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all my blood for the sweetness of his laughter by miwiheroes for wolffromtheshadow
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
31 Jan 2026
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“Okay. So, we’ll need someone willing to model for the photo shoot.”
Will freezes for half a second. His mind, traitor that it always was, already sprints ahead of him. Someone tall enough to wear armour, someone who already has a set of armour in his damn closet. Someone patient and willing enough to stand around, someone who looks good in fake blood. Someone who looks brave after being wounded and perfectly prepossessing even after the fog of war. Even after being brutalised, corrupted, eyes made wild with the mess of taking a life.
His new partner tilts her head. “You wouldn’t happen to know anyone who’d be up for that, would you?”
Will blinks at her, opens his mouth, closes it again. Then: “...Yeah,” he says, because lying has never been one of his strong suits.
He absolutely does.
aka will has an art project involving fake blood, and mike can't stop thinking about it.
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01 Feb 2026
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Another fucking dream about Will.
Mike presses the heels of his hands into his eyes until he sees stars.
Three years.
Three goddamn years since graduation, since separate colleges, since everything changed and nothing changed at all.
And still—every night—his traitor brain keeps building Will out of memory and longing until the wanting feels more solid than reality.
He lets his hands fall.
Stares at the ceiling.
Tries to breathe.
Fails.
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23 Jan 2026
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Did I ever tell you about the time I went backpacking through Western Europe? by Levi_Fuckerman
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
31 Jan 2026
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"I'm actually so excited to have you live with us," Will said giddily.
"You are?"
Mike hoped it didn't sound as pathetic to them as it did to him.
Will grinned at him. "For sure. I can finally do something about that hair of yours."
Despite himself, Mike laughed out loud, cherishing the taunting.
It was going to be fine. If he could have this Will by his side again, he could take other men having their way with him a thin wall away from Mike. Couldn't he?
Or: Will gives Mike a little bit of tough love, encouraging him to stop wasting his life. Mike moves in with Will and Dustin in New York only to realize that Will has a very - very - active sex life. Mike is okay with it for about three nanoseconds before he loses his mind, regretting every choice he ever made and desperately wishing it was him there with Will.
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19 Jan 2026
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Mike Wheeler has spent four years writing a fantasy story about a paladin and a sorcerer. A metaphor about his late realisation that he's in love with Will Byers.When the group gathers for a reunion in Hawkins, Mike and Will meet again after years of no contact.
Mike realizes he should feel happy for Will now that he has a boyfriend, but instead, he's falling apart even more.
Then Will finds his folder.
The truth Mike has been bleeding onto pages for years. And everything Mike has been hiding crashes into the light.Or: A story about breaking and healing. About loving someone from the moment you understood what love was, even when you didn't have words for it and about the courage it takes to let yourself be saved.
Or: Mike Wheeler's journey from "definitely straight" to "catastrophically in love with my best friend" to ''healing through love''
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19 Jan 2026
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Ilya stared at Shane in bemusement. “Sounds… complicated for just sex. What, you going to spank me, tie me down?”
Shane was silent at that. His eyes were steady on Ilya, his face determined.
Ilya’s heart thumped in his chest. “Are you?”
“I’m not going to hurt you,” Shane said. “I mean. I might bite and scratch at you a little, but no more than I normally do.”
That did not answer the tying down part of the question.
But if Shane wanted to try something new, Ilya could indulge him. This was Shane after all, Ilya’s sweet, desperate bottom. What harm could it do? It wasn’t like they didn’t both know how this would end, with Shane face down on the bed, begging for Ilya’s cock.
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- Part 1 of tell me im in trouble
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09 Jan 2026
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Leash by a_good_soldier
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Jan 2026
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Ilya loves being Shane's dog. He hopes he's good enough to earn it.
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- Part 2 of Dog
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08 Jan 2026
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a hockey injury makes ilya curious
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07 Jan 2026
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Ilya’s on the verge of a quiet crashout while planning for Ottawa at the cottage, to the point where Shane thinks he should maybe step in and do something about it. They could just fuck it out of him, but that’s old hat. Uninspired. What Ilya needs is his busy brain shut off.
He’s done it for Shane a handful of times. Now, it’s Shane’s turn to try. And what he lacks in self confidence about filling the role, he makes up for with blind determination.
or: shane wants very badly to put ilya into some sort of subspace-adjacent situation. ilya is stubborn. and also likes getting his face kissed all over. [Part One: Tethered/Untethered | Part Two: Release/Relief]
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07 Jan 2026
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Judges by a_good_soldier
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Dec 2025
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Ilya tries to breathe. Shane is the one who panics. In fact, Ilya has been so calm over the past hour. So, so calm. Soooooooo so so so amazingly calm that maybe Shane will reward him with a very nice blowjob later. Ilya has been calm because Shane needs a rock to lean on, but Shane is gone and now Ilya is panicking. This is his only chance to rectify the first, shirtless impression he made on Shane’s father.
