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and i love you, i love you, i love you by evilgyatts (gyattmaster3000)
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
08 Aug 2025
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Fyodor lay his head over Nikolai's heart, considering quietly. Nikolai gave him the time, combing his fingers through his hair slowly. His husband tended to process emotions slowly and in complete silence. He reminded Nikolai of this wind-up bird toy he'd owned as a child. It was supposed to sing a lullaby when one turned the screw on its back, but one of Nikolai's younger siblings had thrown it across the living room during a tantrum, and from that day forward there was a delay in the music starting. The grating hum of churning metalwork could be heard from inside the bird for several seconds before it would erupt into melodious chimes. Fyodor was currently in the delay state. Nikolai, contrary to popular belief, was a patient man. He would wait for centuries if that was how long it took Fyodor to sing.
[or: nikolai and fyodor both wake up before dawn, have an intimate morning together, and plan nikolai's freedom]
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- Part 2 of exist for love
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and you'll be diving in, like nothing is out of place by evilgyatts (gyattmaster3000)
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
03 Aug 2025
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“You’ve been agonizing over getting older again,” Nikolai deduced.
Fyodor gave a noncommittal shrug. He wondered how Nikolai picked up on his emotions so swiftly without being able to see his expression clearly. Intuition or experience turned habit, he supposed.
“Relax, my sweet dove.” Nikolai stooped lower, peppering open-mouthed kisses across Fyodor’s jaw and neck as he lay him down on the sheets, his hips notching comfortably between Fyodor’s thighs. He was warm. He smelled like summer. He held Fyodor like something worthy of reverence. “I don’t want you thinking any nonsense tonight. Just be with me.”
Fyodor wrapped his arms around Nikolai’s neck and murmured against his lips. “I’m here, Kolya.”
“Good.”
[or: in their twenties, fyodor and nikolai decided to get hitched and raise a few cat children instead of committing brutal acts of terrorism. tonight they celebrate their 15th wedding anniversary in bed and love each other very much]
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- Part 1 of exist for love
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keep smoking, i still love you by evilgyatts (gyattmaster3000)
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
25 Jul 2025
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Nikolai thought of life as a sort of half-sleep. The couch kind. You fade out in the middle of a thought. You come back not knowing if you’d gone unconscious or not. You don’t dream. You only imagine. You wonder: is this all there is? There are gas station doorbells and laundromat dryers ringing in your ears. The slats of blinds erect crooked prison bars across your eyes. And the stench of cigarette smoke wafts into your nostrils, and the Devil has returned to you with a bottle of vodka, and he wants to share.
“Fedya, it’s two o’clock in the morning,” Nikolai said flatly—no theatrics at this hour, and not in this mental state—but opened the apartment door wider and let him in.
“We are a pair of insomniacs. You expect this.”
“Are we a pair of anything?”
He was fixed with a look from Fyodor that was resigned like a dull blade, hacking at soft things until they ruptured because it could no longer slice.
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- Part 1 of post-scriptural
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dream of lives that i can't know by gyattmaster3000
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
08 Dec 2024
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"Nikolai pulled Fyodor's shirt off clumsily and pushed him back onto the bed, saying, 'Don't think about this too much. It doesn't have to mean anything.' His lips quivered, pressing into the side of Fyodor's jaw and drawing out a sharp breath. 'Nothing means anything until you ask yourself if it does.'"
.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.
or: fyodor goes to nikolai's room to talk about d.o.a. things in the middle of the night and it does not go as planned
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There is always hunger between them. It is always briefly staved off, each morsel exchanged only serving to deepen the inevitable pangs of starvation. But those fleeting glimpses of life would be enough to make anyone addicted to existing on the brink of death.
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[a few weeks ago, fyodor broke up with nikolai. of course, that doesn't mean they haven't seen each other. it's a thing that fyodor has taken for granted, which he realizes one night when his phone rings a few too many times.]
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a collection of one-shots in which fyodor and nikolai met in their early twenties at a wawa in hoboken, new jersey
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fyolai are happily married in michigan
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