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  1. Public Bookmark 10

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    "He'd never gotten back soon that night. He'd not returned home at all.

    Jon looked at his hands. There were scrapes and bruises but he had no recollection of how they'd gotten there, only that he must've fought back. Not broken, though. Just discolored and sore."

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    Oh boy, alright, uhm... So, I was binge reading Rosavalda_Freya's JonSatin series for the second time (because her "A Slow Burning Fire, Tended With Care" is like THE JonSatin Story with a capital S!) and I got rudely attacked by the JonSatin feels and headed back to my own series.

    Only... Suddenly I found myself elbows deep in a multi-chapters modern AU of my own (rude) and instead of being responsible and wait until it's all done, here's the first chapter.

    Jon wakes up at the hospital after being assaulted, with a fragmented memory, a well-meaning but overbearing brother and all he wants is to be left alone.

    Title from Kamelot's "Abandoned"
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-S5qM1k8rD8

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    29 Dec 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 10

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    "They whisper about you," Val said. "Crow, corpse, warg, Other. They're all wrong." 

     

    Jon's hands curled into fists, his breath a mist in the cold air. "And what am I, then?"

     

    She looked at him a long while, fearless. 

     

    "Hungry." 

     

    When Jon comes back from the dead, something follows. Something hungry. A wolf's appetite in a man's body. Gnawing for more than bread and meat, but for something else. Something living. Every pulse a temptation. Every kindness a test. He is trying so hard not to break, but Satin is the only one who looks at him like he is still human.

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    23 Dec 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 10

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    Jon Snow had been different. He'd looked at Satin and seen more than a whore; had given him work that mattered, had listened when he spoke, had never looked at him with hunger or want or disgust.

    Satin had fallen in love with him for that. How could he not?

    He'd told himself it was enough just to be near him. To serve as his steward, to stand at his side. He'd never let himself hope for more because men like Jon Snow didn't want men like him.

    Except Jon Snow died, and the thing the red woman brought back wasn't Jon Snow anymore.

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    29 Nov 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 34

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    A Modern AU that mainly centers around Jon and the complicated relationships he has with his family.

    my beta reader is @spillthe_bea they are awesome, go check them out.

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    24 Oct 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 5

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    “I know you think you want to be... what, my heir?" Jon said. "Queen after me? Lady of Winterfell? But you don’t. You don’t want this, Sansa. It is sleepless nights, war, winter, bank loans, ledgers on bushels of wheat and salt beef stores until your brain goes numb and your eyes burn, and greying hair at eight-and-ten. You don’t want this.”

    Sansa frowned at him, brows knitting together as she shook her head almost incredulously. “But you do.”

    “I don’t.” Jon told her plainly, and Satin could hear the weary tiredness that clung to his voice. “I never wanted it and I never asked for it. But Robb’s dying will was that I wear this crown and it was my duty to accept it.”

    “You must have wanted it. You broke your oaths to the Night’s Watch to come here.”

    Jon seemed to almost flinch. “What?”

    (Littlefinger plots and schemes and whispers in Sansa’s ear while Satin works on a plan of his own. Sansa and Jon remain at odds. Jon asks for trust as the situation takes a turn for the worse, he only needs to convince her. They're family, and family was all they had left.)

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    29 Sep 2025