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bolshe, bolshe, bolshe (give me more, ilya) by godlightilya
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
05 Aug 2026
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“Tell me you want more, Shane,” Ilya grunted, forcing his hips to move faster, forcing the head of his cock to meet Shane’s prostate harder, quicker. “In Russian. Like you learnt.”
Shane didn’t speak for a second, swallowing on the air he was only just managing to take in. He opened his mouth, head so dizzy that he was losing all grasp on English words, never mind Russian, but for Ilya, he would do anything, so he used all of his strength to find that Russian word and let it sit on the tip of his tongue.
“Bolshe, Ilya,” Shane whimpered, and Ilya groaned, throwing his head back and thrusting harder, pulling harder on Shane’s hair. “Fuck. Bolshe. More, Ilya.”
Through clouded vision, Ilya could see the end. He could feel it. But he wanted Shane to say those words on a loop so he could forget the gruffness of the men who had fed him the same poison before.
“Bolshe,” thrust. “Bolshe, bolshe, bolshe. Give me more, Ilya.”
OR, ilya has a difficult relationship with the concept of giving more because of his upbringing, and he wants to help himself realise that giving more isn't always a bad thing.
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tell me something honest (so the memories turn dark) by godlightilya
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 Aug 2026
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Shane.
The only person who makes every scary moment better.
Another bang. A crack. A weird huff of air sensation, feeling like something was blowing out. The plane, Ilya thought, dropping slowly, uncontrollably, falling out of the sky.
“What the fuck?” The familiar voice of Wyatt Hayes, coming from the row in front of Ilya, tinges of fear and confusion. “Are we falling out of the fucking sky?”
OR, the centaurs’ plane does crash.
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record a sex tape of you fingering me open, ilya by godlightilya
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Jul 2026
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“No,” Shane reached for Ilya’s neck, wanting to feel his soft and delicate fluttering pulse. “No, fuck. I’m sorry. I said, record us. Record us having sex. Record a sex tape of you fingering me open, Ilya. Please.”
“Fuck, Shane,” Ilya groaned, deep vibrations buzzing in his chest, as he lowered himself, mouth returning to Shane’s hole, leaving a wet, sloppy kiss against his rim. “Taste so good, baby. You are so good. I will record me doing whatever you want, to you. My perfect, obedient little slut. Going to open you up so good that you almost cum on my fingers and then I will flip you over and rail you so hard you pass out. Sounds good, yes?”
Shane already felt like he was close to passing out, a mixture of his early morning tiredness and the arousal lingering in his system.
“Sounds like I’m still dreaming.”
OR, husbands Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander record a fourth sex tape.
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- Part 4 of hollanov sex tape files
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let me tie you up for our sex tape, shane by godlightilya for isto4u
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Jun 2026
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“Is funny to you, Shane?” Ilya sat up now, and perched himself over his husband’s torso, able to feel Shane’s dick straining in his underwear. “I can feel how hard you are. I know you are doing it on purpose, pretending you are not interested, saying you do not want, teasing me. You want me to tease you, Shane? Leave you hard and leaking with your hands tied so you cannot touch yourself?”
Shane’s cheeks began to turn red. Soft shades of pink bloomed across his face before the colour turned darker, redder, as blood rushed to his cheeks, engulfing his beautiful freckles. Ilya smiled as he ran his fingers across Shane’s cheeks.
“Do you want?” Ilya used the side of his thumb to delicately caress Shane’s cheek. “Let me tie you up for our sex tape, Shane. Let you see how gorgeous you are as you get more and more desperate for me.”
OR, husbands Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander record a third sex tape.
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- Part 3 of hollanov sex tape files
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ilya, let’s record a sex tape by godlightilya
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
05 Jun 2026
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“Do not want to punish you tonight, Shane. Just want you to ride. Show me how good you are at taking control when you want to. All for me.”
Shane mumbled, nodding, lifting his hips slowly away from the mattress. He was hesitant to move, was certain he would sob when the hollow emptiness hit, so he had to reach for Ilya’s hand, to steady him, to remind him that he would have Ilya soon.
“Good boy,” Ilya smiled, eyes widening as he watched the dildo slip out of Shane’s hole, covered in a mixture of Shane’s own wetness and their strawberry fucking lube. “Perfect boy. So pretty. All mine.”
When Shane was empty, he whimpered and whined like a puppy. Ilya was quick to grab the dildo to stop Shane from falling victim to temptation and sinking down on it again, a smirk pulling on his lips as he reached for Shane’s face.
“Ilya,” Shane mumbled, grazing his lips against his husband’s, inhaling the distant smell of alcohol and chewing gum mint and Ilya. “Ilya, let’s record a sex tape.”
OR, husbands Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander record another sex tape.
