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  1. Public Bookmark 56

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    When Connor Bowers comes back to town, it cracks something open. Richie Tozier has spent years running from the truth, hiding behind noise and distance, while Eddie Kaspbrak has learned how to survive by bracing for impact. Connor’s presence forces both of them to confront what they’ve been circling for years—the wanting, the fear, the quiet devastation of watching someone you love choose anything but you. Told through the eyes of the Losers, this is a slow-burn, ensemble fic about denial, displacement, and the summer when love stops being something you can outrun.

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    There are slight Welcome to Derry spoilers throughout this fic <3

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    21 Feb 2026

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  2. Public Bookmark 7

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    Eddie is completely paranoid about germs, this is basically common knowledge to everyone who knows him, and he is aware of it himself.

    His germophobia is not anything new. He has lived with it since he was very young and, to begin with, it is something he is used to.

    Something he has learned to control in his routine.

    However, Eddie didn’t know that this problem, which has followed him throughout his entire life since his mother Sonia Kaspbrak’s earliest teachings, had an exception.

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    11 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 6

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    Richie's head tipped back limply again, and this time, Eddie cupped his cheek to get him to look at him. “No, no, Rich, Stan’s about to come back. Come on, get up.”

    A pause, then, in this quiet, sad little voice, “I love you, Eds.”

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    Or; Richie drunkenly confesses his love to Eddie. Eddie is not happy.

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    10 Feb 2026

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    Eddie Kaspbrak is 14 years old and he just defeated a demonic clown along with his friends.

    Eddie Kaspbrak is 16 years old and he's fighting against himself and the way he feels and the way he thinks.

    Eddie Kaspbrak is 18 years old and he'd much rather fight a demonic clown all over again than face his true feelings for Richie Tozier.

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    19 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 13

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    There were two things Richie would never, in a million years, ever admit to Stan’s face.

    Firstly, he was the one responsible for breaking Stan’s bird watching binoculars while using them as a makeshift weapon against a spider. That was arguably the worst offense, and he would take it to his grave.

    The other one, his friend would be amused to learn their local trash mouth agreed with, was that Richie Tozier was a fucking pussy.

    OR It’s valentine’s day and Richie decides he can’t keep hiding his feelings forever.

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    17 Jan 2026