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    Shane felt Finn’s sudden rage, the way he resented Dane for how nothing ever touched him—and underneath that, the way Finn, inexplicably, wanted to be the thing that could. “Just because your life doesn’t matter doesn’t mean you get to fuck up mine.”
    Ilya’s eyes widened, just for a moment, sparking with something close to hurt before narrowing back into coldness. “I’ll be ready for your mandatory tour in the morning, Prince Finn.” He turned his back on the camera, still shirtless of course, but somehow it looked defenseless now, instead of cocky.
    “I—” Shane said, and reached toward the screen.
    Ilya shook his head, ever so slightly, and walked out of the room. Shane stared at the empty space where he’d been, bereft.
    “And cut,” Scott said. “Holy shit.”
    Ilya walked back into view, sat down in his chair, smirk firmly back in place. Shane’s hands were trembling.
    “Well,” Kip said. “I think it’s safe to say the chemistry is there.”

     

    Or, Shane and Ilya are cast in a production of Ember & Ice and eventually they fuck about it.

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    23 Apr 2026

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    His eyes are intent on me, scanning my body again, lingering on the bulge under my pants, because of course I’m already half fucking hard. It’s kind of invigorating, kind of a rush, the way he’s looking at me.

    Hungry.

    So. I lift my hands from where they’re holding the edge of my desk, and I start to unbutton my shirt.

    // 'Later tonight. Come to my room.'

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    22 Apr 2026

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    "He said it was just a stronger edible," Wyatt says. "Apparently it was supposed to be super natural, and relaxing and rejuvenating, not the weak Canadian shit, and—"

    "You say a bad word, Hazy," Ilya interrupts, pointing a tiny finger at him.

    "Right." Wyatt winces. "Sorry, kid."

    Rejuvenating. Shane turns the word over in his mind a few times, while readjusting Ilya’s little body in his arms.

    Jesus fucking Christ.

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    or, with the help of some mysterious russian candy and a very loving husband, ilya rozanov heals his inner child.

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    20 Apr 2026

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    "Rozy," Brian, the team doctor says, "talk to me, buddy. That puck clipped you pretty good, how’s the pain?"

    Ilya blinks. He clenches his jaw against a wave of nausea. He rests his cheek on the ice, and the cold helps a little.

    "Bad. Very bad." He swallows. "Is Shane here?"

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    or, in the final MTL/BOS game of the year, ilya takes a puck to the head.

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    19 Apr 2026

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    “I know it’s not like one of your five Lamborghinis or whatever, but it’s more luxurious than it looks.”

    “Oh, really,” Ilya says skeptically. Playfully. It’s been very hard to stop smiling ever since they left Shane’s parents’ house. “Example, please.”

    “The backseat is super spacious and comfortable, for one thing. The leather is nice, really soft. I’ve definitely slept back there more than once when I’ve gotten tired in the middle of a long drive. You’re missing out.”

    “Okay,” says Ilya. “So pull over and show me.”

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    aka the not so boring car fic

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    18 Apr 2026