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    A memory loss fic where Shane gets hit hard in the head and wakes up in the hospital. He thinks he is 27, sneaking around with Ilya and still in the closet, only to learn that they are married.

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    Tears spilled down his mother's cheeks. “No, honey, you’re not twenty seven. You're twenty nine. Almost thirty.”

    Shane snorted. “That can’t—”

    “It is, sweetheart. And Ilya is…”

    She glanced at the door where two large shadows stood just beyond the frosted glass window. The shorter one embraced the much, much taller one.

    Shane’s heart started beating frantically in his chest. His head pounded as he tried to take in what he was hearing, tried to process what the fuck his mother was saying to him.

    “Ilya,” he squeaked. “Ilya is what?”

    “Ilya is your husband.”

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    24 Jan 2026

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    Shane Hollander would rather be training than playing nice for a sponsor. But a two-week cross-promo called Rivalry Weekend drags the stone-cold MMA star into Ilya Rozanov’s world, first behind the glass at a heated hockey game, then into rehearsed “chemistry” shoots that feel way too real.

    Ilya is loud, reckless, and relentless, chirping until he finds hairline cracks in Shane’s perfect control, a smirk, a huffed laugh, a reaction Shane can’t afford to give. Ilya’s teammates know he’s bisexual. Shane is fully closeted, hiding behind discipline and silence, and a manager who treats his image like property.

    As the campaign escalates toward fight night, the tension turns brutal. One wrong hit, one wrong look, and Shane’s secrets threaten to spill. Ilya doesn’t make a scene. He just watches, worries, and refuses to let Shane disappear.

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    23 Jan 2026

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    “You should probably uh…stay safe then.” Shane babbles, exhaustion driving away any common sense or rationality.

    Throwing his head back, Rozanov laughs. It grows increasingly hysterical, until Shane can see unshed tears in the corners of Rozanov’s eyes.

    “You say, ‘stay safe Rozanov.’” Rozanov pinches his nose as he says this and adopts a high-pitched tone. He crosses his arms over his chest and poses like he’s on a superhero poster, mimicking Shane’s Rolex ad. “But it’s hockey. There’s no way to stay safe.”

    “I don’t sound like that,” Shane grumbles.

    Rozanov tilts his head to the side. His pupils are dilated in the low light of Shane’s apartment and he shrugs, stuffing his hands in his pockets again. “We will test more next time. In Boston.”

    It takes a year for Shane Hollander to realize that he's somehow magically protecting his rival, Ilya Rozanov, from harm. It takes another several years, and a lot of hooking up, for him to figure out why.

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    23 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 88

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    ‘Something is wrong with Shane Hollander.’

    Scott looks up from the text that his fiancé, Kip, sent him a little before the second intermission. Was there something wrong with Shane Hollander that he didn’t pick up on? If so, what could it possibly be?

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    Shane Hollander is having and off game as he’s coming down with a terrible cold. If only he was playing his boyfriend’s team instead of Scott Hunter’s so that Ilya could care for him. However, Scott isn’t as cold hearted as Shane believes and after some convincing from Kip, decides to take Shane to their apartment to care for him.

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    23 Jan 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov is leaving behind Russia and going to Canada. Lucky for him, he gets to stay with a new family. But once he meets Shane Hollander, sparks fly and he starts suspecting that Shane is more than what he seems.

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    And They Were Alpha/Omega Roommates!

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    20 Jan 2026