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“El’s not stupid! It’s not my fault you don’t like girls!” The words slip out of Mike’s mouth before he can stop himself. The tension, the panic building up in him had burst out without control. He isn’t himself anymore.
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The anxiety makes him shake, makes him want to run away. But it only freezes him. Paralysed. Trapped between him and what he’s supposed to be. Unable to move. Unable to breathe.
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Was it too late now? What if Will hates him? What if he never wants to speak to him again? What if he
fucked up too bad to fix it?
He can’t lose him. He can’t lose him again.or
Mike couldn't risk loosing Will again, not like this. Not because of his own stupidity. This time his fear of losing Will is enough to finally make him fight his internalised homophobia (as his gay ass should).
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What Mike could've become if the Duffers hadn't fucked him up.
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Hellooo :)
This Fanficton contains spoilers to Season 5 Volume 1, as it starts where Volume 1 ends
It's about Byler of course, but it contains some more gay stuff. I started this for fun, with no plan, just going with the flow, but now Volume 2 and 3 happened, I'm still in shock, so I'm also gonna rewrite this, with a lot of Planning to completely fix season 5.
I hope you enjoy anyway c:
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I found that Tweet by @ellewluvr, where she asked if someone could write a fic where Mike is standing in the basement, putting the book on the shelf, but Will comes back down the stairs because he forgot his jacket.
So I just went for it- thanks for the input!OR
Why Mike Wheeler couldn't say "I love you" and his internalised homophobia almost won.
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"But what matters is that you're still here. And you still think we can be friends.”
“Friends? No thanks-"
“W- what-?” Will's voice cracks.
Fuck.
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Mike Wheeler fucks up talking about his feelings so bad that he actually starts talking -
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“H- He made me- he made me stop talking to you- he made me push you away…he said he’d kill you- if I didn’t-” Mike grabs Will’s shirt, pulling him even closer.
“I- I walked right into his trap…I thought it was about me…but it was always about you…and now he has what he wants…now you think…and it’s all my fault…if I hadn’t listened to him…if I had told you earlier…if I wouldn't have been so fucking scared…if I just told you how I felt…”“It’s okay, Mike…I know how you feel…I know him…how he scares you…”
“No you don’t understand!”
Mike’s voice sounds rushed now, almost eager.
“You know at first I thought he wanted to punish me somehow…he tortured me with my deepest fears and with my- but he really wanted to torture you…by taking me away from you…and I thought by staying away from you I would save you…but I didn’t…I did the opposite. Because he wanted to make you weak…he wanted you to lose your strength…he wanted you to think- he wanted you to think I-”