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  1. Public Bookmark 12

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    “Okay. So, we’ll need someone willing to model for the photo shoot.”

    Will freezes for half a second. His mind, traitor that it always was, already sprints ahead of him. Someone tall enough to wear armour, someone who already has a set of armour in his damn closet. Someone patient and willing enough to stand around, someone who looks good in fake blood. Someone who looks brave after being wounded and perfectly prepossessing even after the fog of war. Even after being brutalised, corrupted, eyes made wild with the mess of taking a life.

    His new partner tilts her head. “You wouldn’t happen to know anyone who’d be up for that, would you?”

    Will blinks at her, opens his mouth, closes it again. Then: “...Yeah,” he says, because lying has never been one of his strong suits.

    He absolutely does.

    aka will has an art project involving fake blood, and mike can't stop thinking about it.

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    01 Feb 2026

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    Another fucking dream about Will.

    Mike presses the heels of his hands into his eyes until he sees stars.

    Three years.

    Three goddamn years since graduation, since separate colleges, since everything changed and nothing changed at all.

    And still—every night—his traitor brain keeps building Will out of memory and longing until the wanting feels more solid than reality.

    He lets his hands fall.

    Stares at the ceiling.

    Tries to breathe.

    Fails.

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    23 Jan 2026

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    "I'm actually so excited to have you live with us," Will said giddily.

    "You are?"

    Mike hoped it didn't sound as pathetic to them as it did to him.

    Will grinned at him. "For sure. I can finally do something about that hair of yours."

    Despite himself, Mike laughed out loud, cherishing the taunting.

    It was going to be fine. If he could have this Will by his side again, he could take other men having their way with him a thin wall away from Mike. Couldn't he?

    Or: Will gives Mike a little bit of tough love, encouraging him to stop wasting his life. Mike moves in with Will and Dustin in New York only to realize that Will has a very - very - active sex life. Mike is okay with it for about three nanoseconds before he loses his mind, regretting every choice he ever made and desperately wishing it was him there with Will.

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    19 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 52

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    Mike Wheeler has spent four years writing a fantasy story about a paladin and a sorcerer. A metaphor about his late realisation that he's in love with Will Byers.When the group gathers for a reunion in Hawkins, Mike and Will meet again after years of no contact.
    Mike realizes he should feel happy for Will now that he has a boyfriend, but instead, he's falling apart even more.
    Then Will finds his folder.
    The truth Mike has been bleeding onto pages for years. And everything Mike has been hiding crashes into the light.

    Or: A story about breaking and healing. About loving someone from the moment you understood what love was, even when you didn't have words for it and about the courage it takes to let yourself be saved.

    Or: Mike Wheeler's journey from "definitely straight" to "catastrophically in love with my best friend" to ''healing through love''

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    19 Jan 2026

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    Ilya stared at Shane in bemusement. “Sounds… complicated for just sex. What, you going to spank me, tie me down?”

    Shane was silent at that. His eyes were steady on Ilya, his face determined.

    Ilya’s heart thumped in his chest. “Are you?”

    “I’m not going to hurt you,” Shane said. “I mean. I might bite and scratch at you a little, but no more than I normally do.”

    That did not answer the tying down part of the question.

    But if Shane wanted to try something new, Ilya could indulge him. This was Shane after all, Ilya’s sweet, desperate bottom. What harm could it do? It wasn’t like they didn’t both know how this would end, with Shane face down on the bed, begging for Ilya’s cock.

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    09 Jan 2026