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Eddie leaned down towards Buck, and Buck instinctually put his hand out to rest on Eddie’s side. Eddie’s arms landed on either side of Buck on the couch. And then Eddie was in his space, his lips pressing briefly to Buck’s cheek.
“Thanks, Buck,” Eddie said, still so, so close to Buck. “I’ll see you at home.”
He said goodbye to the rest of the crew, and then he was gone, his boots thunking down the stairs.
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Eddie kisses Buck goodbye. They aren't together yet.
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13 May 2025
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02 Mar 2025
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Eddie’s never seen Buck this way, chained up by a body that won’t do as he says. He’s still caressing his fingers through Buck’s hair and across his scalp; feels dampness along the surface of his forehead, takes in the flush of his cheeks and nose, the soft surrender of his slightly open mouth. There’s no real danger present, and Buck will feel fine in a few hours, but right now--right now, he is beautiful and asthenic, and Eddie can’t help but feel privileged.
(You need to settle down a little. or: Eddie poisons Buck, and other acts of radical devotion.)
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23 Feb 2025
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When Eddie was seven years old, he fell in love for the first time. True, deep, unimaginable love that he was certain he would never top again. This was it, he thought. This was the love of his life, and he was so lucky to have discovered it so soon.
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Eddie Diaz falls in love again and again and again. Maybe one of these times, it'll stick.
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03 Feb 2025
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“I’m showing people Buck!” Eddie explains excitedly, turning his phone screen towards Chimney to show him a picture of Buck smiling at the camera. But after a moment, the joyful expression fades from Eddie’s face, replaced by something more somber.
“I miss him,” he says, his eyes downcast.
“Shit, is he dead?” the stranger slurs. “I’m sorry, man.”
“He is not dead,” Chimney hurries to clarify. “They’re just codependent. Don’t worry about it.”
Or: Buck and Eddie are engaged and have separate bachelor parties. Unfortunately, all either of them can think about is the other's absence.
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04 Feb 2025
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Buck keeps him everywhere. He’s smuggling him into every inch left vacant, because like this, he doesn’t lose him, won’t lose him. Like this, he gets to keep Eddie forever, even if it’s just the pieces and the memories attached. The reminder of him will haunt him and this apartment like a ghost. Because Buck can’t trap him in his apartment and force him to stay, he’d never ask that, couldn’t ask that, but he’s going to damn well do his best to salvage it in some form. He’s kidnapping Eddie’s shadow, no matter how much it hurts, and there’s no choice about it.
Eddie announces he’s leaving. Buck, naturally, begins a slow descent to madness.
[ALT. summary: Buck has resolved to be the greatest friend ever. He’s handling this move so well. And not at all being abnormal about Eddie’s house. Or Eddie’s belongings. Or, well. Eddie.]
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02 Feb 2025
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The credits had just begun to roll when Eddie noticed Buck playing with the hem of his dress, fingers grazing his thigh every couple of seconds, sending sparks through his skin. Eddie turned to face him, finding Buck staring down to where he was fiddling with the fabric.
A shiver went through Eddie as Buck’s fingers grazed his thigh again and Eddie nervously blurted, “What are you doing?”
Buck’s eyes flicked up to meet Eddie’s, looking slightly surprised, like he hadn’t been fully aware of his own actions.
“Nothing, you just– you look really pretty,” his fingers continued toying with the material as he spoke and Eddie felt his cheeks burn.
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Eddie realizes he really likes to feel pretty, and Buck helps him through the complicated feelings that come along with that.
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01 Feb 2025
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In his entire time being a firefighter, Eddie has never met anyone as accident-prone as Evan Buckley. And Buck - well, he's quickly becoming the 118's best customer.
(Or - the one where Eddie is a firefighter, Buck isn't, and Eddie finds himself rescuing Buck from increasingly sticky situations. Sometimes literally.)
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- Part 1 of Bad Luck Buck 'verse
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31 Jan 2025
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"Eddie is over 30, only recently realizing he’s gay—and, apparently, crazy in love with his best friend. He’s still working on mending his relationship with his son, who’s currently in another state, too far away from him. And now—now , of all times—he’s watching his best friend and his niece being tremendously and annoyingly cute, wishing, for the first time in his life, that he could get pregnant. So he could give the most precious, wonderful, beautiful man on earth a baby.
God, what the hell is wrong with me? "
Or Buck and Eddie spend the day with Jee, and Eddie experiences cuteness aggression, leading to new thoughts and realizations.
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30 Jan 2025
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Christopher starts shaking more violently then. “Buck jumped back in the water for me.”
There’s a protocol for a lot of scenarios, both in the Army and as an EMT. Eddie is used to knowing what to do, and how to do it; who to help, and where. Yet now, hopelessness splits through him like a bullet. Eddie doesn’t know what else to do other than hold his kid tighter and press his lips to his temple.
“Is that– Christopher?” Hen asks over his shoulder. The tiny pocket of universe that he’s created with just him, his son, and Buck’s name battering in his chest unravels.
Still keeping Christopher in his arms, Eddie rises to his feet. “I made Buck watch him for the day to get him out of the house. He– he brought him to the pier.”
“Where is he, Eddie?” Bobby asks carefully.
