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"Who the fuck would marry you," laughs Dufresne, spittle flecking his chin. "They'd have to be mad."
At that moment, finally, the door to the cabin bursts open and Silver stops, mid-stride, taking in the scene before him with wide eyes. His mouth hangs open, lips parted and frozen in the instant before speech. Flint looks up at him and grins.
"Him," he says. "I'm marrying him."
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05 Jan 2026
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so sad it was never finished 😭 v good
“You’re scaring the fish,” he says.
With an almost imperceptible smile Silver moves his gaze slowly from Flint's face to the water, taking in all that lies between.
When he blushes, Flint knows, it spreads in red blotches down his neck and chest. It’s the first time he can remember ever being grateful for sunburn. His eyes fall again, unbidden, on Silver’s nakedness, and he decides he’s also grateful for the cold water keeping his reaction in check.
"You don't seem to be having any trouble."
"That was before you turned up."
Silver laughs, kneeling down until only his head and shoulders are visible. It should be some kind of relief; instead Flint finds himself unable to think about anything but Silver on his knees before him.
“How lucky I am, to find a man who brings home dinner. I’ll have the men start a fire.”
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"You're confusing him," Madi chides, nudging Silver's elbow with her own. "Just ask him properly."
"Yes, dear," Silver says, setting his glass down without taking his eyes off Flint. He looks tremendously amused. "Apologies, Captain. I should have been more clear. We're discussing whether the three of us should own one bookstore or two, after the war. Do you have a preference?"
There's a pause. "Er," Flint says.
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05 Jan 2026
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RAHHHH AUGHHHH
The thought that follows is inescapably clear; I know better than to want something like that.
Flint opens his eyes. He can't remember shutting them. Their bodies are curved towards one another now and Silver's face is too close; and he's old again, worse yet he's quiet and curious and Flint finds himself unable to speak under the scrutiny. Before long Silver's face shifts, unwinds into something far worse.
"I've changed my mind," he says quietly. "I want you to lie to me."
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Billy is smart, good at sports, and pretty like a young starlet. Life should be easy for him. He pretends it is.
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02 Jan 2026
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*add more 10/10 exaclty them exactly whst happened, perfect balance of misery and fulfilling all my big feelings about them after the show finale (which was ass)
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Play the Sanctimonious Part (Of a Pirate Head and a Pirate Heart) by spinninginfinityboy
Fandoms: Black Sails
09 Aug 2020
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Any crew of pirates "agree on certain articles, which are put in writing, by way of bond or obligation, which every one is bound to observe, and all of them, or the chief, set their hands to it." (- Exquemelin). Luckily for John Silver, he never was much of a pirate.
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Silver breaks every rule laid out before him, and is somehow rewarded each time.
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30 Dec 2025
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Their conversations become a lot more lucid and a lot less pleasant as the days wear on. After a week, when infection takes him, Silver thrashes in the depths of a fever and begs Flint to kill him. Blue-green eyes filled to overflow with salt water gaze back. Silver pleads to be allowed to drown.
ngghhh exactly what i needed good premise and so well executed yum for real them for real!
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His name is Sam, he says, after Grizz has washed and wrapped his shattered fingers with blue tape, after Grizz has taken a washcloth to the dirt of his cheeks, the sweat of his brow and neck and collarbone. Sam is cold to the touch, and Grizz settles him on the couch with a blanket around his shoulders and holds up a hand to tell him to stay there for a moment while he goes back outside to the woodpile, and Sam looks up at him with these bright, stunning blue eyes and Grizz bites his lip and thinks maybe this is exactly what he wasn’t signing up for when he decided to become a hermit.
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“We can just kiss, if that’s what you want,” Sam says quietly. His thumb rubs gently over the exposed skin above Grizz’s collar.
Grizz shakes his head, reaching for Sam to tug him closer, capturing his lips in another kiss.
“I want you,” he murmurs against Sam’s lips. Realizing his mistake, he pulls back, freeing his hands.
“I… want… you,” he signs clumsily, whispering along with the words.--
My take on what happened between Grizz and Sam's first kiss in "Allie's Rules" and when we see them again in "Poison." Pure fluff with a little bit of smut
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15 Dec 2025
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LIVE AND KAYGH AND LOVE read this like 4 years afo and iMm vack 10/10
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Leave My Loneliness Unbroken by storytellerontheside
Fandoms: The Magnus Archives (Podcast)
05 Sep 2021
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Martin wasn't alone when he went back to investigate Vittery's basement that night, and he wasn't alone when he fled back to his apartment either. Stuck caring for a boss that hates him, all he can do is pray his coworkers notice their absence.
