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  1. Public Bookmark 7

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    "Shane Hollander, you underestimate me. So mean to me, thinking I am so dumb." Ilya's fake pouting, "I changed my mind. The world will find out, and they will say, 'Ilya Rozanov, known menace on ice, actually bullied by second-best hockey player and boyfriend!'"

    As Ilya moves to start attacking Shane's face with kisses, something starts nagging in his brain. After a moment, Ilya realises Shane has tensed up. He stops the sweet assault and stays hovering above Shane.

    It clicks. It's how Ilya pronounced his name. Il-ya Ra-ZA-naf. Not Eel-lia RO-sin-off.

    Or: Shane realises he's been pronouncing his boyfriend's name wrong the whole time

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    17 Apr 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 36

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    After a game, Shane and Ilya secretly meet at their hotel—until a sudden fire tears them apart. When Ilya goes missing, Shane risks his life to save him, exposing their hidden relationship.

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    17 Apr 2026

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    “You are my friend, Hayden, but he is the man I am going to spend to rest of my life with - he is the man that I love. I will choose him over you, every fucking time.”

    Over anything and everything, Shane would choose Ilya. Even over hockey, if it came to that. There’s no doubt in his mind, no question about it.

    Losing hockey would hurt, and Shane would grieve it, but it wouldn’t kill him. It would be an ache he could live with. Losing Ilya is not something that Shane could ever survive. They’re so tangled together - so intertwined - that to lose Ilya would be to lose himself.

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    17 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 68

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    Ilya didn’t know what to expect on his first day with the Centaurs. He anticipated questions, maybe some awkwardness since he was moving from Boston to boring fucking Canada. Whatever he thought would happen- this was not it.

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    The fic where the Cens are freaking out because they have a shrine to Shane “hockey god” Hollander that they're trying to hide from Ilya Rozanov.

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    17 Apr 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov’s husband sends him to the grocery store for basil under a time constraint.
    Unfortunately, Ilya grabs the first shirt he finds in Shane Hollander’s closet.
    Unfortunately, the shirt says HOLLANDER 24 on the back.
    Unfortunately, someone on hockey Twitter notices.

    Or: Ilya Rozanov accidentally outs his secret relationship with Shane Hollander while buying groceries.

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    17 Apr 2026