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- Men's Hockey RPF (1)
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you had me for a minute, the sad thing is you never would admit that by ilovebedmint9893
Fandoms: Men's Hockey RPF
08 Sep 2026
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august 2026 (off-season)
vancouver
6:05 am“bedard?” the worker at the arena asks.
“that’s me.”
he throws me a key to the locker room, which falls to the ground in front of me.
“sorry.” he mutters before walking out of the rink.
i bend down and pick it up, feeling the cold floor of the rink brush against my fingers for a split second.
i came here to forget. i came to the one place where i knew i could forget.
the key effortlessly slips inside the lock, unlocking it from the inside as i turn it.
the door swings open.
a dark, cold locker room stands in front of me. hundreds of celebrations and quiet moments after losses linger in the air of it.
but right now, it’s just me.
it’s just me and my hollow fucking heart.
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a petty discovery makes fraser hide the truth and connor uses conditioning to cope.
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No Better Version Of Me I Could Pretend To Be Tonight by Shinybluerock
Fandoms: Men's Hockey RPF
17 Oct 2026
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"No." The answer came out before he could stop it. "No, that's reward. I don't deserve it."
Mike blinked.
"A reward?"
Ivan nodded frantically.
"Yes. That's not—" He struggled for the words. "I do not deserve that."
Series
- Part 1 of if i can dream of a warmer sun
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07 Oct 2026
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there's a trap door in your heart that I'm free-falling through by sunsetskylane
Fandoms: Men's Hockey RPF
26 Jul 2026
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Connor thinks he’d know Minten in the dark, even without the porch light, just by the way his eyes glint in the moonlight. He knows the slope of Minten’s shoulders, and the shape of his body in a full set of pads, and the way his hands curl in his gloves. Or he used to. Connor thinks that maybe he shouldn’t remember these things still; shouldn’t be trying to add the shape of Minten’s lips, or the gentle furrow of his brow to this list.
“Connor?” Minten asks.
“Sorry,” Connor shakes his head a little bit, like it might stop him from staring. “You know, I don’t think you’ve ever called me that.”
Or: what came before.
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- Part 2 of no room in frame for two
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30 Sep 2026
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There was a boy who worked at the circulation desk at the library...
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30 Sep 2026
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Fraser Minten, a 2nd year college hockey player is roomed with Connor Bedard, freshman playing college football. Connor can’t take his eyes off minten’s difference in size, which makes him question himself in certain ways
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30 Sep 2026
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Macklin Celebrini knew the drill. Being a #1 overall pick meant eyes were always on him, expectations were sky-high, and his life was no longer his own. Presenting as an Alpha was supposed to be the final piece of the puzzle—the strength, the leadership, the control. Instead, it’s all amber-scented chaos and a "grumpy puppy" energy he can’t seem to shake.
Then there’s Connor Bedard.
The league’s untouchable Omega. The boy from North Vancouver with a heart made of ice and a scent so muffled by blockers it shouldn’t be a distraction. But at center ice, with the puck about to drop, the biology Macklin is still fighting to understand screams only one thing.
In a world of high-stakes hockey and rigid dynamics, Macklin is about to learn that some instincts are impossible to outrun. Especially when they smell like vanilla and white tea.
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25 Sep 2026