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    Rose volunteers for a nonprofit that rescues sex-trafficked omegas, and Shane thinks it's a great cause. He even attends their fundraising galas.

    Then, one night, Rose calls to ask for a favor: She wants Shane to let a recently-rescued male omega live with him. In his apartment.

    His name is Ilya, Rose explains, and the thing is, despite omega hormone levels, he acts and smells just like an alpha. He can't keep staying in an omega group home because he's scaring the other omegas and endangering the staff.

    But he could live with Shane, Rose insists. "You're a big strong alpha hockey player, so he can't intimidate you physically. But also he needs to feel safe, which he can with you, because you're not like other alphas." She pauses. "You know?"

    By which she means Shane has never had a full rut, his scent glands barely work, he can't form a knot, and he has no interest in sticking his dick in anyone. Which, whatever. It's fine.

    But if being a failure as an alpha means he can help this omega, Ilya, who's apparently as much of a biological anomaly as Shane is…

    Shane says yes.

    And maybe it's a stupid decision. But he knows that it's also the right one.

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    31 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 21

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    Luca was so young. He was the kind of rookie that would’ve been destroyed in Toronto, and the kind that Troy wanted to protect now.

    Maybe that was part of it. Maybe knowing firsthand how much scrutiny being openly queer could bring made something protective flare up in Troy’s chest before he even realised it.

    Or maybe, Troy was jealous.

    Maybe he knew that Luca wouldn’t be doing this if he’d landed in Toronto like Troy had. Maybe he was jealous that the road had already been paved for Luca to come out so early into his career and be welcomed with open arms.

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    Luca comes out as gay to the world, and Troy is more upset about it than he ever thought he would be.

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    30 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 48

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    "But I didn't get a goal." He tried very hard not to look at the small window showing the actual pout on his face.

    Ilya grinned, the one that made Shane's stomach tighten with an equal measure of arousal and dread. "You played a shit game so I should suffer? No, I don't think so. Clothes off, get your tripod."

    Shane decided he should only get an orgasm when he gets a goal for a whole season. It didn't always go the way he planned.

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    27 Jul 2026

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    “So,” Ilya then says, sounding the word out slowly, as if tasting it on his tongue. “You cannot jizz? Like you have… medical issue?”

    Shane huffs, shoulders sagging releasing some of the tension he’d been holding onto tightly there.

    “I… don’t know,” he admits quietly. “I’ve never spoke to a doctor about it, it’s too embarrassing.” He swallows and feels his face get warm again. “I can get close though, and… and I can do other stuff just not, well, that.

    Ilya’s mouth teases a smile. “Other stuff?” He enquires. “You mean… how wet you get?”

    Shane’s jaw almost drops into the bedsheets below him before he’s gathering it back up, blinking rapidly at what Rozanov had just said to him.

    Granted, he’d just walked in on him fucking his own ass with a bright pink dildo, but there was still some margin for a little bit of class, wasn’t there?

    or: shane’s never experienced a real orgasm before and ilya is willing to help him out

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    26 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 13

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    Connor visits Hudson in Vancouver. They’re working on the bleed.

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    17 Jul 2026

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    "He said it was just a stronger edible," Wyatt says. "Apparently it was supposed to be super natural, and relaxing and rejuvenating, not the weak Canadian shit, and—"

    "You say a bad word, Hazy," Ilya interrupts, pointing a tiny finger at him.

    "Right." Wyatt winces. "Sorry, kid."

    Rejuvenating. Shane turns the word over in his mind a few times, while readjusting Ilya’s little body in his arms.

    Jesus fucking Christ.

    -

    or, with the help of some mysterious russian candy and a very loving husband, ilya rozanov heals his inner child.

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    16 Jul 2026

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    Shane joins a Russian dating website to find companionship, Ilya joins to find a green card. They both think the other person is catfishing them, but can’t stop talking to each other anyway and eventually end up on TLC’s 90 Day Fiancé.

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    15 Jul 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 35

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    Ilya doesn't like bottoming. Shane doesn't like topping. But Ilya loves making Shane do things he hates. And seeing Shane cry? That's just a bonus.

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    12 Jul 2026

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    12 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I cant fucking believe I didn’t have this bookmarked already I love these fics so much godddd wow wow wow

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    Shane has a preoccupation with Ilya's sweat.

    "My dirty boy. You like that?"

