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He puts down his drink and takes a deep breath, “I've been in love with my straight best friend for years and he’s currently in a relationship with the most wonderful woman ever. I didn’t think it would bother me much. I mean it was always inevitable he’d meet someone, he was perfect. But she’s equally as perfect, and his kid who I think of as my kid two because we’ve been co-parenting since we met, also loves her. I just feel so guilty that I hate her and sick to my stomach that he is with someone else.”
he turns, expecting to see disgust on the woman’s face, only for her to start laughing.
“20 bucks if I have you beat,” She offers.
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Buck goes to a bar and makes a friend in a pathetically similar situation to his own.
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23 Oct 2025
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Hi neighbor! I just moved in next door and was wondering if you were able to move your chicken coop closer to the other side of your property? It’s situated less than the required 25 feet from neighboring homes to my property line and your chickens make a lot of audible noise in the morning.
Thanks! E. Diaz, 210 Bedford St.Buck is flying out the door, nearly late for his regular night shift at the hospital again when he notices the yellow sticky note affixed to the windshield of his Jeep. The fuck?
His eyes skate over the thinly veiled complaint and he’s suppressing a groan and an eye roll by the time he’s in reverse. He hadn’t even realized that Mr. Sheffield next door had moved out, much less that his lease had been taken over by a total douche.
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23 Oct 2025
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Looking back up, Eddie frowns slightly when Chris reenters the living room. Trailing behind him is…
Jee-Yun?
“We have visitors,” Chris says, grinning down at her as she steps forward to wrap her little hand around the middle segment of his crutch, like she’s instinctively reaching out to hold his hand while she looks around the new space with wide, inquisitive eyes
He’s overcome by so much fondness for that tiny gesture, he nearly misses Maddie following in a few moments behind her.
“Hi Eddie,” she greets brightly, lifting a reusable tote above Jee’s head for him to see, “Hope this isn’t a bad time? We just wanted to swing by and drop off some get-well-soon goodies,”
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maddie and eddie have a heart to heart after the basketball incident. a 7x04 coda fic
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22 Oct 2025
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Chris: did u stop it?
Buck: huh?
Chris: his reign of terror
Buck: huh???????!?!?!?!
Chris: you need to save the single people of la from dad
"Dios mio," Eddie hisses under his breath. He looks more stressed than before. Buck reads the messages again and again until they start to make some sense.
"This is about a date," Buck says slowly. "Chris said you wanted to start dating." He can't even look at Eddie. He feels like his heart is beating too loudly in his chest. "You're… going on a date?"
Or: Eddie tries to start dating again. Chris intervenes and Buck temporarily loses his mind.
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21 Oct 2025
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“Yeah. Craziest thing. My kid comes home a few weeks ago with a birthmark on his eyebrow. Looks suspiciously like a smudge of paint, but he assures me it’s a birthmark.”
“Ah,” Buck cringes. "Mr Diaz - -"
"Eddie."
Or, if you ask Christopher, that smudge on his eyebrow is a birthmark. If you ask Eddie, his kid won't stop painting on his face and he has no idea why.
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- Part 1 of Paint on your face
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17 Oct 2025
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i'm still angry at my parents (for what their parents did to them) by allthestarsofneptune
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
27 Mar 2025
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Chris stumbles across Eddie's teenage journal, forcing him to re-evaluate everything he ever thought he knew about his parents.
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The second Chris saw the beat-up leather journal with “Property of Eddie Diaz” emblazoned on the front in a somewhat childish version of his dad’s familiar scrawl, he knew that he should put it back beneath the loose floorboard where it had stayed hidden away for probably a decade and a half. No doubt placed there as a way of keeping it hidden from the prying hands of two nosy younger sisters and parents that Chris was increasingly learning could be unbearably overbearing.
But he didn’t want to.
