fearingdark
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Growing up as neighbours, they'll always notice each other but they won't always like each other.
Bellamy and Clarke's off and on relationship through the years. -
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The thing with her neighbour is, he doesn’t seem to realise the walls aren’t lead. He blasts his music, cheers loudly at sports games, and every weekend, like clockwork … he has very loud, very aggressive sex in the room on the other side of her own bedroom wall. She wishes she could just say it’s annoying and rude, but it happens to get her super hot.
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A New Girl Inspired AU/Adaptation - Clarke moves in with Bellamy, Octavia, and Miller after she finds out Finn has made her the other woman. She's rebuilding her life with new roommates and new friends.
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Modern AU - Clarke needs a place to crash but her options are limited. Octavia persuades a reluctant Bellamy to let her stay in his den but then the pandemic hits. Suddenly, the situation isn't as temporary as it was supposed to be.
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Wolfbird by OpalApparition
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 Feb 2026
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Shane Hollander is hockey’s closeted golden boy with everything to hide. Ilya Rozanov is a professional Dom with everything to lose and an expired visa.
Through their arrangement at a discreet Montreal kink bar, where NDAs protect secrets and sessions are charged per hour, they discover the most dangerous thing isn’t being caught—it’s wanting more than those hours allow.
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10 Feb 2026
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Equal and Opposite by imgonnagetyouback81
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Feb 2026
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Ilya knew he had fucked up the moment he'd said it. But he hadn't been able to help it.
He had known earlier that day when he had double checked his refrigerator to make sure the Canada Dry ginger ale he had bought the day before hadn't sprouted wings and flown away. And he had known when he had researched easy recipes of things he could make that fit Hollander's strict performance diet earlier that week that they were playing a dangerous game.
The two of them were Rozanov and Hollander, and that was all they could ever be. Ilya knew that. They were Hollander and Rozanov to the public, to the media, to their teammates, to their coaches, and they were supposed to be that to each other as well.
But Ilya had called him Shane. And then Shane had left.
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What if after the tuna melt scene when Shane runs, Ilya is the one who gets a public girlfriend. They say every action has an equal an opposite reaction... or in this case, maybe an overreaction.
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08 Feb 2026
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“Is someone chasing you?” Ilya drawls.
He turns, and yeah, this guy doesn’t look like much of a smoker. Ilya’s learned through time and experience that stoners come in all shapes and sizes, but it’s clear that he isn’t one: hair cut neat and short, straight-laced, brows furrowed into a scowl, shoulders all tight—too squared away. He’s probably not much of a drinker, either, if Ilya had to guess.
And he’s wearing a fucking suit, for Christ’s sake.
So boring, Ilya thinks, strangely delighted. He wants to take him by the collar and scruff up his hair, if only to see what he might do in response.
Or, Shane's struggling with anxiety. Hayden thinks his grumpy weed dealer might be able to help.
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06 Feb 2026
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After a life-changing hockey injury, Shane decided that he needed to learn to be okay with losing control. If he is going to be shoved around by the universe like a doll, he should at least be able to build strength internally. He researched a bunch of options, most of them getting progressively more asinine, until he finally found something just on the right side of a bad idea.
Gay BDSM. Or, more specifically, paying for an appointment with a professional male dom: Rozanov.
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ocd exposure therapy and confronting new disabilities through autism-friendly kink exploration amen hallelujah!!!
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02 Feb 2026
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Something strange happened. Maybe it was a trick of the light, but the dresses the bridesmaids wore looked a bit less gray than before. He blinked a few times, trying to make sense of what was going on with his eyes. Blue, he realized. That is what blue must look like. It was beautiful. Bellamy stumbled to his feet, his mind reeling from the fact that his soulmate must be here. It took him a beat too long to realize exactly who it had to be. There was only one person who just now walked into the room, and she was looking just as overwhelmed as Bellamy felt. She froze in place, her eyes scanning the room. When she finally looked in Bellamy’s general direction, he realized that her eyes were blue too.
“You okay?” Miller whispered, and Bellamy nodded quickly. He was fine. He just found his soulmate and she was about to marry someone else right in front of him. Bellamy should have known that the universe would be this cruel.
A Soulmate AU where you can only see color when you're in close proximity to your soulmate, and Bellamy found his right when she was supposed to marry someone else.
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27 Sep 2022