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    Honestly? This series is so fucking angsty I bawled my eyes out whenever I revisited the original version. Dead dove for ALL of my tags, I'm not even kidding.

    Get ready to be punched in the guts with emotions.

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    Shane Hollander is a trans guy, an uptight honor student, and a virgin who’s just trying to get through his senior year of high school.

    Enter irresistibly attractive junior ice hockey player Ilya Rozanov who’ll be billeting with his family for the year and seems hellbent on dismantling everything Shane ever thought he knew about his sexuality.

    Some bad decisions may or may not be made along the way.

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    Ilya has two problems.

    The first is that his best friend is freshly single and needs to get laid. The second is that Ilya is having some...weird feelings about it.

    These are completely platonic and heterosexual concerns for his friend, of course.

    (or a college au featuring shane and ilya as best friends, and shane as ilya's bisexual awakening)

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    22 Jul 2026

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    DỄ THƯƠNG VÃI T ĐÃ NỔ TUNG OMG EVERYTHING I WANT YUM YUM YUM MUNCH MUNCH MUNCH KISSY SMOOCHY MUAH MUAH

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    [Today]

    So, yeah. That’s how it started.
    Rozanov gave Hayden a pale pink leaflet and told him that his best friend offered Hayden a free prostate massage.
    And Hayden accepted it.
    Technically, it’s his own fault, but Rozanov really is the best scapegoat in the world.

    Hayden thinks if Rozanov knew about all of this, he’d blame himself, too.

    or: Cliff Marleau is a masseur who offers tantric massages and Hayden gets a sample... of fucking course it spirals out of control.

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    Shane says, “You don’t wanna go raw?”

    Ilya drops the box of condoms. Looks at Shane. Shane looks back.

    “What?”

    “Do you want me to commit a felony?”

    “I think public indecency is usually a misdemeanor.”

    Ilya tries to bite him through his shirt.

    “Ow, ow, Ilya, stop that-”

    Ilya and Shane are thirty-five, married, and living their best happily ever after—until the plane they're in falls out of the sky and they wake up back in 2009. Of course they fuck about it.

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    They all stay silent for a moment, contemplative about Hayden’s quiet admission that he might not feel as comfortable in his own skin as he mostly makes out to be. But then, because Cliff’s best buddy can be an arsehole, Roz says with a smirk, “Maybe let Marley suck you off then.”

    Hayden Pike's oral encounters leave a lot to be desired, and Cliff is ready to change this by volunteering as a tribute.

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