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    Shane watches Ilya shove a hand through his hair, waits for him to meet his eyes. “You pretend to want things, pretend I can have things that we both know you won’t let me have,” he says, his newfound self-esteem carrying him past the point of no return. He wishes he’d never discovered it, because it’s making Ilya’s face do something awful.

    “Oh, you mean I hurt your feelings?”

    Close enough, Shane supposes, his chest aching again. He goes to lift his hand again, sees Ilya zero in on the movement, doesn’t. “I guess so.”

    Ilya scoffs, mean and sharp. “So sorry, Hollander, I didn’t mean to make you get so emotional about a casual fuck.”
    Asshole. So many times he has lobbed the word at Ilya in exasperation, reluctant affection and disbelief, but now he thinks it with vitriolic anger. “I think you should go.”

    Shane finally decides that Ilya's ability to weaponise sex isn't enough for him anymore. Ilya doesn't take it well, but Shane holds firm. Then they start to text about it. Sort of.

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    27 Mar 2026

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    Survivor. Victor. Killer.

    Shane Hollander’s life ended the moment he won the Hunger Games. Now, he’s a ghost in a victor’s mansion, a hollow shell haunted by the faces of the dead and a guilt that eats him alive.

    Ilya Rozanov was forged in the blood of his Arena, reborn on his dying breath. He clings to life by a thread, masking his own shattered pieces with brutal charm and a self-destructive fire that lights up the Capitol nights.

    Forced into a public rivalry, their staged hatred ignites a secret, desperate passion in the shadows. But rebellion is in the air, and in a nation that bleeds its children for sport, love is the most dangerous rebellion of all.

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    24 Mar 2026

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    It's the night after Shane's first game with the Centaurs. The game went amazing, and his new team has been nothing but wonderful to him.

    And he should be focusing on that, really. Enjoying it.

    But he has something else on his mind.

    Or:

    Shane is sad when he takes stock of his friendships. Ilya is there for him.

    Here you'll find Shane angst, or shangst, as I like to call it.

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    22 Mar 2026

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    troybarrett if u can read this im free on thurs @censational · Oct 23, 2022
    Ilya Rozanov getting cancelled for having an Asian fetish was NOT on my 2022 bingo but here we are #ilyarozanovisoverparty

    kari ˚⟡˖ ࣪ @pikesplacee · Oct 23, 2022
    the question of “why shane hollander of all players” finally makes sense now I guess… #ilyarozanovisoverparty

    vi @mooncatvi · Oct 23, 2022
    you mean the hockey player I liked isn't a good person? 🥺 you mean the stripper doesn't love me? 🥺 #ilyarozanovisoverparty

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    16 Mar 2026

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    5 times Hollanov missed each other throughout the course of their relationship + 1 time they didn't have to anymore.
    Set mostly in the missing years between heated rivalry & the long game +1 post TLG.

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    05 Mar 2026