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She was done with this. She was done with her. Why do the monsters of her past cannot seem to leave her alone?
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my sister, my mirror by TrueSoulKizzie
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Marvel, Marvel (Comics)
30 Sep 2026
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Nat fished a glock out of the cereal cabinet. “My sister’s in town, so I’m going to try to kill her.”
Tony blinked. “I’m sorry, what?”
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An attempt to blend MCU Yelena and Natasha's relationship with Comics Yelena and Natasha's relationship.
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scared of your blood by sweetpotatoTM
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Black Widow (Movie 2021)
01 Oct 2026
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She's scared of you, Natasha realised with a sort of confused horror. And that hurt like her head and her hands and her knees, just on the inside this time. She swallowed roughly, bitter-sour-thick. Her stomach swooped, like she was going to throw up. "Yelena?" She asked, voice wavering slightly.
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Ohio, 1993. Two perfectly normal sisters run down a hill together.Series
- Part 1 of tormenting my favs (whumptober 2026)
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pretty perfect porcelain by sweetpotatoTM
Fandoms: Black Widow (Movie 2021), Marvel Cinematic Universe
04 Oct 2026
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Here in the dim hallway of a rich man’s house, Natasha is a decoration. A thing to be admired. She is straight-backed, ballerina posture, first position. Pinned beautifully against the wallpaper. Her smooth cool porcelain skin is being smudged and fingerprinted by sweaty hands. Later, she will be wiped and shined until she gleams again, so she does not appear dirtied to those who would want her.
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natasha is on a routine mission. she's running distraction. she can't stop thinking.Series
- Part 4 of tormenting my favs (whumptober 2026)
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bits of blue by sweetpotatoTM
Fandoms: Black Widow (Movie 2021), Marvel Cinematic Universe
05 Oct 2026
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"Yelena," she says again, "Is she here?" Can I see her, she does not say because even now, out of practice and emotional and weak and all those things a Widow should not be, she is not stupid. Madame B does not respond for a long moment. Her hands are still and cold.
"Who?"
"My sister," Natasha says—no, snaps, voice sharp and angry. Those spider-fingers with needle-nails dig into the thin, soft skin of her scalp. The stillness of it is scarier than the pain.
___natasha arrives back at the red room. she wants her sister. instead, she gets a haircut
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- Part 5 of tormenting my favs (whumptober 2026)
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Natasha and Yelena in the Red Room training facility before they were separated.
The Red Room did not believe in windows. It opened doorways to imagination, and escapism for the widow trainees was not tolerated. The psychological conditioning was a rigid way of removing all traces of emotion and yearning for freedom outside their walls.
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"There was a guard that would smile at her. He would pass her candy when no one was looking.
He wasn't kind, per se. In the Red Room, after all, everything was transactional. She would pay the price of his generosity."
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Not all smiles mean joy.
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- Part 1 of Stained
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Eat Your Young by orphan_account
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Black Widow (Movie 2021), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
26 Jan 2026
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The Red Room seemed like an always hungry void, always sucking in more and more girls.
Natalia could remember the feeling of Yelena slipping out of her grasp, and the feeling of starvation, a feeling that she had thought would never come back, returning. Ohio had made her soft, weak, too used to the comfort of always having enough to eat and attention to go around. There were a few dark spots tainting those memories, like the time Alexei had gotten drunk and she had to barricade herself and Yelena in her room hoping that Melina would hurry up getting home and stop him. The best memories were of Yelena running around happily, the time she dyed her hair blue and all that had happened was going out for ice cream, and Melina calmly explaining homework, or just doing it for her. There was no room for any of that in the Red Room though Natalia just had to get used to the constant pangs in her stomach from never having enough to eat, constantly fighting to get even the barest amount of approval from the Madames, and the jealous eyes of the other girls when she got selected for a mission.
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Or: An exploration of starvation in Natasha Romanoffs life
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Dreykov's toy by illias_moose
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Black Widow (Movie 2021)
21 Feb 2026
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Natasha's time in the red room, memories, from at 3rd character pov
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favourite girl, perfect doll by sweetpotatoTM for Helpimstuckinanotherworld
Fandoms: Black Widow (Movie 2021), Marvel Cinematic Universe
28 Feb 2026
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"This is Natasha," Dreykov says, sticky pride dripping from his every word. "She is the best of them." His favourite girl.
