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  1. 10

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    He shouldn’t look.

    He knows he shouldn’t look.

    But his thumb moves anyway, like it’s not entirely under his control.

    Unknown number (1):

    Hi Jane, welcome to the WAG’s chat, we’ve heard that you and Cap have been dating for a while. So we thought that you should be added too!

    And then, his world collapses two minutes before the game.

    Or:

    Shane Hollander is not a girl.
    He is not Ilya Rozanov’s girlfriend.
    And he is definitely not supposed to be in the Boston WAG group chat.
    Unfortunately, none of that stops anyone else from believing he is.

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  2. 78

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    Simon has a problem. If it’s left up to him, he’ll try to take it to his grave.
    Grace isn’t able to try the same, not for this.

    ——

    Simon can’t tell if Grace actually glances down to his lips as he puts his glasses back on his nose or if it’s just his own wishful thinking, as it happened in the blink of an eye, if it happened at all. “I, uh, was wondering, only if, well, I-,” Grace quickly averts his gaze, shaking his head with a nervous laugh, “You know what, never-”

    Still reeling too much from his debatably imagined glace, Simon reaches across Grace’s space, placing his hand down in the space between Grace’s thigh and his hand. “Use your words, Grace.” One of his brows twitch, not nearly as patient as Grace is. “I hate guessing games, so spit it out.”

    The nervous grin never leaves Grace’s lips and the bulb above the stove highlights the way blood rushes to his cheeks.

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    At eleven years old Ilya Rozanov's class is given an assignment:

    They will be randomly paired with a student at another school in Canada via email. In order to get full credit on the assignment, they must send at least five emails back and forth and gather enough information to write their project.

    After seven years, Ilya is pretty sure he's done enough for 100%

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    Shane and Ilya sending emails throughout the years. What happens when they meet?

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  4. 19

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    In this reader insert, you’re an overworked college student, working long nights at the university clinic and having to balance a severe amount of class work in your downtime. You find yourself running on caffeine, weed, and unfulfilled urges, when all of a sudden, the clinic's most consistent patient starts to become more.

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    Lando Norris was many things, no doubt about it.

    But when he read the contents of the pale green envelope he’d pulled open five minutes ago, one thing became painfully clear:
    More than anything, he was absolutely, undeniably fucked .

    As he stood there in stunned silence - jacket still on, front door not even fully closed - Lando wasn’t entirely sure what he wanted most in that moment:
    A strong tequila shot to calm his nerves, a spontaneous opportunity to time travel, or for his boyfriend to agree to come to his sister’s wedding with him.

    The Problem:
    1. There hadn’t been any liquor left since the last house party.
    2. Time travel was strictly reserved for Doctor Who.
    3. And the wedding was in exactly two weeks.

     
    Also… he didn’t actually have a boyfriend.

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    In the fall of 1983, Nancy Wheeler rejects Steve Harrington, thus sparing him from the terrifying world of the Upside Down. Until Summer of 1985, that is, when what was supposed to be mind-numbingly boring two months of slinging ice cream promptly turns into a task of decoding a secret Russian message with his two closest friends and a strange kid that never shuts up.

     

    Or, an alternative universe in which Steve Harrington gets to live his normal life for an additional year and a half, grow as a person, make new friends and fall in love along the way.

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    Airi is struggling with her insomnia when she receives a sudden phone call from Shizuku.

    Weird. But somehow her request was even stranger.

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  8. 85

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    Jisung shrugs, all too casual. “Just for fun. You know, for the bit.”

    “You want us to pretend to be a couple…in therapy. Just for fun.”

    “Yeah!” Jisung nods enthusiastically. “Just until the therapist figures it out.”

    Minho gives him a long, slow look that suggests he is currently measuring him for a straightjacket. “So. Two sessions, max.”

    It’s supposed to be a joke– two best friends and roommates walk into a therapist’s office, and pretend they’re a couple until the therapist figures it out.

    But old feelings die harder than old habits, and when everything they’ve been avoiding for five years finally catches up, Minho and Jisung start to realize they may not be pretending as much as they'd like to believe.

    or: Minho and Jisung are not a couple– or so they think.

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    After the tuna melt meltdown, Shane meets Rose Landry, has several deeply inconvenient revelations, and decides to do the only sensible thing: win Ilya back with sincerity, logistics, and a frankly alarming amount of emotional effort.

    Ilya, meanwhile, mistakes every tender gesture for the kind prelude to an inevitable goodbye.

    Or: Shane is living in a romcom. Ilya is living in a Russian tragedy.

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    "Oh, it looks like you’re doing better! With those scores, I guess we won’t have to meet as often anymore." Shane was beaming, proudly looking down at the transcript. Ilya’s smile immediately dropped.

    Needless to say, he scored 20 points lower on the next midterm.

    In which popular hockey fuckboy Ilya Rozanov falls madly in love with the university's golden boy Shane Hollander. Somehow, they go from being the talk on campus to becoming that couple.

    Alternatively, my take on the Jock!Ilya x Nerd!Shane trope bc it is desperately underrepresented.

