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    This is a collection of oneshots (not connected in any way, shape, or fandom) that I wrote during the hours I seem to write most in: the hours where I should be sleeping. Generally this includes anywhere after 9pm, where I would either be finishing homework or going to bed, but it can extend all the way to 2 and sometimes even 3 o'clock in the morning (keeping in mind I wake up at 5:45 for school on the weekdays). So yeah, this is just proof that I write the most when I'm completely exhausted and should be asleep. I'm honestly curious to see how many works end up here!

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    i was going to call this 'shit, meet fan: the adventures of charlie and dan' but i actually want people to read this so

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    This ongoing series follows dan, kyle, & tons of other familiar faces through the dystopian 'verse of the Wild World Communications AU. All fics are inspired by songs from Joywave's album How Do You Feel Now?

    like every writer of the au, i've taken some creative liberties with the 'verse- some original, some borrowed/stolen with love <3 from those who came before lol. at this point i can't remember who wrote what ideas, otherwise i'd credit them! feel free to comment for clarification on anything if it's too vague/confusing :)

    here's my wwcomms playlist !! highly recommend for the Proper Vibes while reading, but of course entirely optional.

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    title pretty much says it all huh guys and gays

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    06 Mar 2025

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    Cas has a little panic when Dean arrives in heaven so he pretends he’s Jimmy Novak.

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    02 Dec 2024

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    “How the fuck do you know my name?” Dean hisses.

    The man doesn’t look scared. He is watching Dean like there is nothing else worth watching, lips a little parted, eyes a little soft. And blue. Real blue, like the ocean on a postcard.

    The ice spreading down Dean’s spine makes him shiver.

    “I suppose you could say I’m your guardian angel,” the man murmurs. His breath fogs pale between them. All of him is unnaturally warm, like Dean’s touching somebody with the sun sewn up beneath their skin. “I have known you, Dean Winchester, for a very long time.”

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    Dean meets an angel who says he's from the future. It all gets a lot more complicated from there.

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    30 Nov 2024

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    Dean’s your typical half-orphaned, monster-killing 22-year-old until a trenchcoated stranger crashes into his back windshield one September night, claiming he’s an angel that knows him from the future and that he’s on the run.

    Frigging fantastic.

    (Or, in which Castiel gets stuck in Dean’s timeline preseries and Dean kind of hates it—until he doesn’t.)

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    28 Nov 2024

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    A week ago, Dean was pulled out of Hell. Now, he’s apparently woken up in 2018, and the angel that a mere twenty-four hours beforehand had threatened to chuck him back into the pit is sleepily pouring himself coffee and wearing Dean’s second-favourite Zeppelin shirt. It all seems like a perfect happy ending, but with Hell’s scars still so fresh, Dean can’t imagine how he could have possibly gotten there.

    At the same time, the Dean who went to sleep in the bunker, right next to Cas, wakes up on Bobby’s couch in 2008. He’s instantly bombarded with questions by a Lilith-obsessed brother and a man who’s been dead for years, and must decide between keeping his finally-perfect life intact, and the lives he could save by re-writing history.

    Regardless of these choices, both Deans are trapped in the wrong decade, and their only way back lies with a Castiel still very much under Heaven’s thumb – one who might find the future Dean describes difficult to believe.

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    27 Nov 2024