18 Bookmarks by fourwildswipes

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  1. Public Bookmark 35

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    The thing is that he likes Matt a lot, which is fine. It is. It’s good, probably. That’s what people say, right? That love, as a general concept, is a good thing. Not that he loves Matt yet, but... It’s that ‘yet’ that’s getting to him. He feels like he’s falling headfirst into something he’s entirely unequipped for, something that’s doomed to explode and take the both of them out when it goes. He knows Matt much better now than he did Saturday morning, will know him a little better by the time he leaves, better still the next time, and the next, but he still can’t shake the feeling like something’s missing, or like he wants too much even though he doesn’t really know what it is that he wants. It’s the dreams. They’re fucking him up.

     
    Jay is a wedding singer and Matt is the strange wedding guest haunting his dreams.

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    30 Sep 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 35

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    Jay saves Matt but something still isn’t quite right, so he tries again. And again. And again. And again.

    (or: a post-movie, choose your own adventure fic.)

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    23 Sep 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 36

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    “Do you think that the lasagna noodle was the first one, and then they started cutting them up?”
    Matt stays quiet in the aisle with the hope that Jay has more to say on the subject. Jay wilts slightly, knowing he’s only been given the floor because he said something strange.
    “Or like - was the guy, or girl, that made it, was it a mistake?”
    He honestly doesn’t know. Both options sound plausible.
    “Bird. One single day – I’d give anything,” Matt says, “Just to spend a day in your mind.”

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    Matt and Jay make a nice meal together.

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    20 Sep 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 32

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    In a recurring dream, Matt is Jay’s piano.

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    16 Sep 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 19

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    Matt clapped his hands and rubbed them together, thrumming with excitement. “This is perfect. We go for a few days, rehearse like crazy, maybe even come up with a whole new act! Then we can show Marty and he’ll be like ‘oh my god you guys are just fantastic I’m going to call the Rivoli right now and DEMAND that they let you play!’ and we’ll book a show, and everything will be great!”

    It was hard not to believe him, not to fall for his convictions and blinding optimism. Matt’s eyes were shining and bright and he was looking at Jay like he could offer him the whole world. And maybe he could.
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    Jay has a problem, Matt has a solution. Shame about the ulterior motives!

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    14 Sep 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 19

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    A fugitive pop star and his old friend abscond to a Manitoba apocalypse bunker. Two Toronto detectives are assigned to a high-profile case.

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    02 Sep 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 15

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    ‘Right! They were advertising a local networking event! For bands!’ He announced, tapping on the board to emphasize the point. ‘A b- A BD… some acronym for bands meet. A Band’s Meet. Yeah, sure.’

    ‘You don’t sound so sure.’

    ‘Shut up, I know what I saw. It was definitely for bands. They had like, a drawing of some metalhead on it. Y’know, leather jackets, spikes, chains? All that stuff. Bands wear that.’

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    Matt and Jay attend a local band meetup to try to get a show at the Rivoli. They both learn some things in the process.

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    27 Aug 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 37

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    Honestly, it’s stupid that Matt's never considered this doped up gay savant angle before.

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    22 Aug 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 34

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    OR: How CoverBand!Matt beat death and got his Jay back.

    “It’s nice to be Bird again.”

    “Aw,” Matt says affectionately. “Kinda homo.” 

    “C’mon, Matt, it’s 2026,” Jay protests, clearly bristling. 

    “Exactly! It’s 2026! Can’t a man call his old friend a bit of a homo in peace?”

    “It’s just that you’re ruining the, the nice moment,” Jay shoots back, his voice hitting a whiny pitch.

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    05 Aug 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 39

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    The Johnson family trust is structured so that payouts kick in once one of three conditions is met: the beneficiary turns 35, receives a post-secondary degree, or gets married. Whichever comes first.

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    03 Aug 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 33

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    Lights off, blaze up, watch a movie, jerk off. If Jay was paying more attention, it might've have occurred to him that they’d fallen into a routine.

    It’s just a chill way to blow off steam, is what it is.

    Then, Matt goes blind.

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    26 Jul 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 24

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    Efforts to get a show at the Rivoli are derailed by a trip to the cinema and its several consequences.

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    06 Jul 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 27

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    (Matt and Jay mistake a popular night club for a cult. A plan formulates. They think taking molly is part of an initiation ritual. Matt gets more outgoing, but Jay just really wants his hair played with. Back-alley hand stuff.)

    “No. I want it.” Matt’s voice has dropped. “Give it. Fucking give it to me.” Matt sounds more like he’s fighting over the wicked transparent N64 controller than a load of cum but who cares? Not Jay, clearly.

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    01 Jul 2026

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    “I met a dental hygienist that was wearing a dog collar when we first got here, we danced and then he gave me a mint from a little baggy. It made sense that he’d carry those around, but then…” He just shrugs.
    “Oh, Birdie,” He laughs, but it’s desperate, like a cry for help from the bottom of a well. “Was it - minty?” His voice sounds three octaves too high.
    “I couldn’t tell. It’s so loud in here.”

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    Matt and Jay plan to enthrall the Rivoli’s new booking agent at a gay club. Jay accidentally takes ecstasy thinking it's a breath mint, and Matt is subjected to torments previously unique to the trenches of WWI. It's going to be a long, long night.

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    01 Jul 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 31

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    via NTBTS kinkmeme: "It's 17 years after the split of the band and either have spoken or seen each other in person. Matt and Jay meet up anonymously in a hookup app without either of them knowing who the other is. Maybe they exchange headless nudes and Jay can't quite put a finger on what's so familiar about the person he is talking (and jerking off) to."

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    01 Jul 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 17

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    Post-s2 of the Viceland series. Jay left Matt for an interview. Matt unravels.

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    22 Jun 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 59

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    On July 11, 2025, Canadian singer-songwriter Jay McCarrol was arrested for the murder of Luke Lalonde, a member of his live band. He was charged with second degree murder and sentenced to 8 years of incarceration in a federal correctional facility.

    Famously, despite damning and public video evidence and multiple eyewitness accounts, McCarrol has denied any and all connection to the crime.

    On December 25, 2026, Jon “Matt” Johnson was arrested on charges of domestic terrorism. He was sentenced to 12 years of incarceration in the same facility.

    The audio you are about to hear was recorded in the Collins Bay Multilevel Correctional Institution between the dates of February 19 and March 3, 2027.*

    *Certain sections have been edited for brevity.

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    04 Jun 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 9

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    He looped the controller cord around the tip of his finger and watched it start to turn purple. Something had to go back to normal soon or he would end up eating all the furniture in the apartment and waiting to die from it.

    Matt wakes up next to Jay. Matt falls asleep next to Jay.

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    31 May 2026

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