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15 Oct 2025
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kenzie: no it's weird bc on the one hand they def act like a family
kenzie: like you see them together and you know they're A Unit
kenzie: but then also. i have never seen anyone look at a human person with as much longing in their eyes as the dark haired one looking at the blonde guy
lauren: THATS EXACTLY IT
lauren: they're a family but also that man is yearning ?? unclear how this worksOR: a group of friends asks the question what's the deal with buckley and diaz?
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14 Oct 2025
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Hen Wilson's Four Part Guide To Making Your Stupid Friends Date by songbvrd
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
27 Nov 2024
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“Okay, I know we kind of all had an unspoken rule not to talk about it, but…”
“Buck and Eddie are being weird as hell?” Chim asked, sucking in a breath like he'd been holding back from letting the same thought out for far too long.
“Yes!” Hen hissed, relieved that she wasn't the only to see the weirdness in the room. “Now, look, they're my friends and so obviously I want them to be happy, but it's also just throwing the team vibe way off.”
Bobby took a long, tired breath. “Okay. So what did you have in mind?”
Several things, as it turned out. Between them, they managed to come up with the very vague outline of a plan. Or a few plans, really, depending on how many failed.
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When Buck and Eddie aren't speaking, Hen decides to take matters into her own hands.
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14 Oct 2025
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“Oh my God,” Buck says as cold, certain clarity seeps through him. “I know why I’m upset.”
He can barely bring himself to open his eyes. When he finally manages to find the courage, he sees Ravi looking at him with eager anticipation.
“Yes?” Ravi prompts, leaning forward. He waves a hand encouragingly at Buck. “Go on?”
“I think,” Buck says slowly, “I’m in love with Hen.”
Or: Buck wildly misinterprets his jealousy over Hen and Eddie being partners.
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14 Oct 2025
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Chimney blinks. “Eddie,” he says. “Who’s Eddie?”
At that Maddie barks out a laugh and claps a hand over her mouth, which is adorable. “That’s funny,” she says, but then her eyes settle on Chimney’s puzzled face. Her eyebrows shoot up. “Wait, you don’t- you really don’t know?”
“Uh. No.”
“What do you- oh my god, he usually can’t shut up about him. I guess it really is worse than I thought this time.”
“This ti- Maddie, please, take some pity on me. What is going on? Who is Eddie?”
Maddie’s face does something complicated then. There’s a flash of sadness, then she smiles, but it seems a little defeated. She scratches her chin and reaches for her wine, before she says, “my brother in law.”or: Chimney and Hen have the new guy figured out. Or so they thought.
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13 Oct 2025
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Eddie isn’t sure what or who he expects to find on the other side of his door at 6:30 on a Tuesday morning in early January. Buck, the only person typically at his door at random hours, crashed on the couch the night before and is currently in his kitchen making French Toast and bacon for Christopher, even though, technically, they needed to have left five minutes ago if they wanted to arrive at the station comfortably on time and not in a rush. So no, Eddie, isn’t sure who he expects to find at his doorstep. Maybe his Tia Pepa, coming to spend the morning with Christopher, the Great Nephew she had missed so desperately those long months he spent in El Paso. Maybe Tia Pepa.
Definitely not his baby sister. His very pregnant baby sister.
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A Buddie GirlDads fic!
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09 Oct 2025
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He sighs, eyes finally meeting Eddie with a tinge of sadness burning the corners of his gaze, “I’m leaving tomorrow morning.”
Panic fills Eddie’s lungs as he leans forward from where he was laying back in the now uncomfortable lounge chair. No, he thinks, not yet. He can’t let go of this yet. He doesn't want to say goodbye yet.
“But I- I’ve really liked hanging out with you, Eddie. I wanna know you. I wanna keep knowing you. These last two days have been like… the most fun I’ve ever had, so I just—“ Evan lowers his voice to a hushed whisper, a sound so soft it could only be meant for Eddie, “I wanna make it easier to find you again.”
OR buck & eddie meet on vacation as kids. years later, eddie shows up at the 118.
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07 Oct 2025
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Buck chuckles. “How about you tell me your secret and then I’ll come over?”
Eddie’s heartbeat rises in his chest. “Do you promise?” he asks.
