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Buck begs Eddie not to leave on his last night in LA, with long-buried feelings finally being spilled out and a night spent together. Eddie tries to outrun his feelings and flees to Texas without saying goodbye, leaving Buck with nothing but a crumpled letter and a broken heart.
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19 Mar 2025
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Something in Eddie’s brain screeches to a halt. “You and Ravi slept together?”
“This isn’t some Buck 1.0 thing, I swear,” Buck insists in a rush. “I know it’s not...it’s not good, sleeping with a coworker, but we were all celebrating him joining A-shift and we’d both had a lot to drink and it just...happened. It wasn’t anything serious, not anything we have to, you know, fill out paperwork about. Obviously, if this had happened when he was a probie, I never would have forgiven myself, like that would be a serious abuse of power. I mean, I know I have seniority and I am a few years older than he is, so maybe it’s still like...not okay, like there’s some power imbalance there, but I mean...once you leave school, how often do you even meet someone who is exactly the same age as you are?”
Buck is clearly spiraling, and Eddie is shell-shocked, and all he can think is ‘I am exactly the same age as you are.’ He doesn’t know why his brain has decided this fact is important.
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When Eddie is in El Paso, Buck and Ravi sleep together once while drunk, and Eddie becomes consumed with the idea he's being replaced. (He's wrong) Also, why does it bother him so much that Buck had sex with Ravi?
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19 Mar 2025
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"I love you!" Eddie screamed.
Buck looked at him with tears in his eyes.
"No, you don't. If you did, you wouldn't move to Texas."
He turned around and walked out of the house.-
Eddie is moving to Texas.
Everyone knows, except Buck.Series
- Part 1 of Falling back to you
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19 Mar 2025
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After Eddie moves to Texas to be with Christopher, Buck is left alone in an empty house that has him feeling off. With his tether now gone, some old habits start creeping back in.
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The Buck crash-out fic. Because if there's anyone who deserves a good breakdown right now, it's Evan Buckley.
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19 Mar 2025
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Buck figured the feelings would go away eventually. They always did, whether he wanted them to or not. And this time he wanted them to. Needed them to, really. There was too much at stake, and he refused to risk the most important relationship in his life. Relationships, actually.
Christopher might not be his biological child, but for all intents and purposes, he was. Buck had never loved anyone the way he loved Chris. He would lay his life on the line without even thinking twice for that kid.
He couldn’t jeopardize his relationship with Chris just because he realized he had a silly crush on his father.
Because that's what it was, a CRUSH, not love... Even his subconscious knew that was bullshit.
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Buck and Eddie are both hopelessly in love with each other, but of course it's never that simple.
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19 Mar 2025
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Hen finds a pregnancy test in the firehouse bathroom. It changes everything.
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18 Mar 2025
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The world ended on a sunny day, and only Buck and Eddie were left alive.
...Or so they thought.
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“Who’s this?” asks the stranger. The audacity. Eddie should be the one asking that.
“Oh, uh,” Buck swallows. “This is Eddie, and Chris,”
“This is Eddie…” the stranger doesn’t sound pleased.
“And Chris,” Eddie adds. “And you are?”
“Edward,” Buck says. “My, my date.”
Eddie’s stomach sinks.
“I told you this shouldn’t have been a surprise.” Chris says, slightly embarrassed.
No. Absolutely not. Eddie hasn’t gone through a gut wrenching month of trying to figure out his life—his sexuality—only for the love of his life to be on a date as soon as things start to get better. He’s moved across states twice in the same goddamn month just to keep the two halves of his heart close, for god’s sake. He might not financially recover from this, but he refuses to take an emotional hit at the same level. Besides, what kind of name is Edward?
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Eddie comes back gayer and more insane than ever.
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18 Mar 2025
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Eddie is in the process of selling his house in Los Angeles before moving to El Paso with Christopher. During a visit from potential buyers, Buck unexpectedly shows up wearing his famous pink cardigan. One of the buyers, Alex, seems a little too interested in Buck, making Eddie visibly uncomfortable and jealous—though he denies it. Buck, always perceptive, teases him about his reaction.
