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  1. Public Bookmark 52

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    Some ghosts return as memories. Others return as love.

    Ziyu is barely living—working, drifting, letting the days swallow him whole. Music, love, dreams… all of that was left behind years ago. But ghosts don’t stay buried forever. A familiar voice slips into his nights, dragging him back to the boy he once loved and the future he once wanted.

    Now, with the past catching up, Ziyu has to decide if he’ll keep running, or finally face what he lost.

    “You don’t know what it was like for me.”
    “Then tell me. Let me carry it with you.”

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    15 Nov 2025

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    Gao Tu has always put his little family before himself.

    As a single father scraping by, he hides his omega identity and pretends to be an unremarkable beta, because survival means blending in.

    But no secret can stay buried forever.

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    06 Sep 2025

  3. Rec *

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    After their first time together, Chi Cheng becomes insatiable. Suowei is tired of Chi Cheng's high sex drive and needs to rest his ass. So Suowei goes to his bff, Xiaoshuai to formulate another plan to keep Cheng's hands off of him, but will they succeed or will it backfire?

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    21 Aug 2025

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    Cleansing as played by Jin Guangyao is not helping Nie Mingjue any. If anything, his condition is worse than before. However, Wei Wuxian will be thrice damned if he'll let the man who saved his family die – even if their marriage was purely political in nature. If it means he has to learn to play the difficult score himself and enlist the help of the one he's been secretly pining over all this time, then so be it. He's really been through tougher shit and survived. For the most part.

    This work has been beta'ed by the wonderful galysh and the lovely Laura, who bring out the best out of my writing, and turn words into a coherent story. Thank you!

    This fic has been requested through tumblr.

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    02 Jul 2025

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    Yu Ziyuan was not even supposed to answer that early morning call. It was meant for A-Li, for anyone else, really, that wasn’t her. She knew that she was the wrong one to be here with him. That would not stop her from doing what she had to do, from being the person he needed her to be.

     

    Wei Wuxian is sexually assaulted. During the examination that follows, Yu Ziyuan learns more about him. She learns more about herself as well.

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    31 Aug 2021