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    Eddie shifted uncomfortably in their bed. “Does your ass hurt?”

    Buck blinked, clearly confused. “What?”

    “I’m just trying to narrow this down!” Eddie could feel himself getting flustered as he spoke. “Do you feel like- you know- like something happened?”

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    Buck and Eddie end up naked in bed together after a drunk night out.

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    27 Aug 2025

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    When Karen suggested a night out with the whole gang — a Pride event at a gay bar — Eddie had been an immediate yes.

    Sure, he had yet to come out to the team — had hardly had time to process it all himself, outside of the realisation that he had entirely not platonic feelings for his best friend and current housemate — but a night out was still a chance to all hang out. Between getting set back up in LA, Maddie having her baby, and Bobby’s resurrection, it had been a while since they managed to wrangle the whole group together.

    Eddie just didn’t realise until the ensuing group chat working through logistics, that that included one Josh Russo — Public Enemy Number One.

    Or: Eddie is not homophobic. He's Joshphobic.

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    27 Aug 2025

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    Like a river flowing to the sea, a Buddie AU from their first kiss to their marriage and onwards.

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    23 Aug 2025

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    “It’s nothing wrong with you. You’re perfect. It’s all me. There’s something wrong—with me.”

    Buck shakes his head, running a hand through his hair. “I don’t get why you think that. I’ve never said that.”

    “I know,” Eddie says.

    “Then why? Who told you that? Who told you that you can’t be loved?”

    Eddie wipes his tears. “I did,” he answers. “A long time ago. It takes a minute to unlearn that, Buck.”

    or: Eddie confesses to Buck that he has feelings for him, but he can’t be with him yet. He tells him to move on, but doesn’t cope well when he does. Plus, Chris's anxiety is at an all time high. And somewhere in the middle of this, Sophia is getting married. Eddie is dealing with it all incredibly well. He promises.

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    23 Aug 2025

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    The AU where Bobby adopted Evan when he was six years old, and then twenty years later Eddie joins the 118 and starts dating Buck... and no one initially realises that Evan and Buck are, in fact, the same person. Part 1 is the story of the identity shenanigans and the reveal.

    Part 3 is a collection of missing scenes from the original story, while Parts 4 ('how it could have gone') and 5 ('another way it could have gone') are outtakes and depict two different scenarios where the reveal of Buck and Evan being the same person go a different way.

    Part 2 'oh captain my captain' is a prequel and shows the 118 meeting Bobby and then later on Evan.

    Part 6 'these are the days we've been waiting for' is the story of Buck's first day at the 118.

    Part 7 'may you live in interesting times' is a sequel to that takes place about a year or so later, and Part 8 'I once was lost (but now I'm found)' directly follows on and is a full-length sequel and prequel to the main story.

    This series as it is now is standalone and can be considered complete. The only reason I haven't marked it as such is because I do expect to be adding additional installments at some point in the future. Happy reading!

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    22 Aug 2025

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    May realised a very long time ago that Buck was basically her stepbrother. So, when the lightning strike finally provided the impetus for Bobby to admit that he also brought a kid into their family, she had every intention of seizing the opportunity to properly integrate Buck into the Grant-Nash family.

    And, look, if in the process she also gains a brother-in-law… clearly the universe was just waiting for the opportunity to make that happen.

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    Or, the one where May ensures Buck is enfolded properly into the Grant-Nash clan, which means Bobby (and by extension the firefam, because gossip) suddenly gets significantly more insight into the inner workings of the Buckley-Diaz family, and all roads lead to Buddie…

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    20 Aug 2025

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    Buck runs, and Eddie follows.

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    It’s been over two months of chasing Buck across the country, from state to state to state, following a trail he suspects Buck doesn’t realize he’s dropping breadcrumbs on. If he did, Eddie worries he’d stop sending the postcards, and they’re his only clues. Buck left his phone in his apartment back in Los Angeles. If he’s gotten a new one, he hasn’t shared the number with anyone—not Maddie, not Chris, and certainly not Eddie.

    So Eddie lays in a too-soft bed in a too-small cabin in the middle of bumfuck Nebraska, the first grey light of dawn creeping its fingers past the dusky pink curtains, and reads the postcard again. He knows what it says by heart, but it makes him feel a little less alone to hear Buck’s voice in his head.

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    17 Aug 2025

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    “No getting out of it now.” Bobby’s steady voice makes him flinch.

    “We literally haven’t moved.”

    “You could run,” Bobby says with a shrug. “But then you’d have to deal with Athena.” He steps into the RV.

    Turning around, Buck sees Athena standing at the doorway, her hand still in the air. When she catches his eye, something in her expression shifts. He’s seen that expression before. Typically, she uses it on people who are about to flee arrest.

     

    I fucking dare you.

     

    Sighing, Buck gets on the RV.

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    After a call that is almost his last, Buck is having a hard time. He’s avoids his family, his friends, and everything in between. When Bobby suggests they go on a road trip, he almost laughs. But what’s worse? He actually says yes.

    Or: The Post 5A recovery road trip fic literally no one asked for, but I wrote anyway.

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    14 Aug 2025

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    She turns to Eddie and says something else, but Buck is busy fighting the headrush he gets at the sound of Ana Flores calling Eddie and Christopher 'the boys'. Like they belong to her already.

    God, what’s wrong with him? What is this?

    or, eddie cooks, chris domesticates a slug, and buck tries to figure out why he hates his best friend's girlfriend. to everyone's immense shock and surprise, it goes badly.

