8 Bookmarks by euteamohanbin

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  1. Rec 23

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    "You looked in pain on stage. Are you hurting anywhere?", Hanbin ask trying to hide the lump in his throat from seeing his dear in such a state.

    "I'm okay-", he grunts as he reaches for the side of his stomach. His eyes close shut from the pain, "It's nothing really", he explains biting a little too hard on his lower lip.

    "You don't look like you're feeling okay.", Hanbin says, tightening his grip on his hyungs hand. "You can tell me how you feel. It's okay."

     

    When Hao starts feeling sick after the groups concert, Hanbin makes sure to stay by his side and take care him in any way he can.

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    05 Apr 2026

  2. Rec 48

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    u/dancinghamster 11.37 PM

    Heyy! I saw your post on the penpal community and wanted to test the waters myself, ㅎㅎ. I’m new to this, so I’m not sure what the next step is, but let me start by introducing myself.

    I’m 24M (also gay??), living in Seoul for 4 years now. I’m a dance major at SNU and I specialise in tutting and wacking, although I enjoy hip-hop and other dance styles as well. 

    In my free time, I like to explore good food spots (does the cafe hopping offer of yours still stand? ㅎㅎ) and read books. I'm also interested in learning more about perfumes and fragrances? Is there any degree for it?

    Let me know if you're interested and how you wanna go about this penpal thing. 

    Or; Giving in to his feelings of loneliness, Zhang Hao makes a post on the r/penpal subreddit, hoping for the worst. What happens when he not only meets the most endearing penpal but also one Sung Hanbin, who lights fireworks inside his chest, all in a week?

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    30 Mar 2026

  3. Rec 53

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    Hanbin found it strange, eerily strange, for someone to ride a roller coaster every day. He still remembered asking Jiwoong once during their break, “Hyung, why would someone do that every day?”

    Jiwoong only shrugged, chewing his lunch as if the question barely mattered, even though it might have quietly unsettled him.

    “If there’s a reason for it, it’s probably one I don’t want to know.”

    Hanbin is a new staff member at an amusement park who works the closing shift at the roller coaster station. Every night at the same hour, a peculiar customer arrives for the final ride—never smiles, never screams.

    What draws them into each other’s gravity is a shared vanilla cigarette, sweet bakeries, and the past that binds them closer than either could imagine. Their nightly meetings become a quiet journey of healing. Not just to gather their broken pieces and breathe again, but to fall into each other’s scars and never let go.

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    28 Jan 2026

  4. Rec *

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    “Have we ever kissed before?”

    Hanbin froze.

    His entire body stilled, and he blinked down at Hao with wide eyes. His heart skipped—no, slammed—a beat.

    “What?” he whispered, barely able to get the word out.

    Hao blinked slowly, still watching him. “I couldn’t bring him home tonight,” he muttered. “He smelled like you.”

    Hao had a pretty good life with his roommates, Hanbin and Gyuvin. Sure, he was dealing with his own dramatic mess, but maybe the real turning point was when someone dropped the bomb—Hanbin, his roommate and best friend of seven years, had actually been in love with him this whole time!

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    16 Jan 2026

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    “What would you pick then?” he asked pointedly, eyes narrowed. “Between me forgetting you, or you forgetting me?”

    “The second option.” Hanbin kissed his cheek. “I’ll remember.”

    Hanbin should be worried about regaining his lost memories. But really, all he wants is to know why the most beautiful man in the world seems to hate him.

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    16 Jan 2026

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    “He wrote it when he was thirteen, hyung. It’s an imaginary guy. He probably had some fictional character in mind when he made that list,” Matthew says, voice softening with genuine concern.

    But it doesn’t deter Hanbin.

    “Well, I’m going to become that guy,” he insists, repeating the same words he’s been saying for years.


    When Hanbin accidentally found Hao’s old “ideal type” list eight years ago, he made ticking every box on it his lifelong mission. Now at twenty-one, he’s closer than ever to completing it. What started as a silly teenage crush has turned to years of quiet devotion and yearning.

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    16 Jan 2026

  7. Rec 40

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    "I'll pretend," Hao whispers, drinking him in with his eyes like he'd never seen anything shine with a luminance so forbidden. "You'll pretend too."

    Hao falls asleep with his head on Hanbin's shoulder.

    Soon, the sun will rise. And when it rises, they will keep their promise. They will pretend. But in the quiet hours preceding dawn, when Hanbin wakes from sleep once again to Hao's warm breath caressing his neck, he imagines that they don't have to.

    In some universe far away from here, the two of them were born loved. Hao was created free to find his happiness. Hanbin was created free to watch.

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    16 Jan 2026

  8. Rec *

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    “Right person, wrong time – would that be the right way to describe what we had back in our college days?”

     

    When Hanbin moves in to a shared apartment with Hao, neither of them knew how there would come a day when they wouldn’t be able to fall asleep without having the other by their side.

    In between cooking meals for each other, sticking sticky notes to bedroom doors, smiling over text messages, having long conversations, sharing secrets and sharing achievements – two hearts growing closer, it happened so naturally, so inevitably. But it wasn’t enough, because wounds of the past may disappear from sight, but can never be forgotten.

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    Chapters:
    52/?
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    50,662

    26 Mar 2025

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