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    Xie Lian found something in himself that he thought was gone—worn away with every mistake he had made.

    Faith.

    His arms opened, and the child was hesitant—but eventually, he fell into them, his body trembling with silent sobs.

    "I remember you," he whispered again, voice breaking as Hong-er clung to him.

    I remember you.

    I remember you.

    I will always, for as long as I live, remember you.

    (A re-telling of TGCF where Xie Lian has his cursed shackle placed in his eyes, blinding him. And yet, through all of his struggles; there is always someone watching over him.)

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    15 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 3

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    Summer 1983
    Somewhere in Northern Italy

    Shane Hollander is spending the summer days in the languid heat of his family’s countryside home, surrounded by books, stone walls, and long, quiet afternoons. When his father welcomes a visiting graduate student into their house, the rhythm of the summer begins to shift. Ilya arrives confident, unreadable, and impossibly out of place, carrying with him a presence that unsettles Shane more than he is willing to admit. As the days stretch on beneath the sun and the weight of unspoken things, what begins as fascination slowly deepens into something more dangerous—an awakening that will mark Shane long after the summer has ended.

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    A retelling of "Call Me By Your Name"

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    “You are so pretty when you beg me. Do it some more.”

    Shane babbles out pleas and cries for Ilya to fuck him. He isn’t sure how long he begs, but he stops when he feels Ilya’s hand against his cheek. He automatically opens his mouth and Ilya slips his index and middle finger into his mouth, pushing back into his throat. Shane resists the urge to gag. A tear slips down his cheek.

    “Good boy, Hollander. Beg me so nicely. I will fuck you. Because I want to. Not because you deserve it. Understand?”

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    “Lyubimyy, you are worrying me. I know facing Montreal is big deal…”

    Oh, yes.

    They have practice later, and a game on Saturday. He knows this.

    They have a game on Saturday. Against Montreal.

    Against.

    For the first time in his career, the Montreal Metros will be his opponents, and he has to win.

    or; shane handles the fact he has to play against his former team... not very well

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  5. Public Bookmark 73

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    Some nights, alone in another anonymous hotel room, Shane scrolls through old photos on his phone. His face rounder. His smile easier. He tries to remember what it felt like not to think about food at all. The memory feels fuzzy, distant, like something that happened to a different version of him. He wonders—briefly, dangerously—if Ilya would notice if he got worse. Not better. Not “healthier.” Worse.

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