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    Phil loves his life, he loves being a Mercedes Formula 1 driver and he loves being PJ’s teammate, friend and neighbor. He loves the routine he has going on. He lives in a perfect bubble.
    But now that bubble is about to burst when the news that PJ is leaving Mercedes hit the tabloids. And worst of all, his replacement is Red Bull’s two-time world champion Daniel Howell, who has a reputation for having a little bit of an ego.
    Phil isn’t exactly happy about this.
    To put it lightly, he fucking hates it here.

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    31 Jan 2026

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    “… Should I be calling you ‘father’?” Dan asked and regretted the words as soon as they had left his mouth.
    Phil smiled.
    “You can, if you want.”
    There was something about the way he said it that made Dan feel hot all over.

    Or: Dan falls in love with Phil, who happens to be a celibate priest. Great.

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    31 Jan 2026

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    Dan and Phil are a successful YouTube duo, best friends and next door neighbors. Phil's married with two kids and Dan's long term boyfriend is like the queen's cousin or something. Their lives are fine--perfectly acceptable--but when two unrelated emergencies land Dan and Phil living together for the first time since 2012, they're forced to examine the choices they've made and confront the feelings they've kept quiet for nearly a decade.

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    31 Jan 2026

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    The first thing Dan did after accepting the proposal was write to Chris.

    Just days after turning eighteen, Dan is forced by his parents to accept a marriage proposal from an Alpha he's never met.

    “Daniel? Daniel, wait, you don’t have to…” Philip was behind him, his hand on Dan’s to stop him from undressing, and he couldn’t be numb anymore. Every feeling hit him at once and suddenly he was crying and couldn’t stop. He brought his hands to his face to muffle his sobs, and this wasn’t how this was supposed to happen, it was so much better when he felt nothing because now everything hurt. He missed his room and his friends and his brother and Chris and he was so afraid of this.

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    02 Feb 2026

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    Suspending himself 7,000 feet above the rest of the world seems likely to be a sure-fire way for Dan to escape normality, and isolate himself for the foreseeable future. The Secret of the Alps, a small hotel tucked into the side of the Swiss mountains is too niche for most avid adventurers to have heard of, making it the perfect place for Dan to work as he sorts through his problems. Unfortunately, privacy is a coveted thing, and as Dan soon finds out, the hotel harbours one guest who values it more than most.

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    02 Feb 2026