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    13 Aug 2025

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    Head Detective Eddie Diaz has his work and his schedules and his comfortable, yet slightly chaotic life, and that’s just the way he likes it. The last thing he needs is another work partner that he’ll purposefully push away.

    Detective Evan Buckley has had four mentors in the year since he passed the detective exam, and not a single one of them has wanted to keep him on longer than a few months. All he wants is to be better at his job and have someone actually care to teach him the finer parts of his new path.

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    12 Aug 2025

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    “Okay, but what are the rules?”

    Ravi stares. “The rules for…?”

    “Casual sex.”

    Ravi continues to stare. It is 5:39 in the morning.

    Buck keeps talking, unprompted. “I can’t just go back to Buck 1.0. Bobby will not give me a third chance if I steal the ladder truck again.”

    “You don’t need to steal the ladder truck to have casual sex.”

    Buck huffs, as if Ravi is intentionally missing the point. “Well, yeah, but who knows what Buck 1.0.2 would be capable of.”

    Ravi shakes his head. “I really need the software updates to stop.”

     

    or, an au where buck broke up with taylor before 5b, ravi and buck become (actually platonic) friends with benefits, and ravi, eddie, and buck all go on a journey of self-discovery that ends with them all getting what they need

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    12 Aug 2025

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    "Sit down, Buckley."

    or: Eddie washes the soot out of Buck's curls

    So Liz (@onceandfuturedemigod on tiktok) posted the idea of Eddie washing Buck's curls after a messy shift, and I had to write it!

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    09 Aug 2025

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    Eddie’s fingers dig into his own arms. Athena wants to tell him to quit it or he’ll bruise. She wants- to walk away. She wants this to be someone else’s problem, family, life.

    “There were boxes in his car, Eddie. Clothes. Books, and-” she had helped him pack, they all had. Made a little party of it, Buck’s new apartment, the Diazes back in their rightful home, everything as it should be as much as it ever can be again. She’d looked in the back seat and saw a box with her own handwriting. Kitchen.

    “What are you-”

    “He was sleeping in his car?” Maddie’s always been smart.

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    09 Aug 2025

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    It's been almost a year since Abby left — six months since Buck stopped waiting — and Buck is doing...fine. He has a new best friend, and his new best friend's adorable kid, and work, well, he's getting there on that one.

    And then a tsunami hits on the same morning a baby with blue eyes and red hair arrives at the 118. Addressed to Buck. And really, who else is he going to learn to be a father from than one of the best parents he knows?

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    04 Aug 2025

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    29 Jul 2025

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    "I'm not stupid, Eddie." Is what came out in response.

    "I never said you were." Was Eddie's reply, and Buck could picture him on the other side of the curtain, arms crossed and eyebrows raised, "In fact, I'm fairly certain that I called you smart before you ran off."

    ………………………………………………………

    Or the one where Buck has trouble accepting compliments so Eddie decides to start making it a point to compliment him. Buck doesn’t know how to handle it.

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    29 Jul 2025

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    He wakes up with Eddie's arm thrown over his waist.

    There's a pit in his stomach as soon as he opens his eyes, because the alarm is on again, the same radio station, the same song. The sunlight streaming into the room is buttery-soft, brand new because it's early. The alarm is ringing so they can take Chris to school. And—

    He reaches out for the bedside table on his side of the bed they share, clumsily unplugs his phone one-handed. The screen lights up to a familiar wallpaper, and it's right there, just above the top of Buck's head: Wednesday.

    or: buck breaks up with eddie, even if it means losing a part of himself, because it's the right thing to do. the universe decides to test that conviction.

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    29 Jul 2025

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    Eddie freezes at the doorway, tray in hand, the voices drifting from inside stopping him cold.

    “Oh, your stepdad doesn’t live with you?” Mark asks, gesturing to a framed photo of Buck and Christopher.

    There’s a beat of silence—too long, too loaded.Eddie’s heart stutters, thudding hard against his ribs as he waits, breath held. God's really decided to test him today.

    Then Christopher answers, casually, like it’s the easiest thing in the world. “No… he lives in L.A.”

    or Eddie overhears a conversation between Christopher and his friend, then proceeds to spiral about being in love with Buck while also being insanely jealous of 118's new recruit

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    28 Jul 2025

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    “You know what they say,” Buck replied. “The way to a man’s heart is through his stomach. Isn’t that right, Eddie?”

    Bobby looked up, then, glancing back and forth between the two of them—Buck, giving Eddie his best lovesick puppy dog eyes, Eddie ignoring him. “What’s going on here?” he asked.

    “Oh, we’d need several psychologists to unpack that,” said Hen. “Maybe an anthropologist, too.”

    Next to her, Ravi grimaced and explained, “I said something stupid earlier, and now Buck has been flirting with Eddie all day, to drive us insane.”

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    Buck starts flirting with Eddie. As a joke, obviously.

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    28 Jul 2025

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    If there is one thing Buck will always do, it is help people. Doesn't matter what sort of danger it puts him in, or who the person is, he will jump in feet first and get the job done. When he's alone in a parking lot late one evening, of course he's going to run towards the woman yelling that her father is having a heart attack. Why wouldn't he?

    When he doesn't show up for his shift the next morning, Eddie and the rest of the 118 immediately know something is very, very wrong. But this time, there's not much they can do about it. There's no ladders to climb, no debris to move. Buck just isn't where he's supposed to be.

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    28 Jul 2025

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