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  1. Public Bookmark 36

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    Aegon, Aemond and Helaena come to terms with the fact that their father is a piece of shit after Helaena tries to broker piece and fails

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    24 Jan 2023

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    rhaenyra invites alicent and her family to a week at her estate.

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    11 Jan 2023

  3. Public Bookmark 65

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    "You're a person, Ash," Eiji says, gentle but insistent. "And, more than that, you're a good person."

    Ash tries for a smile. He's going to cry again, isn't he? "If you're going to lie to me, at least make it believable."

    "I mean it," Eiji whispers.

    And—yeah, okay. Ash pulls his hand away. Stands up, turning to face Eiji. "You don't," he says, hearing the break in his own voice. "You don't mean it. You can't. Don't—don't pull this shit on me, Eiji. Not you. Not you."

    Eiji looks hurt, and Ash wishes he never made it out of that library. Or his coach's basement.

    In search of his birth certificate and a sense of normalcy, Ash deals with the aftermath of being adopted by Dino after everything settles.

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    28 Dec 2022

  4. Public Bookmark 87

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    Without really thinking about it, Ash starts piling up the blanket between himself and Eiji. Forming a little barrier—mentally and physically. He won't touch Eiji. He won't get any closer to Eiji. He won't ... won't taint Eiji any more than he already has.

    Ash feels better already, with that sort of line between them. He pulls the blanket entirely off of himself and makes that wall between himself and Eiji. Then he does the same with the top sheet.

    "Ash?"

    Ash freezes. He's holding a fucking pile of clothing in his arms, and there's another pile on the bed.

    "What ... What are you doing?" Eiji starts to move the pile on the bed to the side.

    "N-no!" Ash blurts.

    "... Why were you building a wall between us?" Eiji asks quietly. He sounds sad, and Ash wants to die.

    Wanting to die, and living anyway. Walls, and breaking them down.

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    27 Dec 2022

  5. Public Bookmark 60

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    "... Eiji," Ash murmurs. The word tastes like a prayer on his tongue, like a holy fire that burns a sinner like Ash. Burns away everything else that he's used to tasting. "Eiji. Eiji."

    "I am here, Ash."

    Ash does start shaking again, and Eiji moves a little closer. Doesn't quite touch him, but it's clear that Ash can bridge the gap if he wants to.

    He doesn't.

    He thinks about how Eiji approached him so slowly when he hugged Ash; the way he made all of his movements clear, like he was being careful with Ash. How Ash knows that if he had flinched or pulled away—if he had even just tensed up a little, Eiji wouldn't have touched him at all.

    Is that trust? Is that terrifying?

    "Foxx was cruel," Ash whispers.

    Salvation without redemption.

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    21 Dec 2022