10 Bookmarks by hearteaches
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everything i wanted ended up in the fire by inomedelpadre
Fandoms: Thursday (US Band), L.S. Dunes (Band), Circa Survive (Band)
10 Jun 2025
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Anthony sniffles. “I’m sorry,”
Geoff shakes his head. “You’re not. You’re just withdrawing.”
“No, I am.” Anthony insists. “You can’t tell me how to fucking feel, Geoff.”
or anthony is ruining everything he touches
title from gone for good by circa survive
cw: substance abuse
Bookmarked by hearteaches
20 Sep 2026
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come on little baby, you can get slapped by daddy too by inomedelpadre
Fandoms: L.S. Dunes (Band), Circa Survive (Band), Thursday (US Band)
22 Dec 2025
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“I…I’m not trying to hurt you.”
“Yes, you are. Come on.” Anthony drops his hand, turning back to face Geoff. “Fucking hit me.”
or anthony wants to be hit, and geoff isn't sure how he feels about it
(inspired by geoff's recent instagram comments)
Bookmarked by hearteaches
17 Sep 2026
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good boy by Anonymous
Fandoms: L.S. Dunes (Band), Thursday (US Band), Circa Survive (Band)
07 Jun 2026
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Anthony scrunches his nose. “I’m trying.”
“Stop trying. I don’t need you to try.” Geoff says. “Come on. Where’s my pup at? That’s all I want, honey. Give in. I’m right here, Anthony. You’re safe.”
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- 2,463
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
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- Kudos:
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Bookmarked by hearteaches
17 Sep 2026
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“What if we…uh…what if we did it together? Y’know, like an accountability thing. Roommate bonding.”
“How’re we supposed to do that if you can’t get sober in New York?” Adam points out. “Are you tryna drag my ass to rehab somewhere? ‘Cause I’m not going again.”
John shoots him a look over the rims of his glasses, which have slid halfway down his nose. Adam resists the urge to reach out and push them up.
“Actually, I was thinking we could go on a road trip.”OR
Sometimes, all it takes to get sober is three thousand miles, Tom Petty's entire discography, and realizing you're in love with your best friend.
- Language:
- English
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- Chapters:
- 18/18
- Collections:
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- Comments:
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- Kudos:
- 15
- Bookmarks:
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Bookmarked by hearteaches
05 Jul 2026
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“Anything else you need while I’m up?” he asks, shifting a little from foot to foot. He loves doing things for Adam, but offering still makes him sheepish, even after all these years.
Adam’s eyes flicker, something burning and hungry in his gaze.
“Do you want to clean my boots for me again?”
John feels his heart rate tick up.
“Yeah…yeah I can do that.”Bookmarked by hearteaches
06 Jun 2026
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“I said I’d help you loosen up, didn’t I?”
adam made a joke about john gagging on the livestream tonight. sorry.
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30 May 2026
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John’s not even really sure if Adam was being serious when he’d said it, his breath fever-hot against John’s skin, the two of them pressed together like they’d disappear beyond the bounds of each other’s touch. “Fuck me,” he’d groaned, his voice shaking with the too-quick gasps for breath filling his chest. John’s brain had immediately conjured an image in full technicolor glory— Adam spread out beneath him, fingers twisting in the sheets— but the image was scattered by the insistent press of Adam’s lips against his, and then forgotten.
John's never fingered anyone before, so he practices for Adam.
Bookmarked by hearteaches
12 Mar 2026
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All those awkward glances… John’s eyes on the back of Adam’s neck… every day. Late night phone calls with Adam drunkenly confessing words to him just for them to not look at each other and act as if nothing happened the next day…
Bookmarked by hearteaches
11 Mar 2026
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You Won’t Be Leaving With Me by Praaxis
Fandoms: Taking Back Sunday (Band), Straylight Run
24 Sep 2025
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He and Adam had not left off on a good note. In fact, they had left off on the worst note possible.
The last time he saw Adam was still vivid red in John’s mind. The screaming match. The glass shattering. Driving to Shaun’s house in the rain with tears streaking his face. Waking up the next morning to dozens of missed calls from Adam. Ignoring every single one.
No, Adam Lazzara was not dead. And he was standing near the back of the bar, staring directly at John.Bookmarked by hearteaches
11 Mar 2026
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In which John is delirious with fever and Adam becomes his unlicensed nurse
Bookmarked by hearteaches
11 Mar 2026