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    The NHL gives Ilya Rozanov one final responsibility before retirement: choose a rookie, train him for a year, and prepare him to inherit everything Ilya built in Ottawa.

    Shane Hollander is twenty-one, gifted, unnervingly observant, and quietly obsessed with Ilya’s career down to the smallest detail.

    Ilya has spent his whole life protecting his privacy, his body, and his control. Shane makes him want to lose all three.

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    Shane Hollander is the youngest Commander in ISS history; straight-backed, closeted, and so tightly on his own leash that seven months in orbit with Ilya Rozanov have not produced a single crack in his composure.

    Ilya Rozanov is the Russian cosmonaut who should have had his job, won’t stop bouncing a tennis ball off the walls, and is still looking for a fissure. Thankfully, a solar storm finds it for him.

    or: Near-death, zero gravity, and the wrong man’s hands in exactly the right places.

    A Cosmonaut!Ilya x Astronaut!Shane AU 🚀

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    Mike goes to confront Will, but after he finds out Will has been abused he just fucking kills Carlton instead.

    READ THE TAGS. PLEASE GOD READ THE TAGS. THIS IS A VERY ANGSTY, HEAVY FIC WITH A LOT OF DARK THEMES. READ THOSE TAGS. THANK YOU.

    Slow updates possibly, because I have trauma with DV myself. This fic started as a project to help me work through my trauma, but after I got a little tipsy and decided to post it on TikTok a lot of people wanted to read this fic. I hope this finds someone who will enjoy reading as much as I will enjoy writing, but due to how close to home the abuse aspect is, it might be a while between chapters. But I promise I won't abandon it, and will still post as regularly as I can. This fic is too important for me to just abandon 🤗 Y'all just might have to bear with me.

    Also some of the chapters are REALLY long lol so it takes a while to edit them.

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    Ilya’s dad dies right before the 2017 All-Star Game, so he never learns that Shane and Rose broke up. While he’s in Russia, a threat from his brother makes him ask Svetlana for help and marry her so he can get a US green card—it’s meant to be a discreet, simple thing, but the Boston tabloids get a hold of it and then it’s all over social media. Three months later, Shane Hollander holds a press conference to share two things: he's leaving Montreal to play for the Ottawa Centaurs, and he's gay.

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    Alarm overtook Kaveh’s expression as he looked back and forth between Alhaitham and the matra, dropping his sketchpad and leaping to his feet. “Why is there a guard here? Did you get hurt?”

    “Some idiot decided poisoning me to obtain state secrets would be an optimal use of a Tuesday morning,” Alhaitham replied with a deep sigh.

    Kaveh’s hands hovered uselessly in the air for a few moments as he stared at Alhaitham. “I’m sorry, what?”

    Leaning back against the wall, Alhaitham let out a weary exhale. “Truth serum,” he said tiredly, raking his fingers through his hair then dropping his hand down to rub his throat. “I can’t lie.”

    Kaveh’s eyes widened. “Oh my gods. Are you - are you okay?” Hurrying forward, Kaveh - with his blessedly fully covered legs - guided Alhaitham onto the divan, hands steady despite the panic in his voice.

    “I don’t know. I’m just glad you’re wearing pants,” was all Alhaitham managed to answer.

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  16. 28

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    The connection between them had always been different, something he’d never shared with anyone else. But Kakashi had spent years convincing himself he couldn’t let Gai get too close—because he was a mess, because everyone he loved ended up hurt or dead. He had fought his own heart harder than any enemy. And still, here he was, losing him anyway.

    or

    The one where Gai survives the the Eighth Gate but falls into a coma, and Kakashi believes he’s already lost him.

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    Lance runs to the Black Lion’s open jaw, bright smile in place, and it soon drops as the one who descends under the ramp is Shiro and not Keith.

    this is falling for you when you are worlds away

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  19. 34

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    “Let me show you how to handle it,” Stephanivien said into Artoirel’s ear, sending a shiver down Artoirel’s spine. “Here, grip it with both hands.”

    Artoirel blushed furiously and jerked in Stephanivien’s hold, accidentally ramming his elbow back into the man's side. Stephanivien grunted in surprise, only then seeming to realize what he’d said and letting a delighted laugh out against the back of Artoirel’s neck.

    “Where did your mind go just now, my friend? I meant the gun, of course.”

    --
    The Warrior of Light recently took up machinistry, which means he's been spending a lot of time with Stephanivien. Artoirel might be a little jealous. Lucky for him, Stephanivien is more than happy to give him private lessons of his own.

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    Bakugou had been going to BeansPot Coffee for a long time. A hole-in-the-wall coffee shop in the middle of the city, the place was a wonderfully well-kept secret – and that was exactly how he liked it. Which was why he was instantly on guard when he walked in one morning to see a new face standing behind the counter.

    Well, actually, first he saw his hair. Stop-sign red and styled up into spikes. Between that and the way-too-wide smile that stretched across his face, he was almost hard to look at directly.

    Too goddamn bright for this early in the morning.

    Or, pro-hero Ground Zero had a morning routine that he liked perfectly fine, thank you very much. That is, until a bright-eyed new barista showed up to throw a wrench in it, one caramel latte at a time.

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