“Yes, Eddie, I promise. Scout’s honor, remember?” Buck says.
“Okay.” Eddie drunkenly giggles, then brings the phone up to his lips to whisper, “I’m gay.”
Buck is quiet on the other line. The room goes silent. Eddie slowly blinks his eyes open, squinting to find his screen black. He taps it, but it doesn’t turn on.
OR: Eddie sips a little too much of that go go juice and drunkenly comes out to Buck over the phone.
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05 Oct 2025
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He knows he could have called Maddie and she would have been there, though the memory of her disappointment last time stopped him. As for everyone else—even if he weren’t prohibited from talking to them by his lawyer, Buck doubts anyone would have come. The last time they talked was when they ran into each other in the grocery store a week back, and, since Buck is not eager for a repeat of that interaction, he doesn’t even consider calling anyone in to hold his hand for what is, he tells himself, probably just another little blip on his road back to the 118.
He is able to convince himself of this up until the moment Dr. Gutierrez walks into his room and says, “Well, Evan, you just can’t seem to do anything the easy way, can you?”
Because, as it turns out, there is a circumstance under which a tiny clot that doesn’t cause you to vomit blood in front of all of your friends and family is worse than three big ones that do: that circumstance is called ‘being on blood thinners.’
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In the midst of the lawsuit, Buck is diagnosed with cancer. Dropping the lawsuit is easy. Finding forgiveness, less so.Series
- Part 1 of Love is a Place
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02 Oct 2025
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everything is wrong, but it's alright by earthtolovers for californias
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
18 Nov 2024
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Buck had once told Eddie the universe was screaming at him. Truthfully, he should have screamed back.
What a cruel joke, Eddie thinks, hysterically. Take me instead, your fight is with me.
Buck & Eddie get stuck. They have a lot of feelings about it.
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23 Sep 2025
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Evan "Buck" Buckley is on medical leave from the U.S Navy and is staying with his sister in LA. When the tsunami strikes, he's on the pier, and finds himself suddenly responsible for a kid named Christopher and his babysitter. Will he be able to reunite Christopher and his dad or will the tsunami wash them away?
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- Part 1 of at the beach, in every life
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19 Sep 2025
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"What was it, Buck? Guilt? Disgust? You couldn’t get over your own actions of bringing your horrible, racist ex-boyfriend back to the house I used to live in with my son, and let him fuck you on the mattress I used to sleep on?”
Buck got up, clawing at the wall for stability, legs shaky. His entire face was tilted into a sneer. “I didn’t let Tommy fuck me. I had him down on his knees while I closed my eyes and thought about you.”
Buck gets shitfaced with Ravi at a gay club during pride, and shows up on Eddie's doorstep, forgetting that he doesn't live there anymore.
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16 Sep 2025
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Buck overhears a conversation between Eddie, Hen, and Chim and misunderstands it all.
Or, the one where Buck thinks Eddie’s only asked him on a date for practice.
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11 Sep 2025
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Eddie feels his life is a mess, with struggling to adjust to civilian life, being woefully out of touch with his team and the struggles of single-fatherhood. The little stability he has gets upturned when he mistakes famous Lonestar actor, Evan Buckley as an adrenaline junkie at the scene of an accident.
Suddenly, Eddie is unable to escape the Lonestar fans, but eventually finds an outlet with his journey into fandomhood. This would be a great way to cope with his PTSD if Evan Buckley didn't keep showing up in his life, making his journey into fandom a little more complicated.
A love letter to the 911 fandom.
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09 Sep 2025
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Buck opens his mouth, then closes it again. For a blink, he looks up at the cereal stuck to the ceiling, three perfectly round colorful loops. On their way down, his eyes bypass Eddie and go straight to his own hands.
“I think,” he says, and his shoulders hunch in, “I’m going to get out of your hair. Today.”
Eddie freezes. “Out of—what?”
or, buck leaves, then comes back home again.
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- Part 11 of in the morning our arms ache (prompt fills)
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08 Sep 2025