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    All of the times Wei Wuxian and Lan Wangji could have reached out for one another in CQL.

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    Jimin squeezes his eyes shut for a second and holds his breath before he says, "I'll tell them it's a stage outfit. It is a stage outfit. I'll say something about how style is different in the future and that the concept team put me in it. I'll tell them that I hate it and then steal some of your hyungs' basketball shorts to wear until I can figure out how to go home, okay? They don't have to know."

    "You don't though," comes the whisper. "You don't hate it. It's what— "

    Jimin feels his arms constrict almost automatically, like he wants to pull this crying thing on his chest down into his ribs where it can't possibly be hurt by anything else. "The concept team did what I asked them to do, yeah," Jimin answers.

    "So they know."

    All Jimin can do is nod into his hair and say, "They know."

    (Or: after falling asleep on the Like Crazy set, Jimin wakes up face to face with a very angry, freshly debuted, version of himself.)

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    07 Mar 2024

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    "So you're like," Jimin starts, jaw slack. "Crazy rich."

    Namjoon shifts uncomfortably next to him. "We're comfortable."

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    27 Sep 2023

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    And as if he heard him, Jungkook reached behind himself and rubbed at the entrance. "Or you could just watch me," he giggled softly. "But it'd be more fun if you helped." He pushed his fingers back in and began to rock against them. He lowered himself, face pressed against the bed as he used his other hand to stroke himself. "If Yoongi d--doesn't care, then--ah," he gasped. "If he doesn't, you shouldn't either, Namjoon."

    At that moment, Namjoon heard that final thread of shame snap and fall away.

    Perhaps it’d be a funny story if Yoongi woke up to moans and a shaking bed. It would be his fault anyways. He shouldn't have given them the idea.

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    Namjoon meets Jungkook at a music festival and takes him back to his hotel. He hopes his friend got the message and let him have the room.

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    31 Jul 2023

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    Lan Zhan dies two years before canon and promptly wakes up in the library at Cloud Recesses right across from Wei Wuxian, napping facedown in a pile of copywork.

    He has a lot of questions. Is this the afterlife? If it's not, then is he alone with his memories? And most importantly, what does he need to do to keep his soulmate alive this time?

    Wei Ying did not stir as he knelt down by the desk. It had been so long since Lan Zhan had seen those beloved features and even longer since he’d been allowed to either get or stay this close to Wei Ying.

    He looked so different from Lan Zhan’s memories; apple cheeked, clean, and relaxed.

    Lan Zhan clamped both hands over his own mouth to stop the pained noise that threatened to escape him. Hot tears spilled down his face as he watched the young, safe, and whole boy sleep. His stomach cramped with the effort of holding the sound in, but he’d sooner die than wake Wei Ying up.

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    22 Jan 2023

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    “Are you familiar,” Lan Xichen says, “with the Lover’s Curse?”

    Wei Wuxian blinks. It takes a couple of seconds for the words to fully penetrate, and then — he can tell his own eyes have gone wide by the way Lan Xichen’s flash with poorly-concealed annoyance, so Wei Wuxian tries to get it together.

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    29 Dec 2022