gettingbackintothis
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Eddie confronts Buck after he flees his party, leading to a life altering night that will break him but create the version of himself Eddie needs to be.
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- Part 2 of Kaleidoscope
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Buck put all his energy into planning Eddie's going away party. Now that it's here, it's the worst day of his life.
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- Part 1 of Kaleidoscope
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Eddie is a mess in the aftermath of Chris's departure to Texas with his grandparents. He struggles to fix himself up following the Kim debacle, but Eddie luckily has one solid constant in his life: Buck. Attempting to express his emotions better, he tells Buck he is "the one", but in a totally platonic not gay way. This sparks Buck's own life-altering realization. As they navigate the hole left by Christopher's absence together, they come to the conclusion they are in some form of a partnership, they just have no idea what the definition is for that partnership.
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The slide had been so gradual, they didn't notice until they were too far gone. After some cohabitation and co-parenting, the question has to be asked as to what the hell they are doing.
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Letters to You by gettingbackintothis
Fandoms: One Direction (Band), Zayn Malik (Musician)
22 Apr 2017
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It’s sticky… it’s wet… and it’s so wrong, but it’s so easy…
Zayn and Niall have been using alcohol and weed as an excuse to fool around for what feels like years, because it’s quick and it’s easy so they don’t have to think about it. That is until Zayn finds a series of letters addressed to him in Niall’s room to actually prove Niall has been thinking about it… a lot.
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Buck suppresses and suppresses the crippling flames caused by Eddie choosing to move back to Texas, until it explodes the night before he leaves. Then it is Eddie who is set ablaze.
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“If I had,” Chris lingers on the words, watching Eddie intently through the screen, “If I had conditions?”
Eddie feels his stomach knot up. It’s the first time Chris has ever alluded to a willingness to come home. Usually he just shoots Eddie down with a flat “I know” before hurrying off the call. Eddie Diaz will be damned before he lets this chance slip through his hands.
“Anything,” his voice rings with desperation in his own ears, “Whatever you need to feel ready to come home. If I can make it happen, I will.”
Chris eyes him, young face serious as a judge presiding over trial. An apt comparison because only Chris could condemn or parole Eddie. His fate is in his son’s hands so completely that if he was going to therapy, Frank would probably be concerned. Finally, Chris opens his mouth and says something so earth shattering as to crack the foundations of his father’s mind.
“Marry Buck,” Chris says firmly.
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Bookmarked by gettingbackintothis
12 Dec 2025
Bookmarker's Notes
this was really cute. might reread.
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Buck always thought Eddie was an alpha — until a desperate rut reveals the truth. Embarrassed but craving, Eddie begs Buck to breed him, igniting a fierce bond neither expected. Their first time is messy, raw, and utterly consuming. Possession and desire blur boundaries, and soon Buck claims Eddie in every way: body, mind, and soul.
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Buck tells Eddie he’s in love with him. Eddie pines.
or, five times eddie watches buck leave, and the one time he goes after him
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Bookmarked by gettingbackintothis
16 Jun 2025
Bookmarker's Notes
oh this made me cry. bookmarking for possible reread.
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“Eddie’s been married once, and after Shannon asked him for a divorce and then died before they could do anything about it, he figured that was it for him. One marriage with all its ups and downs is enough for a lifetime.
Granted, he didn’t think he’d fall in love with Buck and be lucky enough for that love to be returned.”OR
Everyone seems to expect Eddie to propose to Buck any minute now, which is annoying because Eddie doesn’t want to get married again. He's sure of that. Or is he?
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Bookmarked by gettingbackintothis
15 Jun 2025
Bookmarker's Notes
i don’t usually like established relationship fics but this was so cute. may give it a reread at some point.
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Eddie leaves for Texas on a Tuesday and Buck feels it in his heart before he even exits the airport. He starts to feel it in his body on a Thursday.
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Soulbonds are rare, spontaneous bonds are practically unheard, but Buck and Eddie have always been anything but conventional.
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Bookmarked by gettingbackintothis
22 Feb 2025