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Yukichi Fukuzawa is rarely surprised, but he can admit to himself that he’s thrown for a moment.
After all, the last place he expected to see Port Mafia Executive Chuuya Nakahara was in the Café NyanNyan cat café.
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08 Mar 2026
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Natsume Soseki is a meddler. And when the opportunity to observe Chuuya Nakahara presents itself, well, who is he to ignore his curiosity? He might even get more than he bargained for.
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08 Mar 2026
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Chuuya’s life is unexpectedly great: Yokohama is at peace, he hasn’t seen Dazai since Meursault and his wine cellar is always full.
But, when Double Black is asked to take care of a Gifted child, Chuuya faces the ghosts of his past: his heart, his old partner, his loyalty.
He can’t fail this mission. He owes it to the child, to the Flags, to his family, to himself.
Enter Dazai.
Or: Nakahara Chuuya’s guide on how to raise a child with your traitor ex-partner (that you might be in love with).
And of course there’s only one bed.
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Won't You Hate Me? by DokiDokiDazai for SonnetWithAConcussion
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
31 Jan 2026
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Dazai Osamu wanted to die.
Contrary to popular belief, it was indeed the truth. A searing, twisted truth that grew like a weed from a corpse and laughed like a sane man in a world of insanity. It was a truth that branded his eyelids with blood whenever he dared close his eyes – that presented every beautiful landscape in the corrupted light of what could be done there. A truth that clung to Dazai with every breath he drew, and every step he took.
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Dazai is in a bad state. The metaphorical demon in his mind seems intent on making Chuuya the focus of it... and Dazai's no longer human enough to care, anymore. 'Make Chuuya hate you', it whispers, and who is he to deny it? Maybe then he'll finally have his reason to kill himself.
Luckily for him, Chuuya's having none of it.(About 90% Hurt, 10% Comfort.)
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06 Feb 2026
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At fourteen, Dazai is the one to find Chuuya after the lab explosion.
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He watches Chuuya fall asleep, slow and soft, in small bits. He is so beautiful, and he is mine. All mine.
I am the first person he smiled at.
I am the first person who said his name.
I am the first person who has held him like this.
He is mine. He will always be mine now, after these things.
Dazai thinks, for a moment, that he might not ever get to feel things, or see the world the way most people do, or find a reason to live. But he can live for this, for him. For this boy. He does not care about birds or parks or trees or people, does not feel all that much when he sees the sunrise or sunset or the stars and the moon. He does not like dogs or children. He does not like the world.
But he likes Chuuya. He likes the way Chuuya looks when he is looking at all these things.
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08 Jan 2026