Trapped in an apartment with his least favourite assistant and limited supplies, Jon is forced to confront his fear of the supernatural head-on while battling his cravings and bizarrely realistic nightmares. Also, there may or may not be a worm trying to burrow into his leg.
This is going to be one hell of a week.
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05 Dec 2025
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to lie in the wreckage by mnabokov
Fandoms: Frankenstein - Mary Shelley, Frankenstein (2025)
20 Oct 2025
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It did not feel like a victory, nor did it seem like acquiescence. It was for Victor as it was for the creature: there was simply nowhere else to go, and nothing else to do.
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- Part 7 of Author’s Favorites
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02 Dec 2025
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“Let him stay,” says Elizabeth, when Victor's body has been dragged away to the crypt.
William looks at her, face blank with grief.
The creature stays.
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fell in your opinion when i fell in love with you by alistair_blackwood
Fandoms: The Magnus Archives (Podcast)
15 Jun 2020
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“This is the Magnus Institute, not a creative writing course at university. If that doesn’t agree with him, he can leave.” There was a thud and the sound of rifling tapes. “He can take his bloody tea with him.”
Martin’s fingers tightened on the saucer. Oh.
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Martin knows better than to talk about it. It's fine. He's fine.
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02 Nov 2025
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Mhhhhhhmm mhmmhmhm !!! martin is so dead on and reletable as hell 😭 that feeling of vulnerability and humiliation and shame and loneliness like oh ouch mega teared up for real. And jon my shaysky
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The first time Benson ever landed a kill, he was seven years old.
(alternatively: benson copes with the knowledge that he should have died at the kutzberg)
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26 Oct 2025
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Mhhhhhmm ilove this author i LOVE THEM
He imagines, for a moment, bringing Randy to an open field and telling him to run. Maybe the rifle would be loaded, and maybe Benson wouldn’t even chase after him. He never was a fast runner, and something about Randy tells him that he’s probably a good sprinter. Probably got a lot of practice running away from the boys from school. So he’d outrun Benson eventually. And Benson would give up the chase—drop to his knees and pound his fists into the grass until they split open on pebbles and twigs and earth and he’d press his face into it and sob with his whole chest, sob like he hasn’t since he found Ma passed out on the bathroom floor and he’d thought, This is it. I have no one left. And he’d had no one, even if Ma was there every day, begging for cigarettes even though she was dying. He doesn’t have Randy, even if the tag on his collar says Benson’s name.
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Weeks before Benson's killing spree, Randy has a vision of the events to come. After weighing his options, he decides the best chance he has to save his coworkers is to befriend Benson.
He's the worst person for the job. He's also the only candidate who applied.
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26 Oct 2025
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RAHHHHH 10/10 the IT FIC just agonising and perfect porn lowkey and exactly what happens yeah this is the plot of the movie
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Randy has been underwater for so long that he can’t remember what sunlight looks like when it isn’t ripped up and spit out by the incessant roll of waves. It’s been so long that the gills at the base of his ribs no longer scream, paper cut to muscle, every time he breathes.
He still wakes up spitting and thrashing and drowning.
(If he could drown himself he would. He can’t; he’s tried. That’s not how this works.)
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25 Oct 2025
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10/10 gut wrenching and hirrific and violent and so tragic oh my fucking god it just hurts and hurts 😭 i am crying but more than that like my chest aches like ughhh
“Hi,” Randy says. His voice is reedy from disuse. His whole body hurts. He still looks pregnant; he didn’t expect to. It makes him nauseous to have Benson looking at him like this. At the webbing of silver stretch marks that mar his skin, at the swollen, tender place where his tail hasn’t mended itself. Randy fixes his gaze on the opposite wall and balls his hands into fists.
“Nice of you to show up.” There’s something tired and poisonous in Benson’s voice and Randy’s eyes are wet immediately, traitorously.
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“Randy, come on,” Benson drawls. “You think I care about that?”
Randy’s confusion must be written all over his face because Benson rolls his eyes and continues.
“I’m a hunter. I like my steak fuckin’ blue. I don’t give a fuck about a little blood.”
“I…” Randy stammers, face so hot that he’s sure smoke will start pouring from his ears like a Bugs Bunny cartoon. Something twinges low in his gut. “Isn’t that, like… unsanitary?”