There’s a protocol for a lot of scenarios, both in the Army and as an EMT, but not for this.
𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟
Evan Buckley can’t look his best friend in the eye and tell him he failed, so he doesn’t. He stumbles around a drowning wasteland looking for the brightest little boy he’s ever known, and when he can’t find him, he just… keeps on walking.
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29 Jan 2025
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“I can’t stop thinking about what happened between us last night.” Buck gets nervous as his grip on the kitchen island gets tighter. “All I want to do is talk to him, to tell him how I felt about last night, but we left things in such an awkward place, and he’s 800 miles away. I don’t even know when he’s coming back, or if he’s coming back for that matter. I just…” Buck stops halfway through his sentence and takes a deep breath before saying “I miss him.”
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Eddie is moving back to El Paso to be with Chris, and in doing so, is leaving behind almost everything in LA. His job, his found family within the 118, his house, and Buck. The night before he leaves for El Paso, Bobby and the rest of the 118 throw Eddie a little “going away” party and everyone attends, except for Buck. Will Buck and Eddie end up seeing each other before Eddie leaves for El Paso?
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27 Jan 2025
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Eddie and Buck have been together for a while, Eddie is wooing Buck again, and Buck doesn’t know how to feel about that.
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26 Jan 2025
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buck: i think i’m actually dying
this cannot be the same hangover you guys are experiencing
sent: 11:12 am
IT WASN’T
IT WAS SEPSIS
sent: 14:34 pmeddie: ???????
hen: Oh my God
Are you serious?buck: YES
eddie: Where are you??????
buck: HOSPITAL
Or: Buck gets sepsis, asks Hen about hearts, and scores a date.
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- Part 3 of 9-1-1 chat fics
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24 Jan 2025
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Eddie thinks, as he munches on a fry, that he’s angry. He’s angry that Buck was ever wronged, that Buck even felt he had to give him that look. He’s angry that he can’t just fix it, that he’s not good at fixing things but he’s really good at messing things up. He’s angry because he’s afraid of failing when Buck needs him.
He’s angry at Buck because he’s not here, and he’s angry because it’s easier than grief, because Eddie thinks this might be a type of grief. Because he misses Buck when he’s right there, because Eddie thinks this might be another thing like all the other things he needs to deal with, the things he pushes down so deep because just letting them sit around is enough to hurt.
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or Buck gets turned into a kid. Eddie misses him like crazy.
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23 Jan 2025
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“You’re gonna have a good time once you’re there,” Buck continues, and Eddie knows he’s right— knows that any time spent with Hen is enjoyable; that Karen, though he hasn’t hung out with her in this capacity before, is a delight; that he could really use a distraction from the misery that is his life.
Right now, though, Eddie wants to curl into a ball, tuck himself underneath the passenger seat, and decompose right into the Jeep’s recently-refurbished car flooring.
That wouldn’t be fair to Buck, though.
Lately, Eddie’s felt like his entire existence has been unfair to Buck.
Five new things Eddie learns about himself in Christopher’s absence, and one thing he rediscovers.
(Written for 9-1-1 Gotcha for Gaza.)
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23 Jan 2025
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The one with the Rice Purity Test by buddiefication (pumpkincreamcoldbrew)
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
24 Mar 2023
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Buck has the 118 take the Rice Purity Test, and is taken aback when Eddie has a lower score than him. Despite Eddie’s endless protests, Buck vows to even out their scores.
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23 Jan 2025
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whole package, babe, i like the way you fit (i might let you make me juno) by bibuckdiaz
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
21 Nov 2024
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“Gonna come for me, gorgeous? Bet you’ll shoot off like you always do, even more than I do. Fuck, you’ve got such a pretty cock - it’s so big you’d think you had a knot yourself.”
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Eddie unlocks a kink Buck didn't know he had.
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21 Jan 2025
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buck! @firehose118:
oh this banana bread riding the fuck outta me and biting my neck oh mygodddfuckkkkkkk— chimney @hantweets:
i don’t think it’s doing all thata collection of tweets and texts between the 118.
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21 Jan 2025
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Buck is asked to fill in as captain on B-shift for a few weeks and Eddie has a lot of thoughts and feelings about it.
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The 5 times Eddie loved Captain Buckley and the 1 time he didn't
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20 Jan 2025
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Eddie was—
Eddie was.
Eddie’s brown eyes flashed behind his eyelids whenever he closed his own. His voice echoed in his head as he laid down to sleep. He imagined his sharp canines sinking into his throat every time he wrapped a hand around himself, biting into his knuckles until they bled to keep quiet.
He wanted. He craved. And that was his problem.
He knew Eddie better than anyone, and worse, Eddie trusted him.
Eddie trusted good ole reliable Buck, the best friend, the babysitter, the guy to call in a crisis. He didn’t know about the cavernous hole that housed a snaggled beast, hidden behind his organs, in a place Buck didn’t have a name. He didn’t know how fucked up and needy Buck was.
So, Buck did what he did. He plastered on a smile, was punctual to every movie night, joked with Eddie in between every call, and tamed the lonely monster that nipped at his heels, inching closer and closer every day to ripping open his carotid artery
Or, the one where Buck wants, wants, and wants.
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20 Jan 2025