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Soonyoung had crushes over the years. Debilitating crushes, apocalyptic crushes that made it feel like Soonyoung’s entire world was ending. But they’re crushes he could never, ever admit to for fear of death - dramatic, but true.
Writing the letters helped him get closure, so he didn’t have to go through the inevitable pain of rejection. Something about the act of sealing them, stamping them, and tricking his brain into thinking that he was going to confess would help him move on.
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14 Jan 2026
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Only a few days into December, Joshua gets a postcard in the mail. There's no return address, no signature, just the words I’m drunk, and this is the only address I can remember. Merry Christmas, I love you and a small doodle of a tiger.
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11 Jan 2026
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The corner of Jeonghan’s mouth lifts. “We’re thirty now, Seungcheol-ah. People want to settle down.”
Or, Seungcheol takes Jeonghan out for dinner.
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09 Jan 2026
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He will forever remember this. He will forever remember Chan, in this moment.
Beautiful, doe-eyed Chan, sitting politely on the couch next to him, careful in the way he’s stopping their knees from knocking against each other. Always meticulous in the way he moves and acts around Wonwoo, always careful under the watchful eyes of others.
Wonwoo can only notice it because Chan is all he looks at.
Wonwoo, Chan, and the convoluted feelings that linger like the bitter taste of alcohol, five years apart.
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18 Dec 2025
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Jeonghan forces Hansol to lower himself back down slowly, the heel of his pretty pink boot digging into the muscle of Hansol's bare shoulder painfully.
He doesn’t say anything as Hansol’s back hits the hard ground again, that exact place on the pavement slowly starting to feel like home. Jeonghan hmph’s sharply, equal amounts of pleased and amused by his easy acquiescence.
“I’m Hansol.” he says lamely, breathless again, trying not to sound as excited as he feels.
“I don’t care.”
When Löded Diper's drummer, Chwe Hansol, and resident university mean girl, Yoon Jeonghan, meet, sparks fly. Well, more accurately, papers do. But it's all the same in Hansol's head.
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17 Dec 2025
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Joshua’s heart was beating so hard he could feel it pounding against the dirt, and though he was paralyzed by fear, a swooping otherness emerged. A lightheaded delirium, a byproduct of his complete and total helplessness, suddenly overtook him: the hit of minty sweetness before a chloroform knockout. It was the only explanation for the soft moan that floated from his lips, dulcet as fresh snow in winter air.
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05 Nov 2025
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When buying a truth serum from Etsy turns into a surreal late night conversation full of complicated emotions and hopeful plans.
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27 Oct 2025
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Kim Mingyu sparks a competitive edge in him that normally doesn’t exist. Seokmin has always been his own worst critic, too focused on his own shortcomings to worry about other people. But Kim fucking Mingyu...
He’s going to win the next seasonal baking competition, Seokmin decides. He just has four months until their winter competition to perfect his recipe.
Seokmin and Mingyu are rival bakers at the local seasonal pie-baking competition. It's personal.
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18 Oct 2025
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tell me all of the things that make you feel at ease by early_springs
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27 Sep 2025
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Vernon visits his brother at university. Somewhere in the midst of anxiety and confusion about his future, Vernon meets Jeonghan.
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04 Oct 2025
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“you come back because you know i’ll still wait for you,” jeonghan points out, despite himself. because he needs joshua to know, to understand.
joshua pushes him back down, hands at jeonghan’s chest now, right over where a beating heart would be, where it once was. it’d be for him, jeonghan thinks. if it was still there, if it was still beating, every rhythm would sound exactly like joshua’s name.
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04 Oct 2025
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All Seungkwan’s brain is capable of is figuring out how to put himself in this situation again. How to see Soonyoung’s hot drug dealer again, and how to hang out with him, but also— how not to be weird about it.
Seungkwan is running out of time. Hansol is writing something down. Seungkwan panics.
What he lands on is, “So, um. I’ve been looking for… a new drug dealer…”
(OR: The stages between like and love.)
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09 Sep 2025
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Mingyu is a guy with no luck in love, so after a research on the internet, he decides to use his weekend to make a spell and get his perfect girlfriend.
But that spell was for summoning...
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- Part 4 of Horror Kinktober 2019
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08 Sep 2025
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The evening time still makes Chan think of him. Right before the heat fades to cold. A shooting star in the sky. New calves in the spring with their pretty eyes, looking at him just how Soonyoung used to.
Chan figured that if he ever saw Soonyoung again, it would be far away from here— not behind the counter at his aunt’s bar. That Soonyoung would be doing perfectly fine without him, living like the fire under his ass so desperately begged him to.
But, here Soonyoung is— and Chan can’t do anything other than stand still as he’s mawed from throat to belly, guts spilt on the creaky wooden floor under his boots. Scrambling to hold himself together, picking his heart up from off the floor before Soonyoung can step on it one more time, just for good measure.
(OR: Two years after he broke Chan's heart, Soonyoung comes home.)
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05 Sep 2025
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“I dreamt that... that Kwon Soonyoung came to the guesthouse. Like, the Kwon Soonyoung. And he—” He yawns, eyes cracking open lazily. “— and he was all, ‘Hey, I’m gonna be your coach now,’ and I was like, haha, sure, because that's obviously insane, right?”
He turns his head blearily toward the voices— and freezes.
Because Kwon Soonyoung is sitting cross-legged on the floor right next to him. Grinning like a cat who found a particularly stupid bird.
He leans in, bright-eyed and unbearably real, and says, “Hi, Lee Chan. I’ve decided I’m your coach now. Congratulations.”
OR: A Yuri on Ice!!! retelling.
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04 Sep 2025
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“What do you see?” Jeonghan asks again, and Hansol shivers.
“It’s like… a mouth,” he whispers, all stuck in his throat. Then, his voice comes out a little bit stronger, “it’s red.”
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31 Aug 2025
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Seungcheol pulls, and Jeonghan goes. He's tired of pretending he wants to do anything else.
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14 Aug 2025
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Joshua profiles a 3x League of Legends World Champion for the September issue.
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06 Jul 2025
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“Are you kidding me?!” Mingyu sneers at him. “Who else is going to have you beside me?”
It hurts, the reminder that he’s useless, that he’s inadequate, that nobody will want him. But the idea that Mingyu loves him enough to want him, to own him, it also gives him happiness. The two contrasting emotions consume Minghao.
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26 Jun 2025
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10 years and they’re just trying to get it right.
(or: the one where Jeonghan gets married and divorced while Seungcheol spends his thirties trying to look away from him.)
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“Wen Junhui, Hansollie’s manager,” he says. And, did he just insinuate that Joshua was the boyfriend?
“Hong Joshua, Seungkwan’s manager,” Joshua corrects, voice toneless as he can manage. He doesn’t know why this guy seems to think this is a joke.
“Oh, shit— you’re not the talent? Ah, I probably shouldn’t say shit—” Junhui cuts himself off. “You’re pretty enough to be an idol, for what it’s worth. I probably shouldn’t say that either— well—”
“Hyung,” Hansol butts in, voice strained.
(OR: Joshua and Junhui are managers of two celebrities that get pushed into a PR relationship. They keep hanging out on fake dates to watch over their respective wards, but they accidentally start falling in love too.)
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09 Jun 2025