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  1. Public Bookmark 34

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    The only plot difference is that Peralta went undercover for an extra year and a half to uproot a second crime family. During this time, he started a new life with Derek. Their relationship is held together with dollar-store scotch tape, but things get worse before they get better, right? (I hope the queer angst hurts you tremendously).

    Although he has returned to the nine-nine, Jake still possess some *mafia tendencies* that are starting to appear in his day-to-day life; sometimes causing issues at work.
    Chapters include, but are not limited to, topics of...
    Poor anger management
    Death threats
    Bombs
    Emotional distress
    Painful loneliness
    Smoking

    NOW WITH COVER ART by yours truly :)

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    29 Jul 2026

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    “My Shane,” Ilya says, gently touching Shane’s cheek. “I want you to make me a list. Seven different ways you want to come.”

     

    Or, Ilya makes Shane come. A lot.

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    24 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 52

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    Ilya leans in closer, so their noses almost brush and all of the heat and desire that had dwindled underneath Shane's anxiety comes rushing back to the surface. “You gonna let Dad fuck you? Show me that it's what you're good for, what you're best at?”

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    24 Jul 2026

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    “The first time we hooked up,” Shane starts, “you pretended you were going to leave after I made you come.” Ilya’s hand stills, still tangled in Shane’s hair, much longer now than it had been back then. Shane presses on quickly, not wanting to give Ilya any time to misinterpret where this is going. “You said you would never leave me like that.” The sentence sticks in Shane’s throat, making his mouth gummy and dry the same way as being double shifted during a game they can’t afford to lose. Shane can’t afford to lose this, either. Somewhere against his scalp he feels the faintest hum, a bid to keep going. “What if…” he has to swallow again, thickly, “what if I wanted you to?”

    After a devastating loss in the Stanley Cup playoffs, where the Centaurs got so close they could almost taste the victory before the ice cracked underneath their feet, Shane needs help getting out of his own head. Ilya is happy to help.

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    24 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 43

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    In moments like these, he craves Rozanov in the way he used to crave carbs. It's a gnawing hunger, dark and lined with rows of razor sharp teeth, like his body is warning him he isn’t getting enough of something, which is a feeling he’s achingly familiar with. Maybe it’s because in these moments—where he’s reminded that he doesn’t even belong to himself, that everything down to the amount of steps he takes is recorded and documented to ensure his best performance—he craves the feeling of being owned. In those forbidden hotel room meetups, he can pretend that his body is Rozanov’s, and somehow that’s better than it belonging to faceless strangers who are frothing at the mouth for a reason to tear down the golden boy of hockey. 

    But Shane has been denying himself for as long as he can remember. If he has to add one more thing to the never ending list of things he can’t have, it won’t kill him. 

    At least he doesn’t think it will. 

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    24 Jul 2026