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  1. Public Bookmark 67

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    'I just mean,' Nicholas starts, then looks away like he’s nervous. He has this badly disguised, kicked-kitten expression that Euijoo remembers from when they were younger, when he used to think to himself, I can’t believe there are people scared of him at school. 'All those years alone? So lonely, Juju! Not even any flings—'

    'No,' says Euijoo through his teeth, frustrated and humiliated and mostly a little starved. 'There’s no one. Not since—' And then he swallows his own tongue.

    Those strange, wonderful, inseparably close teenage years; the freedom in inevitably drifting apart; and the ache of the aftermath.

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    11 Oct 2025

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    beautifully written, as always

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    It is a stupidly terrifying thought to picture Seoul without Nicholas in it. Nicholas has been less of a friend and more of a fact, something Euijoo never considered removable. And now—maybe he is. Maybe tomorrow or February or some terrible soon, Nicholas will shift categories from person I know like a second self to person I used to know.

    And if this goes horribly—if Euijoo does what he’s planning and it detonates right in his face—he can always claim ignorance in the morning. He can blame the beer. He can say he doesn’t remember. Because what he’s about to do is stupid. Not just stupid—borderline catastrophic. But there’s another voice, quieter, stubborn: better to look stupid now than to spend the rest of your life wondering what if.

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    09 Oct 2025

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    what a ride

  3. Public Bookmark 13

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    To turn a human into a vampire, you must first drain them of all their blood and bring them to the brink of death.

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    09 Sep 2025

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    what a journey… best hyung line fic

  4. Public Bookmark 9

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    Harua thought that he was done with impulse decisions. Done with hookups, done with ambiguity, done with guessing.

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    01 Sep 2025

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    <3

  5. Public Bookmark 10

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    As Liyu hands Sangwon his blazer, he feels far too exposed in just a shirt and tie. It’s like Sangwon can suddenly read all of him, from just the skin of his arms and shoulders. It’s partly ridiculous, but the silence doesn’t help. It’s not awkward, just… odd. The sound of running water is welcome to Liyu’s ears, and he watches as Sangwon scrubs at the coffee stain vigorously.

    (If Liyu spends more time staring at his dainty hands, eyes tracing his pale fingers from his well-kept nails to his knuckles, then that's for him to know, and nobody else.)

    Chuei Liyu spends too much time thinking about Lee Sangwon, and far longer convincing himself that he's only here to win.

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    18 Aug 2025

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    fine u got me i’m tuning in.