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  1. Rec 41

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    The stage lights are cooking Scaramouche alive.

    He’s sweating like a pig, but Kazuha once said it adds to the performance and he ‘looks good like that’—when the lights make his skin glisten, beads of sweat running tracks down his face—so it’s… excusable. As his fingers work the strings and frets of his guitar, his muscle memory kicks in, voice pouring out breathily against the mic as it’s meant to be.

    As always, Kazuha is staring from his place onstage, boring holes into his back; Scaramouche doesn’t know whether or not he’s happy about that.


    thanks to elliot and savi for beta reading!

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    17 Dec 2024

  2. Public Bookmark 24

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    “You’re right,” Scaramouche says. “There are an infinite number of universes out there. We are just specks of dust, nothing we do or say truly matters in the whole scheme of things.”

    Scaramouche has no more memories to give, he cannot heal this universe. Hundreds of universes before this one received memories, but now he has no more. The only thing that Scaramouche can remember now are the hundreds of instances he met Kazuha, and he cannot let those go.

    “But to say we don’t matter,” Scaramouche continues, “that isn’t true. In every single universe out there, you matter to me.”

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    In which Scaramouche meets Kaedehara Kazuha in every universe.

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  3. Public Bookmark 17

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    In autumn, a poetry-writing contest is planned at Tenshukaku of the imperial palace in Inazuma. When paired with the lovely and vibrant poet, Akahito, Kuronushi is in grave danger of losing to him in the poetry contest. Since he believes he will be unable to defeat Akahito in poetry-writing, he copies his poem into a volume of Man’yō-shū. Amid these acts of treachery, romance and competition, the two poets disguise their feelings for each other, but will Akahito’s poetry finally break the ice encasing Kuronushi’s heart?

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    It was tragic; how easily he could delude himself into thinking they were lovers, if not for the image of yellow roses that burned itself into his eyelids.

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    05 Jul 2023

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