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Ilya’s lips purse, and he gets that look on his face that means he’s about to say something terrible.
“You are waiting for me to give you chocolate?” he asks, one of his eyebrows even more arched than usual. There it is.
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In which the Boston Raiders are playing the Montreal Metros on February 15th, and it's totally normal for Shane to spend Valentine's Day with his very casual situationship.
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05 Jan 2026
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One Night by MeropeMerope for kosegruppie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Jan 2026
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After Vegas, Ilya knows he should end it with Hollander. He likes trouble, yes. Doesn’t mean he likes feeling scraped raw by wanting impossible things. Then an airport delay maroons them together for a very long, very strange night during which Ilya begins to suspect – shakily, reluctantly – that they might be… something.
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Ilya turns his head to get a better look at him. It’s a mistake. There’s the calm, coolly professional face that Hollander shows to the world, always polite, always a little distant. And there’s Shane’s real face, the one he let Ilya see in that restroom in Vegas, the one Ilya glimpses when they sleep together, the one he’s showing him now: open, a little unsure, radiant with affection.
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03 Jan 2026
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“You are so impatient,” Rozanov says. “Could not wait for me to finish my workout. Come here.”
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What You Want From Me by Erisenyo
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
04 Dec 2025
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[“Say it,” Ilya pushes, because he still has not learned to walk away. He grabs the spread of Hollander’s ribs, suddenly desperate to paint over the last six months and Sochi and longer with something uncomplicated and easy, and this thing with Hollander will never be that—
“Yes, please, yes,” Hollander says, practically shoving into his hands. “I want you to. Lift me up on this counter, Rozanov, do it, please.”
—but Ilya has always been weak for the way Hollander is so easy for him.]
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Ilya’s POV of the 2014 Vegas Bathroom scene, if things went a little bit different.
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02 Jan 2026
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“So, uh, I’m off,” Shane says from the other room. Ilya can hear his steps heading towards the door. Ilya remains in the bed, undressed and unmoved, staring blankly at the wall.
“Goodbye, Hollander,” is all he can say. Ilya hears the door click shut.
It didn’t even slam. It closed softly. Almost makes it worse. A few words and a soft click, and Hollander is gone.
“Fuuuck,” Ilya groans, teeth almost biting into the filter of his cigarette. We didn’t even kiss, Ilya thinks as he lets his head fall back against the headboard.
Or: Ilya is the one regretting they didn't even kiss.
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02 Jan 2026
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is it casual now? by zeppelin (transgenicveins)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Dec 2025
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Ilya steels himself. He thinks of running around Moskva River, obsessed with Shane Hollander and the sad look on his face, and knows if he doesn’t ask it’ll gnaw at him like a dog with a bone.
“Hollander,” he starts.
“Shane,” Shane corrects, a little bratty, and Ilya’s helpless. He fucking smiles back.
“Shane,” he continues firmly, “listen, about Vegas—”
orIlya's an overthinker. Of course he overthinks his relationship with Shane Hollander.
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02 Jan 2026
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"What’s a girl to do on a lonely night in Montreal?"
Shane shouldn’t answer his text now. He wouldn’t. He had been strong enough to walk away on that rooftop, and he would be strong enough to do it now. He wasn’t mad anymore, but he wasn’t about to make the same mistake either.
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Or, what could've happened between Shane and Ilya in those months where they "didn't hook up" before Shane's Montreal apartment. TV show canon.
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02 Jan 2026
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Mine For Evermore by leiascully
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Dec 2025
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Ilya and Shane celebrate a significant anniversary.
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- Part 12 of Hockey Time!
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01 Jan 2026
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Assist for the Score by Cecily_v, liminalmemories
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Dec 2025
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It’s become a thing. Well, less a thing and more all-consuming. Shane can’t stop thinking about it, when he’s alone, at night, bundled in a hotel room — Ilya’s voice in his ear. On the plane, surrounded by teammates but with his noise-canceling headphones on so — when he closes his eyes, it’s still just Ilya.
He still sees, running behind his eyelids, Ilya’s text, fucking with him. Taunting him.
/how many times can you come in an hour?/
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01 Jan 2026
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Shane pulls back, carefully cradling Ilya’s face. “Maybe we shouldn’t.”
“You don’t want to?” Ilya’s eyes are bottomless; swimming with grief. He says it like he really means, You don’t want me?
“That isn’t what I mean,” Shane says gently, brushing his thumb over Ilya’s cheekbone. Ilya’s eyes flutter shut, as if being treated so tenderly causes him physical pain. Like he isn’t used to it. “You’re hurting. I don’t want you to regret it in the morning.”
Ilya’s eyes open. “I have never regretted a moment with you.”
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Or: the missing hotel room scene in Florida after Shane comforts Ilya.
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01 Jan 2026
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Shane did know it was probably not the smartest idea he had ever had, but, well. He was learning that maybe the smartest thing was not always the best one. At least, he was beginning to learn it.
"You're sure?" Ilya asked him again, for the millionth time.
"Yes. Ilya. Of course."
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- Part 1 of Hollanov After the Cottage
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31 Dec 2025
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New Year's Eve in The Cottage.
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- Part 2 of Hollanov After the Cottage
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31 Dec 2025
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"Do you like spicy food?' David asks.
American spicy was always questionable. Ilya's been to restaurants where the pinnacle of spice was ominous salty, orange, vinegar-y sludge souped over chicken wings. But he's also had his fair share of dinners cooked by Marlow's wife who put exotic peppers in rice. When he tried to cool the fire burning an ulcer in his belly with her homemade drink, he was disastrously surprised by the added torture of ginger down his throat.
"Yes," he lies, coolly. Because now was not the time to be an asshole. David Hollander just watched him press his son up against a glass door and caress him in ways no parent needs to see. Ilya can take the stupid gamble on what the man calls spicy.
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31 Dec 2025
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Risk Management by thecouchsofa
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Nov 2025
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Ilya gets the Spyder’s windows tinted.
Then he takes Shane for a spin.
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31 Dec 2025
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meet me in the afterglow by leiascully
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Dec 2025
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Shane never feels more at peace than the moment that Rozanov pushes into him.
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- Part 5 of Hockey Time!
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30 Dec 2025
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Shane Hollander had decided it was time to have feelings. To make them known at least, and now the same determination that drove him down the ice toward the goal was aimed at Ilya; aimed at the very heart of him.
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30 Dec 2025
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Everything is sex, unless it's hockey (which is sex).
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- Part 3 of Hockey Time!
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30 Dec 2025
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It clearly displays the huge bruise on his shoulder that Shane is sure he put there on the ice.
Ilya's gaze follows his, head tilting down to see his own shoulder. Lazily, he lets go of the door frame with one hand and traces over the dark bloom under his skin.
"You marked me today," he says. It's calm, a statement, but Shane backs up a step, heart hammering in his chest. Ilya is at his most dangerous when he's still, and Shane knows his partner - he will not fucking call him a lover - well enough to sense a devious idea brewing under the surface. One that will likely leave Shane equally turned on and embarrassed.
He can't help but mouth off, though.
"Yeah. What are you going to do about it, Rozanov?"
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29 Dec 2025
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On The Mat by leiascully for caphairdadbeard
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Dec 2025
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Ilya learns to relax, sort of.
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- Part 9 of Hockey Time!
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29 Dec 2025
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“Do you have any pictures of her?” Shane asks. Middle of the night. Later than that, Shane notices when he glances at the clock on his nightstand. Ilya is asleep beside him while he sits up in bed, his brain whirring away once again. Just a little moment of Shane and Ilya at the cottage talking about Ilya's mom.
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29 Dec 2025