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    leon is a lot of things, but chris would never insult him by calling him an easy man to love. leon is emotional and unpredictable, and perpetually discontent.

    he is not an easy man to love. but he is a spectacular one.

    🐱 leon finds a litter of kittens left out in the rain 🐱

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    17 Oct 2024

  2. Public Bookmark 54

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    The first time Felix slept with Sylvain wasn’t anything romantic. It wasn’t a curious high school hookup or a drunken college fling, wasn’t the inevitable culmination of their decades-long friendship, following some heartfelt confession where everything was understood and forgiven. It happened five years ago when they were already well into their twenties on the couch in Sylvain’s apartment: Felix, three months from his brother’s death, and Sylvain, on the verge of being disowned by his family after a self-destructive bender.

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    14 Jun 2024

  3. Public Bookmark 22

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    When Felix is thirteen, his brother falls on the battlefield. Dead. Gone.

    Almost ten years later, his father suffers the same fate.

    He dies for The Boar: a pointless, stupid death. His death mirrors his life perfectly.

    Felix can't understand why everyone's so broken up about it. He doesn't understand anything that's going on right now. He is tumbling with the waves inside of him, and here Sylvain is, offering him a rock to cling to, to be protected by.

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    12 Jun 2024

  4. Public Bookmark 11

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    “I want to talk to you about something. It’s kinda weird,” Felix says, rubbing the back of his neck. He doesn’t normally wear his hair up, but it’s felt right recently.

    “I like your hair up. It’s cute,” Sylvain tells him, and he hates that his cheeks heat up.

    “Are you listening?” Felix grumps.

    “Yeah, yeah. You have something weird to talk to me about. What is it? Boy problems?”

    Felix almost laughs because, yeah, in a way. He takes a big breath and then looks at the ground. It’s hard to meet Sylvain’s eyes all the time, but now it’s even worse. “I’m….I want to be called Felix.”

    “Felix?” Sylvain chuckles. “Well that’s a boy’s name.”

    Felix is sure that his ears are on fire with how hard he’s blushing. “Yeah, exactly.”

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    12 Jun 2024

  5. Public Bookmark 8

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    Felix and Sylvain are newlywed, only a few days out. Sylvain wants to be sure that his husband knows how much he loves him, every part of him, all of him.

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    04 Apr 2024