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After the electric chair scene on the PenisSMP, Penis’ considers his relationship with his best friend, Shitty, and reevaluates the feelings that have been stirring for a while now. In real life, it’s hurricane season, and the storm inside of Penis is just as strong as the one outside him.
After Shitty sends him a love song saying it reminds him of the both of them, things get even more complicated as Penis struggles to separate what is just roleplay, and what he actually feels.
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please know my actions aren’t motivated only by envy by fearbehere
Fandoms: Minecraft (Video Game)
31 Jul 2021
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Sapnap thinks he almost hates Dream as much as he envies him, and almost envies Dream as much as he loves him.
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When George buys himself a plane ticket to Florida, he is aware that he is running away from his problems, and he’s aware that it won’t fix them.
But when he meets a good looking local surfer who happens to be a hell of a good distraction, the fact that he’s running doesn’t seem to matter.
It doesn’t seem to matter, either, that the boy he’s sorta kinda dating, may, or may not be, a vampire.
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just a collection of moments in the gods will bow universe that don’t quite fit the timeline and/or don’t follow the main plot line of the story. flashbacks, different povs, spinoffs, someone else’s story. each chapter is a different thing. just wanted you all to have more of a glimpse into the universe and other people’s lives besides dream and george. will be posting here usually in between gods will bow chapters.
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- Part 2 of gods will bow.
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“You think I’m an arrogant bastard with too much time on my hands and I think you’re a selfish prick with a superiority complex,” George pushes Dream lightly so that he’s resting back against the bed. “We would never date.”
Dream leans his head back this time and rests it against his mattress. “It’s not like any of the media knows that.”
Dream tilts his head a bit, looks at George again. “And I mean, why stop at dating? If we’re gonna cause a scandal, we should do it properly.”
George’s ‘you're an idiot’ look intensifies. He still gives Dream the attention he wants. “What do you consider a ‘proper’ scandal?”
“Usurping the throne, perhaps.” Dream says it like it means nothing. With a shrug.
This is definitely 100% only about bringing back old traditions and rebelling, and not at all to do with the fact that George is unbelievably pretty, and charming, and smart, of course.
or, a dystopian au where Dream is a war god, George is a demigod prince and they, in their pursuit for power- still manage to fall in love.
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- Part 1 of gods will bow.
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Angel presses on. "Do you want to die?"
Of course he wants to die.
He wants to die just as much as he wants to live. Just as he is now devil and human, just as Angel is both beautiful and monstrous. Aki swallows the smoke and it kills him a little, just as it makes life a little more liveable in return. That's how it's been for most of his life.
"That's not what this is about," he says simply, unable to explain it.
Alive, Aki has survived by selling away his heart. Alive, Angel's memories have come back along with guilt. They find solace and understanding in the only person who sees them for what they are.
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Hinata laughs quietly, his eyes seeming to glow in the dark as he grins in Kageyama's face. "Make me."
Kageyama and Hinata wind each other up. They sling insults, pick fights, and challenge each other every chance they get, both on and off the court. It's just how they are. It's what they do.
But when the tension between them leads to an impulsive action neither of them expected, Kageyama has to question whether this is all a normal part of rivalry, or if what's between them runs deeper than that.- Language:
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the characterisation here is so unbelievably well done and realistic. the writing is beautiful, without feeling too flowery. the subtlety of the way the feelings are portrayed match perfectly with the thrum of denial that beats at the heart of this story. simple, magnificent, quiet yearning.
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“So, you don’t want to kiss a man anymore?”
“I didn’t say I changed my mind about that,” Till replies. “I’ll just ask someone else.”
“Just try it,” Ivan says. The words are sweet, but the sheer amount of venom in them is nothing if not a warning.
whenever till kisses men, they always mysteriously vanish in the next few days. he knows why that is. but the thrill of the chase is much too fun to give up.
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10 Aug 2025
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Kageyama is selfish.
This is what he thinks when he lets Hinata sit so close to him that their sides press together. Hinata’s babbling, lunchbox empty on his lap. Kageyama chews carefully for once. He tries to concentrate on the food instead of the warmth at his side, practically cocooned into his ribcage.
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05 Aug 2025
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Hinata starts fading away from him, and Kageyama tells himself that he doesn't mind.
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30 Jul 2025