"Hello, Natasha," he says, amused look in his eyes. He is revelling in his own power, saying silently see, I can talk down to you, you are nothing, you are weak and I am strong. Natasha does not scowl at him, does not show him her strength. She stands, pretty and proper as she is appraised, observed, heavy eyes pressing over her body. She is a doll because that is what they want from her.
"I have a little someone of my own," he says, "Soldier."
___dreykov takes thirteen year-old natasha on a little trip. she ruminates on her life and meets her new teacher.
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and i'll never go home again (place the call, feel it start, favourite friend) by lunarvalleysinmymind for ScenicLola, ashlearose13
Fandoms: Black Widow (Movie 2021), Hawkeye (TV 2021)
15 Mar 2026
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Romanova is typing up their latest mission report when Clint stops in front of her desk, holding up her personnel file. “You’re from the Midwest,” he says, not a question.
Romanova looks at him like he’s failed second grade math. “I’m Russian.”
“You’re from the Midwest.”
This time she says, “Yes.”
or: paint me a picture of home.
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Yelena gives her "Daddy, I'm so alone" monologue from Thunderbolts* to Natasha instead of Alexei.
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Two black widows, top of the list, second to no one. Except each other. In a place built to strip you of anything soft and craft you into obedient weapons, something grows anyway.
It could get you killed. You know that.
Still, you can't stop.
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Natasha reckons with the choices they face on Vormir, informed by the events of Black Widow and Hawkeye. Things go differently than in Endgame. Inspired by Grief by girlonthefireescape on tumblr.
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Natasha Romanov spent three years undercover in suburban Ohio.
Three years of a childhood she always deserved. A childhood she could've had.
And then the Red Room called her back.
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the arithmetic of guilt by hollowbonesclub
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Black Widow (Marvel Comics), Hawkeye (Marvel Comics)
24 Jun 2026
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natalia is everything the red room intended - she's efficient, ruthless and unfeeling.
(natasha is the girl melina raised, screams at natalia, she begs her to stop hurting people and just be nice and quiet and good and...)
natalia screams louder, she's unforgiving and stronger and she drowns natasha out and she moves forward.
it starts as a counter, a punishment or a payment. for every life natalia takes, natasha creates a wound of her own. natasha has never been good at controlling her emotions, melina used to call her sweet girl - it's no wonder her guilt festers and her shame grows teeth.the problem is, no matter how much she bleeds, the number never reaches zero and some debts cannot be paid in blood.
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If You Noticed, Would You Care? Chapter 3 by mimimiiiwritE for AlternateSlug313
Fandoms: Black Widow (Movie 2021), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
04 Jul 2026
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In which Yelena Belova finally gets her freaking hug
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Always by Chargedlion
Fandoms: Black Widow (Movie 2021), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Marvel, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
13 Jan 2022
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"I trust that you'll come back okay."
Natasha didn't. She couldn't.
"You know me; I'm always careful."
Always was a dangerous word.or
Yelena goes on her first mission without Natasha and communications are cut. Natasha is clouded with worry as she mentally kicks herself for not pushing against the call. She couldn't protect her.
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This Dream by StillTryingToWrite
Fandoms: Black Widow (Movie 2021), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
24 Jul 2022
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“You must lose that which you love.” It repeats in her head over and over. And so does another. “Never let them take your heart.”
Lose what she loves. Hasn’t she already done that?
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- Part 2 of Natasha Character Studies
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you taught me the courage of stars (before you left) by ivebeenth3archer
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Black Widow (Movie 2021)
05 Sep 2022
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Madame B waits, waits, and waits, until she doesn’t anymore. She walks to the table in the corner of the room, picking up the gun sitting over it, and Melina’s breath falters (no, please, not Natasha, not her Natasha, not yet).
The glock slips in Sonja’s hands and Melina closes her eyes, just to open them a second later — she doesn’t want to see this, but she has to, — and that’s when it happens, so suddenly that the woman almost starts sobbing right there on the spot.
Natasha gets up.
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five times someone witnessed Natasha saving herself, and the one time someone saw her giving up.