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    Jimin squeezes his eyes shut for a second and holds his breath before he says, "I'll tell them it's a stage outfit. It is a stage outfit. I'll say something about how style is different in the future and that the concept team put me in it. I'll tell them that I hate it and then steal some of your hyungs' basketball shorts to wear until I can figure out how to go home, okay? They don't have to know."

    "You don't though," comes the whisper. "You don't hate it. It's what— "

    Jimin feels his arms constrict almost automatically, like he wants to pull this crying thing on his chest down into his ribs where it can't possibly be hurt by anything else. "The concept team did what I asked them to do, yeah," Jimin answers.

    "So they know."

    All Jimin can do is nod into his hair and say, "They know."

    (Or: after falling asleep on the Like Crazy set, Jimin wakes up face to face with a very angry, freshly debuted, version of himself.)

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    07 Mar 2024

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    "So you're like," Jimin starts, jaw slack. "Crazy rich."

    Namjoon shifts uncomfortably next to him. "We're comfortable."

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    27 Sep 2023

  3. Public Bookmark 29

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    And as if he heard him, Jungkook reached behind himself and rubbed at the entrance. "Or you could just watch me," he giggled softly. "But it'd be more fun if you helped." He pushed his fingers back in and began to rock against them. He lowered himself, face pressed against the bed as he used his other hand to stroke himself. "If Yoongi d--doesn't care, then--ah," he gasped. "If he doesn't, you shouldn't either, Namjoon."

    At that moment, Namjoon heard that final thread of shame snap and fall away.

    Perhaps it’d be a funny story if Yoongi woke up to moans and a shaking bed. It would be his fault anyways. He shouldn't have given them the idea.

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    Namjoon meets Jungkook at a music festival and takes him back to his hotel. He hopes his friend got the message and let him have the room.

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    31 Jul 2023

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    Lan Zhan dies two years before canon and promptly wakes up in the library at Cloud Recesses right across from Wei Wuxian, napping facedown in a pile of copywork.

    He has a lot of questions. Is this the afterlife? If it's not, then is he alone with his memories? And most importantly, what does he need to do to keep his soulmate alive this time?

    Wei Ying did not stir as he knelt down by the desk. It had been so long since Lan Zhan had seen those beloved features and even longer since he’d been allowed to either get or stay this close to Wei Ying.

    He looked so different from Lan Zhan’s memories; apple cheeked, clean, and relaxed.

    Lan Zhan clamped both hands over his own mouth to stop the pained noise that threatened to escape him. Hot tears spilled down his face as he watched the young, safe, and whole boy sleep. His stomach cramped with the effort of holding the sound in, but he’d sooner die than wake Wei Ying up.

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    22 Jan 2023

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    “Are you familiar,” Lan Xichen says, “with the Lover’s Curse?”

    Wei Wuxian blinks. It takes a couple of seconds for the words to fully penetrate, and then — he can tell his own eyes have gone wide by the way Lan Xichen’s flash with poorly-concealed annoyance, so Wei Wuxian tries to get it together.

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    29 Dec 2022

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    The kid’s barely out of the car when his parents speed off, kicking up a cloud of dirt that drifts into Wei Ying’s summer charge’s hair. It’s almost funny, but only almost. The kid’s a scrawny thing, more scowl than person. He hefts his bag and says snottily, “I’m Mo Xuanyu, and I’m here as punishment.”

    "Gotcha!" Wei Ying says brightly. “And what did you do that’s so bad you have to spend all summer on our little farm?”

    An even bigger scowl. It’s threatening to take over his entire body. It’s cute.

    “I told the truth.”

    “Mm, and what’s that?”

    Mo Xuanyu juts his jaw. Thirteen-year-olds are funny. “I’m gay. And if you don’t like it, you can go fuck yourself.”

    Or: Wei Ying's farm always has room for one more

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    01 Sep 2022

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    He knows that this is not that kind of intimacy, he knows that this is simply Wei Ying, in all his kindness, in all his hidden sweetness, saying thank you and goodbye. But his awareness of the warm body behind him, of the thin layers of fabric keeping their modesty only nominally intact, threaten to drown out all rational thought.

    Lan Wangji is trapped in the burial mounds for three days. It gives him time to think about what he wants.

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    21 May 2022

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    Wei Wuxian sits down next to Lan Wangji, sliding until their thighs touch. Lan Wangji passes him his bowl of breakfast and spoon and Wei Wuxian digs in, humming after his first few bites. Lan Wangji appreciates how clearly Wei Wuxian allows Lan Wangji to perceive when he is pleased. Lan Wangji had worried, at first, that he would not know how best to be good to Wei Wuxian, that Wei Wuxian was used to accepting so little without complaint. He didn’t want things to be adequate. He wanted to make Wei Wuxian’s life everything he deserves. But Wei Wuxian does his best to leave Lan Wangji with no doubt. It is like the bunnies, in some ways; a happy Wei Wuxian will lie flat, will reveal his vulnerable underbelly.