    He had never conceptualized it before in the way he was now, but he had always loved to see Ilya covered in evidence of a challenge, liked the way his body broke down cologne and deodorant until it was only him, the pleasant musk of a beautiful man. Shane's beautiful man.

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    12 Jul 2026

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    But Ilya shakes his head, absolutely mute. There’s no universe, no universe where he can talk about this. He moved to America to forget.

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    11 Jul 2026

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    wow

  12. Public Bookmark 70

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    Coach Rozanov knows exactly how to train Shane into becoming his perfect sub.
    This is nsfw art of the characters, please heed the warnings.

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    10 Jul 2026

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    butcherbf

    Posts about #snuff and #forcemasc

    24sbug: Hi! Sorry if this is weird, I’m new to using tumblr like this. I’m not sure if it’s okay to message people, but you follow me back so I figured it’s probably okay. Please tell me if it’s not! Or don’t reply. Whichever. Sorry again if this is weird I just wanted to say hi

    24sbug: I really like your blog

    24sbug: I’m not sure if that’s like weird to say haha

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    08 Jul 2026

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    Still. He wonders, sometimes, about what it would look like to push things a little bit further, apply more structure to what they did. Shane loves rules, after all. But the flip-side of Shane's natural urge to please is that he tends to go along with anything Ilya wants to try. Ilya knows that if he put rules to Shane, told him not to touch himself without permission, maybe, punish him if he did--Shane would let him, probably. And if it stopped there, confined itself to the bedroom, Ilya would have maybe asked Shane about it already. But once he had that little bit of power, he isn't sure he'd be able to stop himself from letting it bleed into everything else.

    So he keeps himself in check. Keeps his 'orders' simple and sexy and applicable only in the moment, keeps any force on the lighter end of painful. But, fuck, when Shane gets like this? It is very hard for him not to do something about it.

    Set sometime in between HR and TLG, Ilya does his best to give Shane what he needs.

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    05 Jul 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 41

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    The day before Ilya's birthday is a bad one. His Shane takes care of him.

     

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    Part of the To Give and Hazard All series, can stand alone.

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    29 Jun 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 72

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    On the way home from dropping Sveta off at the airport, Ilya thinks about killing himself.

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    28 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    really wanna cry but like not strictly even in a bad way! I’m gonna use some elementary words here but this finds such a balance of like hope and sadness and reality and unreality not even unreality but like. The ilyamindspace. and the horrible things that can happen in your brain while life around you is normal but then there is love!!!! Not a criticism to other fics bc I love fics that leave a disgusting pit in my stomach but this one gave me like. Not a pit but a seed maybe lol. Or a little poke not a gaping hole which is very hard to do when you’re being real about depression so wow wow wow kudos to you seriously

  17. Public Bookmark 33

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    Ilya liked to picture the inside of Shane's chest as a ballroom, with a thick spongy lung carpet and the heart an absurdist throbbing chandelier above his head. He wandered between the slender columns of rib, admiring: sunrise, the staff cleaning up after a party that had finally ended.

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    28 Jun 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 42

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    The thing is, the thing is: Shane doesn't know him, doesn't want to know him, not really, and that makes Ilya think he could stay here, Shane in his arms and impersonal hotel sheets stuck to his sweat-slicked skin, forever and ever. Or, at least, until Shane gets fidgety, like he always gets, and bolts at half past midnight, leaving Ilya to fondle his sticky dick and be what he's best at being, which is being alone while surrounded by people.

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    28 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Jesus christ

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    And yeah, Shane knew that Ilya hadn’t been okay last time he was in Russia, but Ilya had had the very real excuse of a funeral to blame things on. Ilya had downplayed it as much as he could, and Shane hadn’t been there; he’d heard the fatigue and he’d seen Ilya’s tired smile, but he hadn’t felt the way Ilya’s hands were cold the entire time he was there, hadn’t seen through the screen the way Ilya dropped eight pounds in three weeks, hadn’t kept time when there were twenty hours in Ilya’s day instead of something closer to sixteen. Or, on the flip side, for the week or two after, when there had been approximately ten conscious hours in a day.

    It was one thing to see something. It was another to feel it in your hands.

    Ilya and Shane are so, so happy for their first year married. They’re playing in Ottawa together, they’re fucking winning, they’re together and out.

    So now, after a year, Ilya should be fine. He should be great. He should not be flinching at small noises or nearly punching people off the clock or feeling like he’s drowning whenever he’s not on the ice.

    Or: Ilya Rozanov, meet your PTSD.

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    28 Jun 2026

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    28 Jun 2026

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