. It tumbles past rock bottom, down to the cavern that shattered open inside of him on that night five years ago. The night when Ilya walked away from Hollander for the last time.
He can’t breathe.
(Or: Shane doesn’t get hurt, they break up, and they don’t talk for five long years. Until Shane is traded to Ottawa.)
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20 Mar 2026
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i’ve been afraid of changing, ‘cause i’ve built my life around you by justhockey
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Mar 2026
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Shane’s thoughts feel dangerous. Or - not dangerous, exactly, but really fucking scary. The kind of thoughts that used to have him bolting upright in the middle of the night, his skin drenched with cold sweat at the mere prospect of such a thing.
But now…now Shane thinks it’s time.
“I think this is my last season,” he whispers, voice faltering over the words he’s never said aloud before.
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19 Mar 2026
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Shane reached out without thinking, his fingers brushing against the rough fabric of Ilya’s jacket sleeve.
Ilya flinched away. “Dun’ touch me!”
Shane blinked, thrown. “What the - ”
“I already have boyfriend!” Ilya declared, pulling his jacket around himself like a shield. “Are practically engaged!”
Shane just stared. “Ilya. It’s me.”
“Only my boyfriend may unwrap me.” Ilya announced. “Is respect.”
Ilya gets drunk and refuses to be touched by anyone except his boyfriend. Unfortunately for Shane, Ilya does not realize his boyfriend is the one taking him home.
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19 Mar 2026
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What if Shane was the one that almost died in a plane crash in The Long Game?
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19 Mar 2026
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a touch of a hand lit the fuse by heydoeydoey for verily_i_say
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
13 Mar 2026
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Ilya should leave quickly—he needs to keep moving, like a shark, and maybe if he does the thoughts of staying here, keeping Shane, turning this thing between them into something real and serious and permanent can’t catch up with him—but he doesn’t. He lingers.
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- Part 2 of all the stars aligned
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18 Mar 2026