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Buck is the one to call Eddie after the events of 08x15
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when Bobby invites Hen, Buck, and Eddie to represent the LAFD at LA Pride, Eddie struggles with his feelings about being openly queer
aka making Eddie struggle with internalised homophobia because same
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In which the police come knocking and Linda finds out about the August-Simon-Micke situation
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A retelling of Season 1 in which Wille is lonely, Simon stands up for himself, and Wille goes to therapy sooner <3
Inspired by a mix of Heartstopper and the events of Young Royals Season 2
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Simon has a bad day, but is ashamed to let Wille know why
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It’s Buck’s fault that Bobby is dead.
He’s been aware of this fact since the very moment Bobby took his helmet off inside the lab and revealed that he wouldn’t make it back out—not alive, at least.
The knowledge settled deep inside of Buck’s brain, burrowed into it like termites into wood, and there it has remained the entire four days since it happened. There it will remain, maybe forever.
Somewhere in the back of his mind, Buck knows he’s having a bad OCD episode—that he’s not thinking clearly. But he doesn’t know how he’s supposed to ever think clearly again if Bobby isn’t here.
Or: After Bobby's death, Buck blames himself. (Bobby does not stay dead in this.)
Can be read as a standalone.
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- Part 2 of OCD Buck
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16 Jun 2025
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a 5+1 fic of five times Eddie goes to his spot outside of town to escape his life in El Paso, and the one time he brings someone there with him.
Eddie’s sixteen and pulling into the driveway of his family home, thinking about six years ago when Adriana was born and he tried to drive his dad’s truck. A couple months before, Ramon had pulled Eddie aside and told him it was time for him to ‘be the man of the house’. Eddie, at ten years old, didn’t think to call someone to come help or drive Helena to the hospital when her water broke because that’s not what the man of the house would do. Eddie, at ten years old, didn’t know how to drive the truck, so he ended up scraping the paint off one side and a punishment that was less about teaching and more about making sure he remembered.
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16 Jun 2025
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map of my heart (this is where we live) by currentlyvibinginanotherdimension
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
30 Nov 2025
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There is one point on the list, though, for which no matter how much digging Eddie does, he finds no rational reason to discard.
QUEERING THE MAP, it says, in big bold letters. A website. Completely anonymous. No sign ups, no follow ups, no nothing. All you have to do is tap on some place, any place, on a map of the whole wide world, write about your queer experiences in that place, and send it off. Niche enough that he’s pretty sure Buck doesn’t know about it; popular enough that it’s unlikely he’d stumble across Eddie’s entries if he did. As long as Eddie doesn’t do anything stupid and tag any places that could expose who wrote the message, like his house or the loft, he ought to be fine.
But, like, it’s a map. Eddie’s not going to get any real help from a fucking map. He’ll give it the courtesy of a five minute look-over. Afterwards, he can cast it aside like everything else.
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Eddie figures some things out, gets a second therapist, and tries his best at finding a way to keep Buck from noticing how obviously and hopelessly Eddie is in love with him.
It's ironic, really, that what ends up exposing him are his anonymous musings on some niche internet map.- Language:
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12 Jun 2025
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Buck groaned, scrubbing a hand over his face. “You’re not listening to me.”
“I’m not gonna die, Buck—”
“I know that,” Buck cut in, “I know that in forty-eight hours you’ll be back to normal, but you don’t have to be miserable for two days just for the sake of punishing yourself! It doesn’t matter if this stupid stomach bug doesn’t kill you, I’m not just gonna leave you here to suffer. If you’re not going to take care of yourself, I’m just gonna have to do it for you. So stop telling me you don’t need anything, and just fucking tell me what you want.”
(Or, Six Conversations in Beds)
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- Part 3 of moment of honesty
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04 Jun 2025
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Simon Eriksson does not have a crush on Wilhelm. Because Wilhelm is a goddamn Prince of Sweden and also, in all likelihood, straight. Right? So of course he doesn't. Except he's totally lying to himself. And maybe there's hope after all. Because as they get closer and Wille opens up more and more, Simon begins to think that there may be a teeny tiny chance that Wille is queer. If you squint.
It's a good thing they both know how to use their words.
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Off-canon either after the football match or from the very beginning, depending on your interpretation. No trauma happening on-screen. Just teenagers being riduculous(ly in love). Wilhelm blushes a lot.
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- Part 2 of Adventures in Anxiety
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01 Dec 2022