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  1. Public Bookmark 26

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    Andrew realizes why Neil only ever let his cigarettes burn.

    takes place in the liminal space of TKM after Neil and Andrew get back to Palmetto.

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  2. Public Bookmark 86

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    The last thing Neil remembers from the night before is that when he went to sleep, his fingers were tangled together with Andrew’s. The memory does little to soothe him now, though, as he struggles to breathe in panic because he is frozen, and there is a terrible weight on his chest.

    He feels a hand on his cheek, and for half a moment, Neil think’s it’s just Andrew, but then the hand’s nails scratch him. He opens his eyes, and lets out a horrified scream, for Lola Malcolm is curled over him, an unsettling, toothy grin on her face.

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    My AFTG remix fic for sporadichearttcollector!

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  3. Public Bookmark 79

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    Erik Klose is a simple man with about several thousand anxieties. Nicky Hemmick is the unironic cause and cure for many of them. It would help if he wasn't involved in a murder sport.

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    22 Jul 2024

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  4. Public Bookmark 8

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    Hello Neil, this is Andrew speaking to you from the past. I recorded my voice and put it into the tiny little box that so conveniently fits into any of the 500 pockets you are wearing on any given day.

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    21 Jul 2024

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  5. Public Bookmark 29

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    Don’t be mad, Andrew. And don’t take it personally. This isn’t about you. I wanted to make everything work. Dorming with you, Exy with the foxes, graduate from undergrad, go pro, go Court, and with you I wanted… with you.
    I couldn’t make it work.
    Don’t try to find me. I’ve been planning this for a while, I have resources, I’ll be safe. Don’t try to find me. Andrew?
    A voice murmurs. The recording cuts out.

    Renee: Oh. Well. That’s… Disturbing.
    Andrew: Don’t say ‘disturbing’, Renee. Swear, goddamnit.
    Renee: Where did it come from?
    Andrew: Neil texted it to me. Two and a half hours ago. He never met Kevin for practice last night. And now, now this fucking voice text…
    Renee: Hm. I wasn’t aware Neil knew how to send a voice text.
    Andrew: That’s exactly it. Neil’s obviously been kidnapped. Someone’s forcing him to say all of this.

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    19 Jul 2024

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  6. Public Bookmark 26

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    I'm not a hallucination, Neil had said, but it would've been so much easier on Andrew if he was.

    (Andrew's POV of That Scene in The King's Men where he sees Neil's scars for the first time.)

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    17 Jul 2024

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  7. Public Bookmark *

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    Neil gets injured during a game and freaks out. Andrew finds out what exactly happened to Neil in Baltimore.

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    16 Jul 2024

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  8. Public Bookmark 55

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    “You’ve been in the hospital for the last three days,” Andrew tells him tonelessly. He sounds unflappable once more; the minute tightening of his fingers on Neil’s nape is the one thing that betrays him. “They only let me in to see you today, and that was because Coach wouldn’t stop arguing with the doctors and they finally got sick of listening to him.”

    “Three days?!” Neil yelps, and Andrew pulls back from him to glare, though he keeps his hand clasped at Neil’s nape. Now that he’s looking properly, he can see the dark bags under Andrew’s eyes, the tufts of hair sticking up that speak more to hands tugging through it than sleep, the rumpled state of the clothes Andrew had packed for after—“Wait, the game!”

    “I will smother you here and now,” Andrew threatens.

    -x-

    (Neil gets hurt. Again. Andrew reacts appropriately.)

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    16 Jul 2024

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  9. Public Bookmark *

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    In which Neil is Andrew's Biggest Fan™ and makes sure his friends know that,

    or Four Times Neil Gushes about his Cool Boyfriend to the Upperclassmen

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    14 Jul 2024

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    “I’m obsessive about everything,” Neil protests, sitting in a booth with the four upperclassmen he can stand. “What makes this obsession special?”

    “Okay, we get the Exy obsession, because you’re legitimately planning on going pro, and we get the Kevin obsession because he’s dedicated to teaching you to go pro, and we even get the Minyard obsession,” Dan says.

    “Shh,” Neil pleads desperately, hoping beyond hope that nobody heard that.

    “But the podcast has nothing to do with Exy! It’s half about music, and you don’t even like music that much,” Dan says. “It’s literally just music and a really weird guy talking about his homicidal impulses, and it sorta sounds like a joke, but on a much more real level it sounds like it’s absolutely not a joke and I would call the authorities if this guy gave any personal details at all,” Dan says.

    “It’s mostly a joke,” Neil offers, but it sounds weak to his own ears.

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    In which Andrew has a podcast, and Neil falls in love with him twice.

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    14 Jul 2024

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  11. Public Bookmark 20

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    Neil Josten is a terrible liar.

    Why does he keep trying to lie?

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    09 Jul 2024

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  12. Public Bookmark *

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    Neil is... interesting when drunk.

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    09 Jul 2024

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    Social misfit with flighty tendencies seeks email correspondence with someone who doesn’t like small talk and doesn’t ask personal questions. I don’t really know who would respond to something like this, but if you’ve ever been so alone that you knew for a fact that dying would have a net zero impact on the world, my email address is [email protected] and I want to know what you think makes people cruel.  

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    In which Andrew gets stood up by Abram, his pen pal and soulmate, on their first date. Disheartened, he finds consolation in his most annoying coworker, Neil Josten, who coincidentally shows up alone at the restaurant at the same time.

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    09 Jul 2024

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  14. Public Bookmark 7

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    James just wants to keep warm on a cold day, while Regulus has other ideas

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    08 Jul 2024

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  15. Public Bookmark 12

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    James whisks Regulus away for a Christmas break, and it's not what Regulus was expecting.

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    08 Jul 2024

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  16. Public Bookmark 38

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    The Marauders are an up and coming rock band that needs a guitarist to elevate their music. When Remus Lupin comes into his life, Sirius feels like he's found someone who not only completes the band but also completes him. However, his new found love comes with many challenges that he's unprepared for. Sirius/Remus band AU.

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    08 Jul 2024

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  17. Public Bookmark *

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    In which Matt is a flirty drunk, Neil is a wager, Dan is intrigued and Andrew makes a point.

    Also, Allison and Renee are laughing, like. So hard.

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    08 Jul 2024

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    5:39

    Neil: Andrew, don’t freak out, but I think Kevin might be trying to steal me from you.

    Andrew (ICE): Good. He can have you.

     

    In which two boys wait for each other to come home.

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    08 Jul 2024

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    Neil knows he's definitely feeling something. Unfortunately for him, he has no idea what the feeling is.

    Unfortunately for Dan, she won't get to make out with her hot boyfriend until Neil figures it out.

    Matt's just here for the ride.

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    08 Jul 2024

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    Andrew has a soft spot for the casino jobs. He gets to walk into a casino with a lot of money and do what comes naturally. These are the rare rare occasions that make the whole ‘pledged life in service’ thing worth it

    Tonight, his job also has the added benefit of including Neil Josten, secretkeeper of the intelligence community, and Andrew's personal problem.

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    Andreil week days 2-4!

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