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25 Oct 2025
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“Oh, yeah?” Benson says, pulling back just enough to speak. Randy whines at the loss of contact, but the noise dies out when he catches a glimpse of Benson’s face — blood-smeared from nostrils to chin, filthy and cannibalistic. His eyes are so blown that they’re nearly black. Randy feels the thrill of fear course through him.
“Oh my god,” he whispers again.
“Like seeing me covered in your blood, baby?” Benson flashes a smile and his teeth are red.
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Ted dreams about AM.
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- Part 2 of Alone / Maybe
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25 Oct 2025
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Randy kind of can’t believe that the words are coming out of his mouth. Then again, he kind of can’t believe anything he’s done since watching Chris’s intestines paint the sticky plastic booth. He’s already become a different person. Benson’s cock is just the nail in the coffin of his body.
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23 Oct 2025
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oh god 😭
Benson helps Randy out of his (mud-caked, cum-streaked) jeans and into the new, blue shorts. Randy blushes at the way they stretch tight over his thighs, his ass. He doesn’t miss the once-over Benson gives him, or the way he bites his lower lip.
Benson sits Randy down in the Chrysler and buckles his seatbelt. It’s insane to be touched like this by him — with the pads of his fingertips instead of the brass of his knuckles. Randy’s head spins with the strangeness of it.
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It’s the damnedest thing, that John’s stuck spending every waking second of his life with someone he can barely stand.
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John is an obnoxious drunk and Tonto does something about it.
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21 Oct 2025
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i cannot believe i haven’t already bookmrked it , i guessi just refound it everytime but ohhh my god, this is the one where he ties him up 😭 something about this has stuck with me sooo hard, 10000/10 a true classic, also redisocvered it by reading a hucklerobby fic and checking out the author, only to find this 😆
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When sex with your boss is no different that putting a sick animal out of its misery.
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21 Oct 2025
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no big deal just gut wrenchimg and horrible and amazimg, a short, check out writer!
Ready to be steered into the bulletin board, ready for his skull to nearly crack against the wall, cradled in the last possible moment by a big, capable hand. Ready to be kissed, tongued apart, bitten. Ready to get on his knees for a handsome older man because a handsome older man was making him get on his knees. Steady pressure on his shoulders, an absolving loss of power as he sank there. Robby was surprisingly gentle, once he was kneeling. Talked him through it, sweet and low and dirty as he stroked his hair, told him things no one had ever told him before and no one likely ever would again. He thumbed up tears from the corners of his eyes when he triggered his gag reflex, told him he was so good for swallowing. When he stood again on shaking legs Robby hooked a finger almost clinically into the bottom row of his teeth to shake his jaw open, look at his tongue, make sure his load was all gone. “We shouldn’t tell anyone,” he said before he kissed him.
That deceitful we, slotted neatly beside us. A lie, and another one.
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“Please don’t tell me the first person who ever touched your dick was Dr. Robby.”
“Um.” He coughs.
“Oh my god I’m gonna fucking die.”
Santos tries to solve Whitaker’s sexual hangups. Whitaker tries to save Robby’s soul. Neither initiative goes exactly to plan.
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Bookmarked by golfer
19 Oct 2025
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Veyr fun and silly and slutty at first the agonising reality of the situation comes crashing down very quickly, very painful guys i was so stressed, a real 10/10 though the tension was CRAZYYYUHHHH
No response.
“Didn’t think so.”
And Dr. Robby shoves him.
His shoulder blade hits the wall. Cornered in, he screws his eyes shut. He can feel Robby’s shaky breath on his ear. “Don’t do that. Don’t.”
He lies very still under the press of Robby’s arm and opens his eyes. There is something in his expression that is indescribable. It’s the look of a pig up next for slaughter. The whites of the eyes roiling. It’s frightened. It’s terrifying. And Dennis realizes, his blood frozen solid, that Robby really does need help. Desperately. Whatever he thought, it’s so much worse. He’s drowning. He’s lost, and he can’t say it.
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After the night shift is over, he wanders the streets uptown blearily in the early orange sun. He stops after a time in front of a church. It’s small, a boxy white wooden A-frame, and when he enters, it’s completely empty. He sits on a bench in the back and clasps his hands together. The ceiling has been freshly painted. He thinks about the blood, the sound of it moving. He thinks about bodies and spirits colliding. He thinks about healing, about reaching out a hand, the Magdalene in the garden clutching for Christ. About the beginning, and the breath. About lying prostrate under the expansive chest of God.