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    “Yeah, you said that but I’m having trouble understanding.”

    “What’s there to understand?” Will asks him.

    Mike contemplates, then says “Why you’re so quick to defend me.”

    Oh, he’s so fucked. Beyond fucked, even. If there’s such a thing.

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    Jack Abbot is 41 years old.

    He is a grown-ass man, a decorated Army officer, a widower, and someone with completely uncomplicated relationships with terrible coffee, ringing telephones, and the 24-hour clock.

    Some of the preceding statements are even true.

    Or: Robby and Jack, Pittsburgh, 2016: The beginning of it all.

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    Frank has never been a good sleeper. It's a blessing and a curse in turn, but he's made peace with needing less sleep than anyone he's ever met.

    And then he meets Mel King, and she changes that.

    (She changes everything.)

    OR — Over a series of late night talks, texts, FaceTimes, and maybe dates, Langdon and Mel fall in love the way you fall asleep: slowly, and then all at once.

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    He thinks very little about the night of the assault. He thinks far too much about the morning after, about Robby’s hand on his wrist, Robby’s arm around his shoulder, Robby’s mouth against his hair, Robby’s fingers sliding a needle into his vein.

    He wonders if a therapist would call that a trauma response or a coping mechanism, and decides that he much prefers not knowing what they would say. 

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    16 Jul 2025

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    Whitaker has never called out sick for any job he’s had. Not even at six years old with chicken pox, crying as he fed the chickens and Noah folded himself over the fence to tell him that he might as well try the feed too while he was at it since he was turning into a chicken himself. Not even his newspaper route at thirteen when the only things that held the jagged flesh of his thigh together were paper towels and an ace bandage. And none of the days leading into a full moon night where he feels like his skin is stretched too tight over his bones and any wrong move could split him apart at his seams and birth a monster onto the scuffed white floor of the ED.

    Sometimes hearing everything means you hear nothing at all. Between the beeping and whirring and murmuring and shouting and rolling and squeaking and slamming, Whitaker could have thought once an emergency department might be hell on earth. But all that noise around him means he can’t hear any of the noise within him, and that is in itself a blessing.

     

    [Or Whitaker's first full moon at the Pitt.]

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    07 Jul 2025