“Do you still read New Yorker?”
OR: Ilya, on the confluence of Shane with David, Yuna, and Svetlana.
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07 Jan 2026
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and i spit out the seeds by linearity
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
30 Oct 2025
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A video of Shane sucking Ilya’s dick is leaked. Over the next twenty-four hours, Ilya goes on an odyssey.
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06 Jan 2026
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it's okay to just admit that i'm the fantasy by sargeantwoof
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Dec 2025
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Ilya grins, relishing in the hitch in Hollander's voice. “Is nice when you beg,” he murmurs, before he drops both his hands to Hollander's waist, smoothly undoing the button on his jeans. “Your voice, it gets soft? High?” He shakes his head as Hollander kicks his pants off, leaving him in just socks and his briefs, his dick dripping, a spot of damp precum that's growing against the fabric. Ilya drags his top off but keeps his sweats on, grinning broadly at the other man. “I do not know words for it. But I do know—you are needy, Shane Hollander. Greedy for me.”
OR: Ilya has a lot of wants these days. One of which is a near constant desire to see Shane Hollander ruined in his sheets.
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- Part 1 of heated rivalry masterlist
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06 Jan 2026
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"This is Ilya Rozanov," Hayden says. "You might have to hospitalise him if you want to play center anytime soon."
"Noted," Shane says, sipping his drink to avoid that intense gaze.
"You are Shane Hollander, yes? I have heard of you."
"Yeah?" Shane feels himself bristle. His acceptance into a men's league last year as a trans man did get some low-level coverage. He stands straighter, ready for some insult about -
"Mm, yes. My friend took me to see final of your league last year. You scored big hat-trick to win game." He takes a slow sip of his clear drink. "But backhand is a bit weak."
"Weak backhand?" Shane scoffs.
"Yes. Is okay, I will teach you. Maybe let you play center once or twice during season."
"That's not happening." Shane feels anger running under his skin, but relief as well, that the guy was just chirping his hockey skills. "Thanks for your generous offer, though."
t4t hollanov play on the same hockey team in uni - out/early transition shane x stealth ilya
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06 Jan 2026
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Night Shift by The_green_fairy
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Jan 2026
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Shane Hollander is just trying to survive—NYU biochemistry, hockey practice, and the graveyard shift at a Manhattan 7-Eleven. He's too tired to notice that his new regular customer is clearly Russian mafia, or that Ilya's interest in him goes beyond terrible coffee.
When Ilya gives him a $10k scarf and gloves, Shane sells them for rent money. Any normal person would be terrified. Ilya is fascinated.
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- 28/?
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05 Jan 2026
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Ilya has no desire to look up what fanfic means. But it's being used in relation to Hollander, so he does anyway.
— Before Ilya even gets a chance to kiss Shane, he stumbles upon Hockey RPF fanfiction, gets too into it, then uses his Shane Hollander smut addiction to learn better English.
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05 Jan 2026
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A missing scene set during Episode 6 of Heated Rivalry, exploring the quiet moments after Shane’s parents learn about his relationship with Ilya—and the foundation of the bond that will grow between Ilya and the Hollanders.
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03 Jan 2026
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Scott knows things will change when he kisses Kip on the ice.
What he doesn't expect is Ilya Rozanov, cigarette in hand, admitting that they might have something in common.
OR: The conversation with Ilya Rozanov after Scott wins MVP.
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- Part 1 of My Moon
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03 Jan 2026
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#hockeyhusbands by moonstonedaura
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 Feb 2026
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Shane Hollander ✓
@shanehollander
Is this thing on?Ilya Rozanov ✓
@ilyarozanov
@shanehollander THAT is what you spent the last thirty minutes typing out????Shane Hollander ✓
@shanehollander
@ilyarozanov Fuck offor... the centaurs social media au
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- 27/?
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03 Jan 2026
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Fans discover an Ilya Rozanov fancam in Shane Hollander’s Instagram reposts.
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03 Jan 2026
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03 Jan 2026
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The Rooms Left Unopened (The Man I Need) by Snakeswithsocks
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Jan 2026
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Shane and Ilya already know each other’s bodies, habits, and scars. Yet, there are still things to be discovered in marriage. Music becomes the place where Shane still hides, and where Ilya realizes there are rooms in his husband's mind he hasn’t unlocked, not because Shane kept them secret, but because no one ever asked to listen.
or; Shane Hollander's music choices and Ilya's discovery of Shane's autism and their shared experiences post-cannon.
Here is the Spotify Playlist for anyone interested!
https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2t9O9XqtauF0q0XeB0yVoC?si=xfXmI9OnTXyuoQDRhJDD9A&pi=obZKC4olTduKH- Language:
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03 Jan 2026