Two weeks later, Eddie and Buck stand in front of the house, now officially Buck’s. Before leaving, Eddie promises Buck that he will always answer his calls and messages, no matter the time or distance. Buck, though skeptical, accepts the promise. Finally, Eddie gets into his truck and drives away, leaving his home behind but knowing that a part of him will always remain in Los Angeles.
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- Part 1 of What We Leave Behind
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18 Mar 2025
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“Buck…” It was off his tongue like he was reciting a prayer, like Buck was a saint, and Eddie a sinner begging for a chance for redemption.
Buck’s eyes were wide, his mouth hung open a little, and then he swallowed and sucked in a harsh breath. “Eddie?” Buck said his name like it was the melody to a sad song, like it was the minor key, and a sorrowful poem that shook apart nations. Eddie wanted to fling himself at him, wanted to throw his body with the faith that Buck would catch him, and he wanted to kiss him until he couldn’t breathe anymore. He hadn’t realized his empty- how hollow he had been feeling until Buck was standing in front of him.
Eddie shattered Buck's heart two years ago, and as fate would have it they were once again face to face with each other. Will they be able to move on, or will hurt of the lies in the past tear them apart....again.
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- Part 2 of And The Truth Will Set You Free
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17 Mar 2025
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Las figuras que Ethari le fue regalando a Runaan con el paso del tiempo.
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17 Mar 2025
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Eddie comes back from El Paso after three months of Buck haunting his place. Desperate to move on and move out, Buck starts looking for new places, but somehow Eddie keeps 'accidentally' sabotaging at every turn.
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16 Mar 2025
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Ruthari Week 2020 (July Edition): Day 2: Bound
It was a special day.
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- Part 2 of Ruthari Week 2020 (July Edition)
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16 Mar 2025
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- slow, drawn out kisses,
- goodbye kisses,
- morning kisses,
- spirit kisses,
- sudden kisses,
- neck kisses,
- nose kisses,
- frustrated kisses
(or, 8 glimpses into Runaan and Ethari's lives as husbands)
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16 Mar 2025
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While the elf assassins go to complete their mission, those that were left behind watch a pool with anxious eyes to see who lives and who dies.
Prequel to Watch and Wait.
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16 Mar 2025
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Ethari tiene una estantería con un gran valor sentimental.
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16 Mar 2025
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"Darkness surrounded him. He sobbed hopelessly into the deafening silence, unable to hear his tortured voice. His entire body ached and he felt as though he was suffocating, a crushing weight pressing against his chest from all directions.
Light gathered around him. A crescent-moon rose high in the sky.
No… Please, not again. He begged.
But his voice was silent, and the world moved without him."
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Runaan, trapped in Viren's coin, is forced to relive his decisions, regrets, and fears through metaphorical scenes and memories.
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16 Mar 2025
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Seventeen days since the wedding. Seventeen days since he’d danced with Runaan around the bonfire. Seventeen days since the assassins had been called away so suddenly and unexpectedly. Seventeen days since the words.
"I’m in love with you."
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16 Mar 2025
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With Ali, Taylor and Natalia it was simply a one time thing. Surprisingly enough, he didn’t even run into them afterwards and no one really showed the initiative for it happening again.
However, with Tommy, it’s a bit different. Falling in bed with him didn’t really end up being a one time thing. Buck kept crawling back to him, not because it’s Tommy, but because he’s the person that reminds Buck of Eddie the most.
Buck looks at Tommy and tries to catch a glimpse of Eddie, just to pretend that it’s his best friend he’s with instead of a man that broke up with him weeks ago. He looks in Tommy’s eyes and thinks of Eddie’s. He looks at Tommy’s smile and Eddie is the one that crosses his mind. In his head, Eddie is the person he sees instead.
(or: after Eddie leaves to go to Texas, Buck might or might not slightly fall back into some of his old habits, aka Buck 1.0 returns just for a little bit. At least until Eddie comes back to Buck again.)
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15 Mar 2025