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- Part 2 of hollanov sex tape files
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shane, let’s record a sex tape by godlightilya
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 May 2026
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Ilya’s eyebrows lifted at that. Because there was something he wanted to do. Something he’d been thinking about for a while, something he’d brought up to Shane a few times, trying to joke about it to gauge how Shane would react. And Shane had never given him a hard no, when he mentioned it. His cheeks flushed pink all the way to the tips of his ears, but he didn’t say no.
“Let’s record a sex tape,” Ilya used his thumb to spread his precum all over his tip, pleasure shooting through him ever so slightly like little shocks of lightning.
Shane’s eyes almost popped out of their sockets, “what?”
“You heard me, moy kotik,” Ilya purred, kneeling onto the bed and inching closer to Shane’s desperate body. “Let’s record a sex tape.”
OR, husbands ilya rozanov and shane hollander record a sex tape.
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- Part 1 of hollanov sex tape files
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salmon sperm by godlightilya
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 May 2026
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“Ilya, what the fuck are you doing?” Shane rested his weight against the door frame and took in how ridiculous his husband looked, black underwear covering his crotch and a lime green frog headband on his head. “What is all this?”
On the bathroom counter sat multiple tubes and glass jars. The tubes had pump dispensers whilst the jars had small pipettes. All different colours, all different sizes.
Ilya glanced at Shane through the mirror, his skin all soapy and wet, like he’d rubbed a cleanser into his skin and let it emulsify with water but missed rinsing off some of the product by his nose.
Shane’s eyes glanced across the counter. Two cleansers, two toners, one serum plus an ampoule, two different moisturisers and a lip balm.
“Is skincare routine, Shane,” Ilya, with cleansing oil on his hands, turned to look at Shane. “Do not act so surprised when you have million step routine.”
or, ilya rozanov goes to sephora for a skincare routine and develops a new love for salmon sperm, even though he has shane's sperm at home.
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honey, just put your sweet lips on my lips by godlightilya
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 May 2026
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“Ilya, you need to fucking breathe,” Shane was trying to stay calm, but there was something about this situation - about the person at the forefront of this fucking situation - which made this feel different. Shane didn’t like to treat any casualty differently, but this? This really did feel more personal. “Come on. Just take a breath on your own. Just a little one. I can help you, but please, just one on your own.”
Shane went back down, lips on Ilya’s, nose pinched shut, air filling his empty fucking lungs. Shane’s air becoming Ilya’s air. Shane’s air responsible for getting some blood to Ilya’s heart.
OR, lifeguard shane saves rich boy ilya's life, and turns out, they don't hate each other like they both thought they did.
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god save the king* (*shane hollander) by godlightilya
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Apr 2026
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ilya and shane are on holiday in london and ilya has compiled list of things british people recommend doing when in britain based on his tiktok for you page.
OR, five british things ilya discovers with shane, plus one where he would've been better off not discovering.
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lost again with no surprises, disappointments close your eyes by godlightilya
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Mar 2026
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Ilya didn’t realise until he heard Yuna’s tired voice on the other end of the line that it was the middle of the night and he was crying. He was hysterical.
“Ilya?” He felt terrible for waking her up. “Ilya, honey, is everything okay?”
“Yuna,” Ilya’s voice was fucking trembling. “Is he okay? I need to talk to him. I need to know he is okay. Is he breathing?”
“Ilya, slow down,” Yuna was just trying to help, but it wasn’t enough. Ilya needed to speak to Shane, to hear his voice, to hear his own, unaided breathing for himself. “What’s the matter?”
“I just need him,” Ilya whimpered, creating a tight fist with his fingers. “I should have never let him go.”
OR, where ilya is in boston and shane is in montreal, but all ilya needs to stay sane is to be by shane’s side as his recovery continues.
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and i used to watch my mother move (like god was in the room) by godlightilya
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Mar 2026
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when ilya rozanov was twelve years old, he found his mother's barely conscious body.
when ilya rozanov was twenty seven years old, he found his mother's lifeless body.
| i don't want to say goodbye.
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if this is the long haul, how’d we get here so soon? by godlightilya
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Feb 2026
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Ilya took a final look at the oxygen tank. Use it for emergencies, Nathan said. If Shane starts struggling for breath, use this emergency oxygen to support him.
Ilya knew, before they’d even left the hospital, where he was going to keep the tank. Right beside the bed, on Shane’s side. Ilya knew, after Nathan gave him a demonstration, how to use the tank if he needed to.
He hoped he wouldn’t have to. That Shane would be okay.
“I love you, Ilya,” Shane whispered against Ilya’s hot skin. “Thank you for taking care of me.”
“Moya lyubov,” Ilya kissed him again. “Ya tebya lyublyu.”
OR, where shane comes home and ilya takes care of him during his recovery.
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i'll drive all night (i'll call your mom) by godlightilya
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Feb 2026
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“I am so sorry, Shane,” he kept muttering under his breath as he consumed more and more of the venomous clear liquid. “So sorry, moya lyubov.”