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    13 May 2022

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    The night Madam Lan's first son is born, a grieving elder places a curse upon them.

    Nineteen years later, Madam Lan's second son embarks on a quest to save them all.

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    01 Apr 2022

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    It is too hot to move. It is too hot to breathe. And Wei Ying’s efforts to fix Lan Zhan’s window air conditioning unit got comprehensively derailed somewhere around Lan Zhan’s absolutely deranged and unplanned declaration of years of frustrated devotion. 

    Lan Zhan will never regret it. But he regrets, just a little, that he did not bite his tongue until the air conditioning was working again.

    or: it’s too darn hot

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    29 Mar 2022

  11. Public Bookmark 16

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    In which Xichen lovingly, carefully, takes A-Yao apart.

    A-Yao sweeps his eyes over Xichen's face, a look Xichen knows he's supposed to find intimidating—a look he has found intimidating in the past—but it doesn't work tonight. "I don't trust that smile." A-Yao sounds like he should have his hands on his hips, and Xichen smiles. 

    "Nor should you, but you did put the reins in my hands tonight, and you know who I am."

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    14 Mar 2022

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    They settle in and Lan Qiren starts a gentle interrogation.

    “So, Wei Ying, tell me. What is your major?”

    “Bioinformatics! And I’m an art history minor. What are you majoring in?”

    What the fuck. He’s going to bury himself in a hole and never come out.

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    Or Lan Zhan introduces Wei Ying to his uncle. It goes surprisingly well.

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    06 Mar 2022

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    He doesn’t remember his first life; he only has the scraps of stories which Wen-shushu has been telling him. He doesn’t know what he will need in order to come home but he knows he needs to go on this journey if he wants to find it.

     

     

     

    Post-canon, Lan Sizhui travels with Wen Ning as he tries to reconcile his identity and family, and find out what home looks like for him.

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    04 Mar 2022

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    "I'm so tired," Wei Ying complains, tossing his hand down instead of Going Fish for the sixteenth time this game alone. "I can't even remember who's said what and now I'm losing, like, the easiest card game in existence."

    He looks tired, too. The spaces under his eyes are sunken, a bruised purple under skin that looks thin and stretched-out to the touch. Fragile.

    He's looked exhausted for days now, but even when they're curled up on the couch together, Wei Ying's head in Jiang Yanli's lap, humming an unrecognizable tune softly as she strokes his hair, he doesn't sleep.

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    01 Mar 2022

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    Meng Yao's sister-in-law is following the Jiang tradition of being evil. Why else would she try to set him up with a married man?

    “I’m pretty sure my sister-in-law is trying to ruin my life.” 

    Lan Huan’s tone is one of genuine curiosity when he asks, “Why would she do that?” 

    “I don’t know yet,” Meng Yao untangles himself from the barre and crosses his arms across his chest, looking up (and up, and up, curse Jiang Yanli for her knowledge of his tastes) at Lan Huan’s very handsome jawline. “But I need you to make less vigorous eye-contact until you bring me a notarized waiver saying your spouse doesn’t care about you hitting on me.”  

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    01 Mar 2022

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    When Lan Xichen kneels for Chifeng-zun he bows low, pressing his forehead to the scratchy floor of the tent. When he sits back up on his heels he keeps his eyes downcast. The heavy, gold hairpiece digs uncomfortably into his scalp. His body feels dull, weighted at every possible opportunity by gold, jewels, strings of pearls.

    Wen Chao gives Nie Mingjue a gift.

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    01 Mar 2022

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    Lan Wangji is suffocating. Wei Wuxian is not letting him.

    Revisiting the two scenes: At the end of Yi City arc and afterwards when they buy the bunny lantern.

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    26 Feb 2022

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    In which Wei Wuxian attempts to get over his cynophobia by looking at pictures of dogs and decides to mimic a popular Twitter account which rates dogs.

    He becomes the internet's most hated person, but it all might actually work out for him in the end.

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    24 Feb 2022

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    23 Feb 2022

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    “Morning,” Xichen says quietly. He kisses Meng Yao’s shoulder blade. He almost doesn’t care that the entire weight of Meng Yao’s torso is directly on top of his left arm. 

    “Morning,” Meng Yao replies, digging his fingernails into Xichen’s palm. 

    It’s a first-order story about a lazy morning in bed, which is a second-order story about various lenses on various kinds of (im)maturity. Today, everyone has a good time and gets what they need.

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    23 Feb 2022

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