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Eddie had promised himself there would be no more waiting after the last time, with the lightning. And after the time before that when they’d been taken hostage, or the one before that, when Eddie had been shot and Buck had tried to get himself shot – that time, Eddie had come so close to telling him. Telling him what Buck really meant to him, even though Eddie had only just begun to suspect it himself. That Buck held Eddie’s whole heart in his hands, that Buck’s smiles made his breath catch in his chest, that Eddie ached with a need to make Buck see his own self-worth. Somehow, though, Eddie could never find the words. The closest he could come was telling Buck about the will, and even then - even holding Eddie's heart and soul in trust like that - Buck still had doubts. Still saw himself as somehow expendable, and as a result was always finding himself here. In this hospital. With another call, another mishap, another risk taken and rescue gone awry.
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Just then, a stray beam of sunlight found the broken slat in Eddie's kitchen blinds, gilding Buck's dark-gold curls as he turned toward Eddie with one of his signature brilliant smiles, blue eyes luminous with happiness. Eddie caught his breath and stared, lips parted, coffee cup halfway to his mouth.
Buck was... beautiful.
How had he never noticed it?
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Ilya thinks he plays hockey. Why else would he be in Canada? Why would he befriend a hockey star, Shane Hollander? Ilya must be an MLH hockey player. And a good one, too, if he's still in Canada, some ten years after being drafted. He guesses Shane is his teammate, they are friends, close friends probably, and Yuna loves him so much that he is like a second son. She cried at his hospital bed and everything. He has a family here, in Canada. Ilya Rozanov, at twenty-eight, is a very lucky man.
Or: Ilya wakes up to find out that all his dreams came true.
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25 Feb 2026
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frequently, secretly fond of each other. by milominderbinder
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Mar 2026
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Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”
“Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.
He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.
Nobody knows why Shane Hollander dropped out of the 2009 draft at the last second, and a year later it stuns the whole hockey world when he's signed by the Boston Raiders. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston - but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.
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10 Feb 2026
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Ravi: buck infiltrated q-anon, confirmed!
Buck: NO!
I RAN
it got too crazy
so then i started reading up on jesus
cool guy!Ravi: do u think he was orally teaching mary magdalene
do u think they explored each other’s bodiesHen: Thank god we haven’t added Bobby back to this chat yet
This conversation might have actually killed himChim: I think we’ve learned by now that nothing can kill Bobby Nash
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OR: the one where Eddie thinks Buck’s back with Tommy, the 118 thinks Buck’s with Eddie, and nobody’s actually doing it (yet). Also Bobby's alive and Buck and Eddie send each other songs of the day.
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21 Sep 2025
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“You don’t have to,” Buck says quickly. “You could just leave it. Don’t look.”
Eddie glances up at him, and they both know without saying it that he isn’t going to let this go.
There’s no way he can look away now, not after seeing the way Buck reacted.
“Or maybe just not now,” Buck says softly, stepping closer, his hand settling gently over the screen like he can shield Eddie from what’s on it. “Maybe leave it for now. You’re not… Eddie, you’re not doing well right now. I’ve been so worried about you and this—” his voice catches, “—you… Eddie, please don’t. Just leave it.”
It stings to hear the worry out loud, even if he knew it was there.
He wants to do what Buck says, he wants to trust his friend and give him what he’s asking.
Buck never asks for anything.
Eddie moves Buck’s hand aside gently, giving it a brief squeeze. “Can’t do that, Buck.”
Or; After Christopher leaves for El Paso, Buck decides that he and Eddie should trace their family trees to keep Eddie’s mind occupied elsewhere. The results lead Eddie to face a family secret.
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13 Sep 2025
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When a wedding goes sideways, Buck and Eddie don’t expect to end up on an all-expenses-paid honeymoon trip meant for someone else. But with Christopher safe and the chaos back home temporarily paused, the opportunity to escape—together—is too tempting to ignore.
What begins as a harmless ruse quickly becomes something deeper as shared hotel beds, sun-soaked mornings, and late-night confessions blur the line between pretend and reality. Back in Los Angeles, the pressure to return to “normal” tests everything they’ve discovered about themselves—and each other.
As secrets unravel and truths come to light, Buck and Eddie must decide if the love they stumbled into on accident is worth everything. Because sometimes, the biggest leap isn’t falling in love—it’s letting the world see it.
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27 Jul 2025