He kept going. He had no idea what time it was when he opened the second bottle, or when he reached for the first box of pills. All he could see, in his hazy state, was his mama, who was holding her arms out for him, calling of him, telling him to come closer. To be brave and come to her.
He did as she asked.
He thought about her as he crinkled the first packet of pills, popping all seven from one strip into his hand. He wondered what was going through her head as she poured the small pills from the bottle he found next to her into her dainty hands. He wondered if she thought of him, like he thought of her.
“Be with you soon, mama,” Ilya breathed, as he swallowed the pills down with a mouthful of vodka. “Me and you together again.”
OR, where ilya is depressed and he wants to feel his mother's comfort again. shane has no idea, but he'll do anything to be with ilya, to make him better. he'll drive all night. he would call ilya's mom.
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and when i got into the accident, the sight that flashed before me was your face by godlightilya
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Jan 2026
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He tried to stop. To turn the wheel. To avoid chaos. But all he could do was brace for impact as he lost control, darkness threatening to take over what was only just the most beautiful mixture of colour. And even as he felt himself losing consciousness, a searing pain in his abdomen, all he could think about - all he could see - was Ilya.
And then Ilya disappeared. Just like that. Shane tried to bring him back, but he couldn’t even do that for himself.
He lost everything. Lost himself. His chest felt like it was caving in. His lungs were burning.
Everything was fading. Just like Ilya had faded.
Everything went black.
OR Ilya calls Shane by his first name for the first time, and Shane freaks the fuck out, because everything is real now. He leaves, unable to process how he's feeling, and crashes, with only Ilya's face flashing before his eyes.
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why are we always stuck and running from the bullets? by godlightilya
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
10 Jan 2026
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Right now, Ilya and Shane were running from the bullets that would probably catch up to them if they stopped. But Ilya wanted to stop running. He would take bullets to the chest a million times over if it kept Shane safe. He would stand in front of Shane and protect him from every bullet fired in their direction. He would take the hit because he knew how to deal with it.
OR, Shane and Ilya can’t stop arguing over telling the world about their love. Ilya is scared of being outed. Shane is scared of what people might say.
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- Part 1 of it’s a sign of the times
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champagne problems by godlightilya
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 Jan 2026
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“Did you let us win so you could come here and fuck me, Ilya?”
The Montreal Metros are MLH champions.
Shane Hollander suspects Ilya Rozanov had something to do with it.
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in the cracks of light (i dreamed of you) by godlightilya
Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston, Red White & Royal Blue (2023)
11 Jun 2024
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formula 1 driver alex claremont-diaz and model henry fox are from completely different worlds, but the one thing they both want is to feel like they belong, to feel like they have the opportunity to be who they really are in the industries they find themselves in. and they know they want to be the ones to make the difference, but they want someone to share all the highs and lows of their adventures with. they just don't know they want to be each other's yet.
alex battles with his sexuality whilst henry battles with his depression, but neither of them battle the growing feelings for the other.
their meeting makes them realise something they thought they'd drown under the pressure of for life, but it's different now.
this pain wouldn't be for evermore.
basically, the f1 driver alex x model henry everyone has been screaming for since tzp attended the vegas grand prix but with a taylor swift inspired twist | evermore by taylor swift ft. bon iver
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meet you at the alcott by godlightilya
Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston, Red White & Royal Blue (2023)
23 Oct 2023
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Alex is joining President Claremont at one of her events during her second-term to make a speech about the importance of queer representation in America. And of course, Henry is there to support him from the sideline.
But his speech doesn't go ahead, because their lives are changed moments before Alex is due onstage.
Alex has saved Henry so many times before. This time, Henry saves Alex. And Alex wants to be the one to save him again, but he's scared this is the end and he can't save him now.
It's the last thing Alex wanted. It's the first thing Henry would always do. But despite it all, they're falling back in love with one another.
based on the alcott by the national and taylor swift
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can't stand the thought of you in paris with somebody else by godlightilya
Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston, Red White & Royal Blue (2023)
24 Sep 2023
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"we'll go to paris when we're older, sipping wine, hallowed ground; maybe someday, when we're older, you'll find me again somehow"
alex and henry share a magical night (and morning) in paris, but they have to leave and go their separate ways. and all alex thinks about on the home is how he regrets leaving, how he wants to love henry, but he can't. it was never supposed to be them. just casual. they're over now.
alex thinks about henry's promise - "i'll bring you here again one day" - and know he didn't mean it. he couldn't. and alex has to sit on the sidelines and watch, knowing he can't stand the thought of henry in paris with somebody else.
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we were supposed to find this (we’re timeless) by godlightilya
Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston
13 Sep 2023
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it's their wedding day and they are celebrating at the white house. there's a photobooth. and they can't keep their hands off of each other.
oh, and they're timeless.
[ based off timeless by taylor swift ]